>tfw life is a horrific shitshow of pain and suffering and you don't know what happens when it's over
Hopefully nothing
orig orig
Lifes a bitch and then you die
why aren't you just getting high
So this hapend to me today
>Be me
>at mcm today
>want to get autograph from david hayter
>start to feel sick as i dont like social situations
>go to david hayter panel then head to his booth
>(it takes 4 hours to get to front including when david went to take pictures with fans)
>join back of line
>qt girl is there
>spend half hour behind her until i realise she must also like mgs
>spend further half hour summoning strengh to talk to her
>finnaly say hello
>she smiles at me and start to talk
>find out we have common intrests
>she likes mgs
>... star wars
>... watchmen
>start to feel happy
>fell comfy in my own skin
>stop feeling sick
>get to david hayter she gets her stuff signed
>i go to david hayter get stuff signed
>look round cant see her
> look for her
> no succses
>she is gone
>realise i fidnt even ask here name
>i can uderstand if she didnt kike me but she didnt even say goodbye
>i feel sick again
Should i give up on people
>tfw you stop enjoying everything and unable to feel joy or any other feeling except anger and pain
>>38715803
no maybe the place was crouded and she lost sight of you
or had to go to the wc
it's okaay buddyy
you'll have another chance with another girl
hang on there
>>38715875
Thank mang
I hope you right
I may never see her again but atleast i know i have the balls to say hello