At what age did you realize you were uglier/weirder than

>>38760093
I'm not ugly. I'm just normal.

My father never lost an opportunity to tell me how worthless I was, as long as I can remember.

14, I was below the average height, looked like a classroom skeleton and had multiple operations in my childhood, leaving me with ugly scars all over my chest.

>>38760093
i think i realized i was a weirdo when i was around 7 or 8

>>38760093
>>38760109
>>38760143
OP here, I forgot to tell mine

when I was 13 I started to notice that my mouth, nose and weird jawline

didn't get much better ever since

>>38760172
>scars on chest
>bad

Are you male? Scars can ADD to attractiveness for men, especially on the chest

Though I guess it depends on the type of scar

Kind of annoying when the OP is targeted for men specifically.

I've always had that thought in my head for a longest time. However it really become apparent when i realized that i was a chinlet (about 2 - 3 years ago). I never noticed it but i thought that there was something off with my face.

>>38760093
I realized I was weird when I was in elementary school, but it wasn't until I got inflicted with never ending acne that I realized I was uglier than average.

>>38760093
11, then things calmed down a bit and I got my confidence back at 14. Then my ocnfidence crumbled again at 17. I'm nearly 19 now. Still hoping for it to come back

>>38760093
At 11 when my father called me an ugly piece of shit.

>>38760093
In my early teens I started to think that maybe I'm retarded or something and people are just being nice to me or putting up with me. I still think this in my late 20's. I think if I were born a decade later I may have been diagnosed as autistic, having assburgers or something. I ended up dropping out of high school because of muh depression after my parents split. I skipped school to go home and get on my PC or watch TV and eventually was pulled out to avoid paying fines since my mom worked a lot and we were living paycheck to paycheck. I haven't really "grown up" and I've been a shut in NEET ever since. I did develop schizophrenia in my early 20's which meant bux for me. I'm still a shut-in NEET slowly killing myself with alcoholism.