>he imagined himself letting behind his lonely high school year and opening up in college, becoming sociable and getting a gf
>>38706851
And by God he did it.
How come I get the feeling that these greentexts are always projections?
>>38706899
They are. It's supposed to be ironic.
Original
I can still make it happen, right?
>>38706925
No. If you fail at the beginning there you go, 4 years or more of loneliness again.
I hope you built a good porn folder, you'll need it.
lol i've already accepted that it won't happen. what i'm much more anxious about is getting a job after i graduate
college social interactions sound normie as fuck anyways
>>38707137
Social interaction in general is but still I sometimes do and do not crave some ideal interaction with others my age.
College senior year
The first year is pretty crucial, fuck that up and the rest of your time will not be fun
I fucked up
>>38707172
i do too anon but the few times i socially interact with people my age (especially normies) i feel like shit afterwards. their exciting lives anger the fuck out of me and i don't know what to talk about with them either. i'd rather just not interact at all than deal with that, knowwhatimsayin
Eh I'm older (27) so I know from experience, not everything is for everybody. You're trying to make yourself a normie when at your core, you're not one and don't enjoy being around them at all. You'll never fit in with them. Its best to just accept yourself and move on, do things you want to do. I spent my entire high school and college days trying to fit in and have normies like me and I failed.
I unironically did this and it worked.
Is it true that you cant pass classes if you dont talk to people/get notes from others/ get info for the finals?
>>38707185
This. Make friends and connections early on in freshman year, at least by the end of the first semester, otherwise you are fucked
>>38707300
Of course that isn't true. Sounds like something a normie brainlet would tell you so they can get your notes. Just take care of your own shit competently and you'll be fine.
>>38706925
Of course anon. Change is always possible.
>>38706851
That is me.
I just graduated from college and nothing has changed.
>>38706925
>>38707051
>>38707185
I didn't talk to anyone for my first 2 college years and had never had a gf. I joined ananime cluband managed to start at least talking to some people, granted I never hung out for the entire third year. On the 4th year, I managed to make like 40 friends out of it, and now have a gf who I've been dating for nearly a year. There's no reason that it has to be over if you fail in the first few years. But if you stay in your room and don't even try to find some sort of activity with other people, obviously you won't meet other people.
>>38706851
>tfw this was me
>tfw I took voice lessons over the summer and performed live multiple times
>tfw talked to girls multiple times freshman year and they didn't look creeped out at all
>>38707387
>that feel when I became severely depressed in college because i expected things to just changed magically
>spent fours years in therapy trying to fix things
>things didn't start to get better until after i finished college
>>38706851
>middle school starts
>oh boy maybe this year I'll get a gf and socialize
>high school starts
oh boy maybe this year
>college starts
oh boy maybe now
'gave up' after 2nd year