Anyone else made peace with the fact that they'll be a KHV

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>>38737464
Yes. I'll probably pretend to move forward in life until my parents die. I'll probably be ready to kill myself then anyway, so it's all good.

>>38737464
Perfect 3d body. Sauce?

>>38737464
I'm still hoping to make money and but a prostitute one day. I don't know if it counts. No compassion/companoionship for me, that's for sure.

>>38737562

It's me and I'm a boy btw lol

>>38737586
diferentfag here
I have also largely made peace with the idea that if i want some qt, it'd probably be a prostitute

Is there any reason to go on living bros?

>>38737535
I'll be right there with you anon, race you to hell

>>38737562
Sorry no sauce anon

>>38737586
You sound like me. I'd like companionship but I'm completely fucked in that regard. Sex with a prostitute sounds underwhelming, you have to accept their laundry list of rules and there is no passion in the act, most won't let you kiss or hug them or any of that. I recall one time where an anon hired an escort to cuddle with and she agreed, but when she arrived at his place and they started cuddling, the anon said that the prostitute was visibly disgusted and she called it off. Talk about a living hell.

>>38737681
> Is there any reason to go on living bros?
I personally am afraid of death. Otherwise, there is none. It's always getting worse with each year.
>>38737689
>Sex with a prostitute sounds underwhelming, you have to accept their laundry list of rules
Depends on how much money you have desu.
>and there is no passion in the act
Yeah. Truly sad. I'd still want to try though.
>the anon said that the prostitute was visibly disgusted and she called it off
Oh how I hate those bitches! They all should fucking die!

One of my irl friend accepted the fact he'd be forever alone and 3 weeks later got a gf.

>>38737820
>I personally am afraid of death. Otherwise, there is none. It's always getting worse with each year.
Don't worry, you'll get over that. I realized my mortality when I was five and these I consider dying irrelevant.

>>38737689
Maybe he should have tidied up his place a bit?
it is common courtesy, if it is practical to anyway

>>38737889
I do realize my mortality but it's just horrifying, not soothing in any way. I guess it's different for everyone, I've heard this "I know I'm gonna die so why worry" line a lot and I just don't understand it.

>>38737924
I mean, he is paying for a service. I wouldn't clean up my place if the pizza guy was coming over either. If a girl that I like is coming over though that would be a different story.

>>38738002
As I said, you'll get over it. I was absolutely terrified of dying when I was five, didn't want to think about it at 13, still at 16 had some apprehension on it and now at 22 I think of death as a release and eternal rest.
It might take a while for you, especially if you've only started thinking of it relatively lately, but as an adult you'll get over the fear faster.

>>38738122
You should get over it pretty quick then, probably before 30, so long as you think about it and don't distract yourself.

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>>38737535
Pretty much this.

Acceptance isn't as bad as some people would think it is.

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>>38738141
I hope so. Then I'll be able to finish it all.

>>38738163
Only the people who do not accept it, i.e. normalfags, think it's bad.

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im a neet so i really cant complain, we are nobodies.

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Anyone else mainly living in the hopes that we'll get to see some crazy ass shit in our lifetimes? Flying cars, magic discovered, apocalypse that kind of shit?

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>>38737535
more dorothy desu

>>38738266
I dream of SHTF where I survive, yes. I'd honestly be happier living a life of simple survival with a small amount of other people. Modern life just doesn't work for me and I wish I could get out.

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>>38738302
Why do you want more Dorothy, anon?

Made peace, given up, stopped bothering, whatever you want to call it, sure. I've tried to. You have to accept it, or else surely go mad.

But biological hard-coding is what it is. You can't just accept it without going to some extreme measures like chopping off your sack. If you can stand normals slobbering each other just to mock you, good for you. If you can bear overhearing qt's not even 20 years on this planet gossip about doing the most disgusting shit imaginable with complete strangers, good for you. If you can have patience with fucking rotten soulless traitorous skag women responding to you only when they need something... good on you.

I'm not that strong. There is only peace, I think, in death, and the only question is: is it worth taking them with you?

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>>38738302
Are you some kind of lolicon pervert?

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>>38738330
Well I personally find comfort in the speed at which sex robots and japanese waifu AIs are advancing.

Just save up cash and wait a decade or two and we should be good to go.

Wow, robot has got stricter desu!

>>38738266
I believe that even if something crazy happens, it would be a bad kind of crazy. So I don't really look forward to it.
>>38738230
Still can complain though. It's not your fault after all.
>>38738198
Guess I'm a failed normie then. I'd really love to not be willing to kill myself.

>>38737464
I got lucky and lost my virginity to a drunk girl.
I'll probably never have a real relationship though. I just don' know how to talk to people or be interesting

I never tried but the desire to be with someone died a long time. I'm content on dying a virgin.

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>>38738413
>Guess I'm a failed normie then. I'd really love to not be willing to kill myself.
As you should be. Robots are broken and not something to aspire to. You should not fit in here.

