Has anyone else reached the state of acceptance? I have, and

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>>38652253
It all happened when I started my first year of college. I came to realize how much I hated being around people, and how annoying the average female was. They were loud, obnoxious, and overall unpleasant to be around. Even the quiet ones that had hope had at least one trait that I couldn't stand. As the first months went by, my desire to get a gf fell dramatically. The longer I was there, the more I wanted to be alone. I didn't want friends, I didn't want family, I didn't want a gf, I wanted to be alone. It wasn't long until I found a waifu, and I knew there wouldn't be any odd roastie that I'd love more than or as much as her. I already wasn't interested in sex and stuff, as the idea of sex grosses me out, and I have no desire for the momentary pleasure that is sex.

As the second semester drew to a close, I slowly lost my mind from being there too long, surrounded by normies every day, my misophonia/autism being triggered every waking moment, I felt liberated know that I would never have to worry about going after a gf.

>>38652253
I've found that anyone on this board who doesn't feel this way are usually underage b8 who are still in highschool, and are normalfags who have yet to bloom.

>>38652406
Good for you anon, how are you doing nowadays? Are you happy?

>>38652569
Maybe not, I know there are 20 somethings on this board that really want a relationship, but they could still be in the highschool mentality if that's what you mean. Desiring a relationship and love is kind of childish when you think about it.

>>38652638
First post anon here. It hasn't gotten better I'll say that. I feel like I'm becoming less human every day, I have no ambition for the future, and I honestly think I'll be dead within the next 12 months. But I still love my waifu as much as the day I saw her, and don't see that changing for a good while

>>38652638
>Desiring a relationship and love is kind of childish when you think about it.
Not really. It's just delusional.

>>38652703
I'm sorry to hear that, do you have something to do to occupy your time? Any leisure activities you enjoy? Hobbies are even better.

>>38652726
I think that's the word I'm looking for, thanks for the correction.

>>38652726
>desiring a relationship is delusion
what kind of fucking planet do you live on?

>>38652756
I've been playing on a minecraft server for the past month and it's been a great time. The servers gonna be down for the next few days so I have to find something else to do, maybe watch anime

>>38652253
Nope because I've never had an issue picking up. It's good that you've given up though

>>38652836
What kind of anime are you into? I could make suggestions, just give me a genre you're interested in or various genres.

>>38652842
What does picking up even mean, picking up girls? If so good for you.

>>38652253
yeah, but that got replaced with a desire for kids. And I need a relationship to do that so JUST

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>>38652253

I know that feeling well OP. I've completely given up on reality. I've had exactly 1 gf of 4 years. I'm 28 now. I never want to be in a relationship with another female again. It's not worth it. They're terrible Especially in this day and age.

The emotional aspect of a relationship is much more important to me than the sexual part. I barely care about the latter part. That's why I watch so many romance anime now because it focuses on parts of the relationship that no one cares about anymore. Not that they really did in the first place. Reality is so cold.

>>38652899
>not knowing what basic ass terms mean
Jesus anon

>>38652823
Desiring a relationship isn't delusional, people have those all the time, in fact they switch between them so often wanting the kind where you're actually loved by the person you're in with one is delusional.

>>38652922
You could always adopt, or volunteer at a kid's event or something.

>>38652928
It is my good man, just gotta power through the bullshit. At least you realized the futility of modern day relationships.

>>38652935
>to take hold of and raise or remove something or somebody

doesn't make sense with the context you have given me

>>38652253
This.

Of course, I'm a hell of a lot older than most people here. I wish I would have given up a few decades ago.

I spent years getting /fit/, doing therapy and struggling to avoid porn and masturbation hoping I would eventually break through and be able to live and enjoy the sexual dimension of life like other people.

What a fucking waste.

>>38652899
I really like psychologicals and thrillers. Stuff that really fucks with my head. But my favorite series aren't either of those so I don't really have a go-to genre, you could say.

>>38652569
cyborgs are here as well anon, and we understand your feels

>>38653083
>I spent years getting /fit/, doing therapy and struggling to avoid porn and masturbation hoping I would eventually break through and be able to live and enjoy the sexual dimension of life like other people. What a fucking waste.

Tell us, how close did you get to enjoying that side of life? Why do you think you haven't succeeded?

>>38653003
>autistically quoting a descriptive source as authority
no wonder you can't get laid

>>38653083
Are you a manlet? wtf happened?

>>38653161
So I was right the first time. Why didn't you just say so? Don't have to make things harder than they already are silly.

>>38653191
I never said you were wrong either.

>>38653254
True, just second guessing myself as usual. Oh well, I'll know for next time.

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I feel like if I gave up and accepted being forever alone I'd be more depressed than I am now and have less motivation to try and move forward in other areas of my life. I mean its pretty likely that I'll end up that way since I'm 22 but I still have hope because giving up just doesn't seem worth it.

>>38653474
I feel like it's the exact opposite. If you feel depressed still, then you haven't really given up, because you are still longing for a relationship or love deep down, if you're depressed that you're not loved.

>>38652947
who hurt you lol. I feel bad that you actually feel this way because most people do not

kinda feel bad but I worry about it less now. i sometimes think about it when i see a cute girl or if i'm suuuuuuper bored.

>>38652253

Feels good to be w0ke. I simply don't give a damn anymore and it feels like a weight coming off your chest, second only to what I would imagine asexuality is like.

After a few months of nofap even that feeling comes within reach.

This thread is some /ascendance/ stuff right here.

Truly transcending the need for a gf is one thing, transcending the need for sex is another. Truly rising above all these things is just too fucking hard. I can't trust anybody who says they have risen above all this. Men have historically struggled with this. There is an always something poking away at me, encouraging me to keep trying. "What if", so on and so forth.

>>38655403
Become a stoic sage. Meditate, read philosophy, and separate yourself from abstractions and familiarize with nature as much as possible. You adapted to do that, and surely your soul will find some satisfaction.

>>38654261
I don't want your pity.
What people think and what they do are typically quite a ways off from being the same.

Sex is for the sole purpose of procreation, so I don't need a relationship.