>get frustrated at game
>rage quit it and cry
>start thinking how I'm failure in life and all I seem to care about is getting some shitty game done
>>38661117
I hope this happens every time I call somebody a faggot in an online game.
>lose in online video game
>get irrationally angry and start hitting myself
>literally can't play without this happening
>everyone plays squishy carry champions
>we win anyway because we shit out the damaged
I used to have similar reactions, but I've just been getting hammered in the same game and not been affected at all. The lesson being: it's not the game.
>being very average at every online games I played
>thinking I'm worthless
Why can't I be good at atleast one? I don't want to be a complete failure.
>>38661117
kek I've had this feeling many a time. I'm sure it would happen to anyone if that makes you feel better
It's just a game, why are you crying?
It's pretty blatant then that you should be working on your life. Even just getting a plan and working on that would let you feel like you're doing something each day.
>>38661117
>play kh1 no-exp run
>get stuck on riku on destiny islands
>lose 52 times before beating him
>go on to traverse town
>get stuck on guard armour for 45 minutes
I'm not sure if being this persistent is a good thing or not. Never raged at a game before at least.
>>38661327
Play TF2, playtime and skill grow with eachother almost indefinitely. I've got 2500+ hours and I'm still improving noticeably.
>Life is a failure
>Play online games to feel like I'm doing something good and worthwhile
>Seem to always do shitty
>Get killed first
>Do absolute shit
>A hindrance to my team
>Many a time I've thrown the mouse at the screen in frustration at my failings
>Sometimes punch myself in the side of the head or cut my arm a little as punishment for being a shitter
>The odd times I do good the other team, or people on my own team, remind me I've a below-average shitter, knocking me back down again
I play these games to escape my absolute failure as a person, not to be reminded of it.
>>38661117
what game where you playyin