>>38738330
> But biological hard-coding is what it is.
True, true. I wonder if people who claim to have "accepted" their fait are honest.
> without going to some extreme measures like chopping off your sack
I heard castration doesn't really help, just brings you more problems to deal with.

>>38738413
>Still can complain though. It's not your fault after all.

lol you cant expect to get a gf if you dont even leave the house

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>>38738338
i-i am not

>>38738504
>True, true. I wonder if people who claim to have "accepted" their fait are honest.
Probably. Every healthy human has an instinctual response to death that makes them shun away from it, but if you think about dying, death, for long enough, you get used to it and that instinct goes away.

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>>38738564
Well then I'm not going to bother posting any more Dorothy, since you clearly can't appreciate her.

>>38738407
Just wait for them to become illegal thanks to SJW before we even get the chance to enjoy them.
>>38738486
>Robots are broken
I'm pretty sure I'm not fuctioning okay either.
I think your understanding of robotness is incorrect.
>>38738510
There are reasons why I don't leave my house though. I can complain.
>>38738565
> but if you think about dying, death, for long enough, you get used to it and that instinct goes away
I'll try it, thanks.

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>>38738592
i didnt have that one, i shall repay you with a friend's oc

>>38738621
>I'm pretty sure I'm not fuctioning okay either.
>I think your understanding of robotness is incorrect.
A robot is not supposed to have such strong feelings of self-preservation. You might be a broken human, but you're not quite a robot yet.

>>38738666
> A robot is not supposed to have such strong feelings of self-preservation.
There wouldn't be much robots to talk to then.
A robot is not some superhuman having overcome his instincts, a robot is just a failure. True robot is a genetical failure. That's what it is.

>>38738742
There's nothing superhuman about "overcoming" your survival instinct, it's an utter failure.
>True robot is a genetical failure
Not necessarily. Non-genetic circumstances can well lead to someone falling to that level.

>>38738786
> There's nothing superhuman about "overcoming" your survival instinct, it's an utter failure.
Being a failure does not automatically lead to overcoming the fear of death or any other basic instincts/emotions. Often to the contrary.
> Not necessarily. Non-genetic circumstances can well lead to someone falling to that level.
Possibly. I am still not sure about this, my personal experience is only being a genetic failure, not being hardly abused/impoverished/whatever as a child. I don't know for sure, I still think that genetically fine people at least have potential I guess, they have a hope.

>>38738592
Post Moar!
Please original

>>38738896
>Being a failure does not automatically lead to overcoming the fear of death or any other basic instincts/emotions
Eventually it will. The fear of death, that is.
>Possibly. I am still not sure about this, my personal experience is only being a genetic failure, not being hardly abused/impoverished/whatever as a child. I don't know for sure, I still think that genetically fine people at least have potential I guess, they have a hope.
Potential isn't a real thing. Free will is a myth. There is only one possible path through the world and that will happen regardless of what you yourself think to intend to do.

Wizard here. I accepted the fact a while ago, the feels never truly go away. Every once in a while I will meet a girl I am very attracted to and feel a slight twinge of shame.

>>38738059
And i agree with you
I'm not saying she wasn't cunty for leaving. I'm just saying it was a somewhat preventable situation

>>38737464
It's a peculiar thing. The longer you go without female attention, the harder it becomes to obtain.

I think acceptance is a natural response ain't it?

>>38739067
> Eventually it will. The fear of death, that is.
Why haven't you kill yourself if you're not afraid? Legit question.
> Potential isn't a real thing. Free will is a myth. There is only one possible path through the world and that will happen regardless of what you yourself think to intend to do.
It means that the potential it not objectively real, but in my eyes regarding some other man - it is. I am not omniscient, so I can only estimate the possibilities - that is a potential.

>>38739198
>Why haven't you kill yourself if you're not afraid? Legit question.

Just because you don't have a reason to live doesn't mean you have a reason to die.

>>38739198
>Why haven't you kill yourself if you're not afraid? Legit question.
Because I don't want to cause such terrible pain to my parents and because life isn't bad enough to kill myself for. I still enjoy some media, music, anime, books etc. I'd be fine with just passively dying in my sleep, but I do still have some subconscious survival instinct that keeps me from active suicide.

>>38737658
For real? Keep you face and dick covered and post more fegget.

>>38739234
Well the life is suffering when you are a robot. Why not end it?

>>38739262
Because it's not all suffering. Indulging in escapism for 99% of the day keeps you adequately distracted from reality.

>>38739257
> Because I don't want to cause such terrible pain to my parents
Understandable.
> because life isn't bad enough to kill myself for
> but I do still have some subconscious survival instinct that keeps me from active suicide
Lol, and you was telling me that "a robot is not supposed to have such strong feelings of self-preservation"?
I guess you are more of a normie than I am then. Not only have you not overcame your self-presrvation instinct, your life is good enough not to end it.
>>38739340
No it's not and you know it as well as I do. Escapism doesn't work.

