In a lot of ways I have always found the struggle of true existential

>>38713890
what did you try (again today)?

and what do you consider existential success?

>>38713942
Somebody who reminded me of myself came to me for help at work because they were afraid to ask for help from our boss because they were afraid they'd be punished for not knowing. I was able to help her out, fix an important problem before it caused any trouble, and she was incredibly thankful. It made me feel capable of trying again at least for that day. I got a lot of important things done with work, things like admitting to myself what I and others are doing wrong, and letting myself feel the stress that my
job demands, but there's so much that needs to be done and I'm still not the guy to master it all. It keeps getting better, and it's not like I haven't been growing, but it was the sensation of trying against a helpless goal again. The harder I try the more it hurts.

>>38714465
>vague response number 38714465

cool baens

>>38714620
Well what do you expect.
>tried again
Admitting to myself and helpful others that that important work has gone unaddressed and needs fixing
>existential success?
Contributed effective proof to myself and others that I am worthy in this society. The confortability with the world and workplace to continuously address and deal with difficult problems. Ultimately I want to justify my own birth and existence by becoming a good father myself.

>>38715020
Continued effective proof*

I appreciate the contact guys, thanks. I don't come here anyways but at least it's obvious this is no place to be if you're moving forward.

>>38715500
You are not moving forward towards anything, but your grave. You deny yourself and look for external validation.

>>38715576
Says you, fuckin anonymous swamp goblin.

>>38716171
Looks like I hit a nerve. You want to a human dish washer, oh so useful and well-liked.

>>38716312
And what of you? So eager to try and break down and discourage anyone for trying. Does it make you feel smart? Is it important to you to believe that people who try are stupid?

>>38717431
It is undignified for conscious beings to reduce themselves to being mere tools for some 'common good'.

You're trying very hard to be 2deep4u. You're on /r9k/ not philosophy larping