>Took her drugs as usual
>Started yelling at me until I was on the brink of suicide again
>Two hours later she regretted it
>I barely made it out alive
I'm glad she gave me a chance. I'm going to be the best me I can.
>>38660814
>told him I'm gonna kms eventually
>he only made me feel worse about it
>back home now and probably wont kms
>>38660814
Is this your mom or gf that is yelling at you.?
>>38660861
my gf
it was last night
>try to talk to people about some problems
>its a give and take
>all people do is shit on me because my problems arent theirs and they cant sympathize
>>38660927
pat pat anon
I know somebody out there will understand you because this is r9k afterall
try some other people
>>38661075
I have tried for so long both irl and online, and no one wants anything to do with me. I feel awful on the inside all the time, I feel like an alien among aliens, and even more so around normal people or situations. I can't relate to anything or anyone, and I guess people see that.
I gave up trying to find someone to stick by me because I realized I'm not someone worth sticking by. I wouldn't take the time to get to know me either if I were in anyone else's shoes.