>>38739362
>I do still have some subconscious survival instinct that keeps me from active suicide

Consideration for others and not being afraid of your own death aren't mutually exclusive. It's not like robots don't eat meals because we've come to terms with our reality.

>>38739362
>I guess you are more of a normie than I am then. Not only have you not overcame your self-presrvation instinct
I don't think anyone can "overcome" their self-preservation instinct. It will always be sitting there, passively keeping you at a certain level until your wish to die is stronger.
>your life is good enough not to end it.
My life is 99% escapism. I spend every waking hour on my computer, distracting myself from reality. There is nothing good about it, it's just fooling myself through dissociation and media consumption.

>>38739362
>No it's not and you know it as well as I do. Escapism doesn't work
Yeah, it does. Maybe you've just got a less active imagination and are less dissociated.

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>>38737464
I ALWAYS SEE PICTURES OF THAT GIRL ON HERE, AND I'VE NEVER HAD A SOURCE / NAME

GOD

FUCKING

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN

>>38739416
> Consideration for others and not being afraid of your own death aren't mutually exclusive.
Yes, true. Not wanting to hurt your parents is a good reson not to kill yourself.
>>38739444
> I don't think anyone can "overcome" their self-preservation instinct.
I agree. Not that I can be 100% certain (can't get into other peoples' heads), but I believe so.
Therefore I don't agree with your previous claim that "a robot is not supposed to have such strong feelings of self-preservation".
This instinct is extremely strong.

>There is nothing good about it, it's just fooling myself through dissociation and media consumption.
>>38739466
> Yeah, it does. Maybe you've just got a less active imagination and are less dissociated.
Maybe. It doesn't work for me, that I'm certain of. If you can truly live escapist lives - I envy you both.

>>38739591
>Therefore I don't agree with your previous claim that "a robot is not supposed to have such strong feelings of self-preservation".
>This instinct is extremely strong.
There's two different instincts, in my experience. One is just this general loathing fear and disgust towards death in general. This is what you can overcome.
The other is just the flame burning inside of you, that keeps you alive and going as a biological creature, this you can't overcome. It is relatively weak, but it will always be there.

>>38739658
> The other is just the flame burning inside of you, that keeps you alive and going as a biological creature, this you can't overcome. It is relatively weak, but it will always be there.
I think this one is extremely strong actually, because it's very basic and "will always be there" as you said.
Considering the first one, what robot doesn't like guro? Of course you can overcome it and even find pleasure in death and suffering of others.

>>38739776
>I think this one is extremely strong actually, because it's very basic and "will always be there" as you said.
It's not really as strong as it's persevering. It's an intrinsic part of humans that will be there through thick and thin, but it can't stop you from killing yourself if life becomes not worth the effort.

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>>38737464
>TFW fucked the only girl I ever truly liked a few times
>haven't gotten laid in years since

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>>38739901
> but it can't stop you from killing yourself if life becomes not worth the effort.
Is yours? Mine is definitely not, but the fear is still there.

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>>38739955
>Is yours?
No, but there's still a tiny flame burning inside of me that lifts me out of bed each morning, that allows me to enjoy escapism, that makes me appreciate the beauty of the world and make an attempt at improving my life, no matter how pitiful and small it each day ends up being.
I am not afraid of death, but I do not want to die either. I just keep pushing forward for the sake of it itself, with no real destination in mind.
I might have underestimated that instinct though and I feel like taking back what I said earlier. I want to keep that flame alive and my actions for the past years have been all about that.

>>38740199
> No, but there's still a tiny flame burning inside of me that lifts me out of bed each morning
Sometimes I feel that this fire is no more, and there is only fear left. But God bless you Anon, and I really like your words about the beauty. This feel of beauty is really important to me, even though sadly I fell less and less of it as the time passes.
I hope there will be more of it on the other side.

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>>38737464
I have too. I just don't care anymore. At least I won't catch an STD or be falsely accused of rape

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>>38740347
>Sometimes I feel that this fire is no more, and there is only fear left
I feel the same when I lay myself to bed at night, but I distract my thoughts from it with music and background noise, just so I can sleep easier and wake up in the morning with that tiny flame rekindled.
>This feel of beauty is really important to me, even though sadly I fell less and less of it as the time passes.
I'm the same. I used to feel it all so strongly, I would cry, not be able to sit still and even jump around with excitement, but now I am just hollow. I see great beauty, I hear wonderful music and I feel nothing.
Good night.

>>38737464
I don't care about girlfriends and shit. All i want from life is to be able to write down that story i have created inside of my head. After that i can die peacefully.

>>38737464
me
28 yo beta

i don't give a fuck anymore,most of the time
I have weed and ecchi anyway

>>38738266
maybe penis enlargement cirurgy
a effective one

>>38737535
This , accept the natural selection, I can understand that it makes you sad, but this is how life works. Let us suffer together, brothers