>those nights you're reflecting on your life >all

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>>38749332
>start reflecting on life
>oh fuck fuck fuck here it comes again
>start pounding booze to drown the feels

This unitonically what I'm doing right now at 11pm because contemplating my life and the hell that awaits is me is too painful. Sleep is the only reprieve we have from it, why are you scared?

>>38749413
sleep is a double whammy.
Going to sleep means admitting I've wasted another day, that the future is coming, that there is something fundamentally wrong with my avoidant personality.
Waking up means having to face another day, a forceful reminder of all the things that lead me to this state, and ultimately a promise that the cycle will repeat.

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>>38749332
>when you look back and realize that no matter what choices you made in the past you probably picked best outcome
>could have been dead by now
>could have gone to jail
Never had a chance to make it without pretending to be someone im not

my parents basically pissed away my adult life so I just blame it on them

>>38749332
All the doors were already closed and locked, all you could ever do was bang on them and rattle the handle some then retreat and lie to yourself you had the potential to open them.

>>38749332
I like to sleep, dreams are much more fun than my life. Plus, sleeping is all I can do to avoid constantly stressing about life, so I often end up sleeping during day.