>male with bpd
>everyone is better off avoiding me
>a net negative to the lives of each person I get to know
>ruin every relationship with my insane behavior inevitably and cause harm to everyone I have ever loved and cherished
>can't live with the guilt anymore
>>38761937
>>ruin every relationship with my insane behavior inevitably and cause harm to everyone I have ever loved and cherished
BPD guy here. How are you this stupid? Realize your shortcomings and don't let them affect relationships you fucking sperg
>>38761937
You can be the 1/10, OP. I believe in you.
>>38762076
based on the contents of your posts, i can clean that you do not actually have bpd
>>38762102
>i can clean that you do not actually have bpd
I was diagnosed two years ago. Seems more like you're just an aspy
I need an out too OP. I don't know if I have bdp or schizophrenia or what, but every bad decision I made only fucked up other people's lives more than mine. I fell delusional most days like I don't know what's going on at all. I think the best thing to do is just how to figure out how to live with being crazy.