> haven't talked to oneitis for a year now
> not like we talked much anyway
> had a dream about her again today
> she kissed me on the cheek and i felt so warm inside, must be what happiness feels like
> wake up and realise it was a dream again
> start crying
GET OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD, IT'S BEEN A YEAR SINCE I LAST FUCKING SAW YOU. I hate having to admit that I have bigger problems to worry about than having a girlfriend. It hurts so much being lonely but getting a girlfriend isn't a salvation plan. So then WHY THE FUCK CAN'T I FORGET
RRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
GET OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD
GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT
I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE
I GAVE UP ON BEING HAPPY A LONG TIME AGO WHY DOES IT STILL FUCKING HURT
RRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE RRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
more details about this person? why haven't you seen each other in so long?
>>38691959
Looks normal, definitely not a stacy. The only time we "saw" each other was in college(uk) and even then didn't really talk much because of my crippling meme autism. I don't understand why my brain won't fucking stop
>>38692135
do you have anyway of contacting her? friends on facebook etc. she seems chill and you're obviously into her if you think about her this much. she would be flattered if you asked to see her and even if it didn't work out, gaining a friend can be really useful! if you continue to see her she could introduce you to more people thus expanding your social circles and increase your chances of meeting other girls! try to get yourself out there anon, i know what you mean and i know it's difficult but it's worth a shot. if you don't think that's a great idea, maybe try meeting up with some online friends irl and expanding circles that way to take your mind of the girl you're currently thinking about or maybe even approach girls you see in real life, remember the worst that could happen if that they politely decline! you got this anon
>>38692306
you under estimate how bad my situation is. i haven't left the house in 9 years now other than education, shopping etc. and my social skills are non existent. i can barely mutter words to cashiers at my local shop, let alone a girl i dream about. after a year of not contacting her it would be creepy to just come out of nowhere. i dont talk to people online either, not regularly anyway. im a modern hermit.
i wish i could just forget.
It'll never end because the relationship you want never started in the first place.
>>38693044
I don't want it. I gave up a long time ago.
>>38693001
>education, shopping etc
How? What else is there to do? Why do people say retarded shit like that?
>hurr durr I dont leave the house except I totally do lol
>>38691858
>dreaming about myself with oneitis
>this rarely happens
>about to get in there
>wake up
HOW THE FUCK IS THIS FAIR I CANT EVEN GET PUSSY IN A FUCKING DREAM IN MY OWN IMAGINATION FUKC FUCK FUCK
>>38693126
You replied to the wrong post, which got deleted anyway. Most people leave the house to socialise or for recreational activities. I haven't left unless I have to.
>>38691858
what a coincidence mate, yesterday had a dream me and my ex went grocery shopping, took a nap a few hours ago and had a dream we were together again
>>38691858
At least you have good dreams Jesus. Its soul sucking when I dream about sperging out in front of mine, waking up with a cold sweat, and then trying to flirt/make a move when i see her later that day.
>>38691858
>haven't talked to oneitis since 2010
>still appears in my dreams
>>38693589
> at least you have good dreams
> when i see her later that day
you dont understand
Sounds like deep inside u know the normie life is the right choice for u buddy
>>38691858
>Cut off my oneitis
>It's been a year since
>I'm a lot happier
>Sometimes think about writing to her even though I know that if I do it's all gonna spiral down again
Now I understand how addicts feel.
>>38694769
stay strong-willed there anon, dont message no matter what