About to flunk out of University, wasted tons of people's

the period when i was feeling suicidal i always thought this and never failed to at least stall up

before ending it all, when you rellay think theres nothing to lose, try it ALL. from trying to achieve your dreams, to go volunteering (talking about good things) or dont give a shit about anyone and try drugs, waste yourself(and others if u like) and shit.

when you will have the strenght to kys, just use it to let go of every boundry you ever had, and start a life AGAIN

>>38666293
>lost all my will in life
>stopped caring about my past failures
>stopped caring about cringing at myself
>just wanted to live my life
>end up falling into complete apathy because my mind works in extremes
>can no longer enjoy anything, even the things i used to
>anything i try I end up shaking my head at physically and leave it ASAP
>do this with games I try to boot up
>music
>movies
>various irl situations
>apathy is just getting worse and worse
>feeling of suicide growing stronger everyday

>>38666400
I can't really say I understand, bc I havent been in such situation before, but i think i know this rock bottom feeling. i think you should at least try pshychedelics, it relly rewires your brain and can change a lot your mood and personality... either way it cant go worse am i right?

if you REALLY think you cant have this anymore, i suggest you to check out a very useful website ( lostallhope.com ) and wish you the best of luck

>>38666561

where can i get psychedelics?

>>38666840
Hippies are a good bet. Festivals and concerts often have people who sell them. Around spring and autumn time you can hunt in the forest for shrooms as well.

>>38666125
I graduated from university with honors, and I'm stuck living with my parents and working McJobs.

Unless you flunked out of a STEM program, you probably weren't going anywhere anyway.

Now you have a chance to figure something else out much earlier in life.

I wasted 18-23 on a worthless education.

>>38666947
what did you major in?


oreganuuu

>>38666990
Political science

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