>Posting feels for the week
I'm feeling like literal death right now, I am almost close to going full on panic mode and I don't know how to calm down
>Everything I've been working on at work is falling apart
>Meeting in an hour
>I might get my ass handed to me or things will go alright since this isn't my fault in the first place
>I'm at a point in life where I want to end it all and it is mostly this job
I should have stayed at a smaller company and never went to work for such a giant corporation. I enjoy the experience I have been getting but I am losing my mind, guys I am losing my mind working here.......................
>>38661219
Stay comfy. that's a nice corporative pepe, whatever happens, don't let your job destroy you.
>>38661283
Thank you
Frankly, the meeting went well and people on the meeting understood this wasn't my fault. Maybe I'm too hard on myself and prepared to jump off a bridge when it isn't even my fault....
>won an all inclusive trip to Disneyland through work
>I hate Disneyland and don't wanna go
>>38661219
what is it that you do for a living anon
>>38662018
Well, that may be the case but I think it's normal to be over conscious, you are working in a giant corporation and is normal to be stressed and under more pressure to meet the expectations. Hope things keep going well, surely it will become easier as time goes.
>>38661219
Why do you think you will get canned ??
>>38661283
>jobs
>comfy
kek kek kek, these wagies are unbelievable. So brainwashed that working brings them comfort.
>>38665489
Not being on the verge of homelessness typically reduces anxiety
>>38661219
>I should have stayed at a smaller company and never went to work for such a giant corporation.
Then go back to a smaller company you fucking asshole. Fuck 'outta here.
>>38664300
Working on a project
Everyone thought I didn't know what I was doing, I told them ok what do they recommend "since I have no idea what I am doing "
I followed their guidelines to a T
I listened to them
I stopped thinking with my gut reaction and followed inline with every senior manager
>EVERYTHING failed
They fucked up, I took the blame
This week they keep asking me to go back to the way I had it planned out
They didnt listen to me at all
I was worried this whole week I would need to explain to everyone why I listened to them and went along with it
I mentioend in the meeting this was not my idea, they understand but why did I go along with it?
Well, does anyone ever question senior leadership???
>That was my mistake I never questioned their ideas and started to agree with them that maybe I didn't know what i was doing
>After they fucked it up, they aksed me okay anon
>So how did you want to make it work?
>I explain, and everyone agrees with me as of today
>I sit at home, and can only think to myself why did I ever question myself and simply followed orders from those in upper leadership who gave me a path to fail
>They mentioned yesterday I didn't know what I am doing..
>Today they thanked me and said okay what would you do different..
Either way. Im fucked since it makes me look stupid but I was following orders from people above me who told me "I DO NOT UNDERSTAND"
ok, if I'm the one who did not understand why am I the one to save everything?