How does the fact that you're a loser affect your parents

It bothers my mom but it's not like she did anything to stop it from happening. The opposite, in fact, and I think she knows it, she just doesn't understand exactly why so the next best thing is to keep taking it out on me regardless.

my parents still believe i can win

My mum is proud of my success in my career, and financially, but I know she knows she's never going to get grandchildren and it hurts her.

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>>38735494

>they believe in you after everything and you can't seem to give them anything to be proud about

>>38735410

I'm gainfully employed but I have no friends or gf. (i have a bf but he's disguised as my "roommate"). They silently judge me, but don't say anything.

They isolated and abused the shit out of me when I was a child. I don't feel guilty.

>>38735410
>tfw drug addict NEET older brother who cut all ties with the family
>tfw parents are just happy with whatever as long as I don't turn out like him
Feels good.

My mom tries to fix me but it's worthless. It all began because of my father's death when I was a kid, it just went south from there.

>>38735410
It was the goal of my parents from the moment I was born. They would be damned if I were ever allowed to be normal and they got exactly what they wanted. My mother couldn't be happier that I can never leave the house as result.

My parents are both convinced I'm evil. Literally evil, like a comic book villain. What if they're right?

>>38735410
Same here, OP. Though she'll never admit it. I wish I died when I was still in the womb to spare her all those years of utter disappointment.