I wasn't built for this world. The 21st century and all

Lol everyone thinks like this but really it doesn't matter. What matters is what your plan is going forward and how you will make this current situation go in your direction

So?

>>38645282
So curl up and die. What's stopping you from slashing your throat right now?
>muh pain
You're not suicidal. Give up the act and grow the fuck up. You're a fucking joke, kid.

>>38645282
>They're all so foreign and scary to me
Nigga you fucking grew up in this fucking era
Do you wanna go back to a period of time where if you weren't born a richfag or a Chad, you'd stay a poorfag forever?

>>38645371
I expected as much. It beats having my thread die without any replies. Why so much anger in your post?

>>38645406
In reality things wouldn't be perfect if I swapped out for a different time period. Everyone from the stone age up until now has struggled with shit, whether it be making a fire out of sticks or holding a fast food job. But my ideal time period would be a time where physical prowess determined whether you survived or not. Maybe then I wouldn't have grown up to be such a pussy.

>>38645498
Again, this is useless 'coulda should woulda' talk. You had mentioned you had some money and wanted to be a vagabond. Let's explore that, see if it's possible.

First, how much do you have?

Second, what are your other assets like? Do you have a car? Bike?

Third, any skills? Could you busk if you bought a guitar or something?

Fourth, how do you see that playing out? You go on the road and... What? Where would you want to head to? Any friends or relatives you'd want to see? What would you do with your time?

This is how you need to think about it. Look for options and solutions. I'm curious about this, tell me your thoughts

>>38645282
Is this what happens when your parents let you play too many video games?

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Your parents were supposed to train you and introduce you to this shit. Apparently they failed.

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>>38645282
if there's one thing I can't stand, it's the introvert circlejerk that goes on on the internet

>>38646034
OP has abandoned the thread.

>>38646219
Nah, still here. I'm just lurking since nobody seems interested in my content.

>>38646034
Where else are introverts going to congregate? Outside, in person?

>>38645406
>Do you wanna go back to a period of time where if you weren't born a richfag or a Chad, you'd stay a poorfag forever?
We're living it, goldstein.

>>38645282
bureaucracy has existed for a very long time

>>38646268
guess OP's just asking for (You)'s

>>38646268
Well you don't seem too interested either. You are not answering questions or talking about your thread

>>38645282
Anyone who can rub 2 brain cells together is an anarcho primitivist
It's just that nobody wants to break the ice.

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>>38646440
>Anyone who can rub 2 brain cells together is an anarcho primitivist
this
pic very related

>>38645282
> OP can't talk to people over the phone and wait in line
> But honestly believes that he could fight/kill in hand to hand combat for money
BWAHAHAHA

>>38645498
You can always join a biker gang. If you want to see the real brutality of what you're talking about, that's a real option to consider if you want it.

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>>38646268
You didn't have a nice childhood with a supporting group around you. It's natural you are depressed and jaded with the world
If ( big if that one) you find your place all this daily shit will become a distraction not even worth fussing over

>>38646034
>introvert circlejerk
on the plus side you can have an extrovert circle jerk everywhere else.
Literally everywhere else.
Fuck the never stop.
>we can teach you to be an extrovert!
Yeah, great, or you could just calm down a bit.

>>38646392
Yes that much is clear now.

>>38646487
As long as they don't ask me how my day was, lol.

>>38646487
those are two different types of anxieties retard

>>38646400
Sorry, I often times type out a post or response and realize it's stupid or pointless. On the chance that I do hit send, I regret making it hours after it had been posted.

>>38646531
That requires me to get a driver's license, so we will see.

>>38646801
Geez then why even make a thread if you're going to ignore people...

>>38646905
Not sure. Guess I'm a mentally unhinged piece of shit.

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>>38646034
if there's one thing I can't stand, it's the extrovert circlejerk that goes on literally everywhere else in the world and is now seeping into the internet

get the FUCK off my board

>>38645282
The human mind really isn't built to process the kind of shit we need to process on a daily basis, we're almost always out of our element entirely, like a fish out of water, only we were never once even in water, we have become so used to suffocating in modern society that it has become standard to us. We were fish born out of water, who will die without ever having touched water, and most of us will never be the wiser, we will never even realize we are suffocating.

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>>38647008
Very profound. I dig this.

>>38646924
That's unlikely. You probably just a bit soft and lazy.

>>38646034
Where in the fuck do you think you originally are

>>38645498
>But my ideal time period would be a time where physical prowess determined whether you survived or not.
That's this current time period, you dipshit. Just because you're not dead doesn't mean you've survived. If you had more "physical prowess" you wouldn't be on a Korean kimchi smelling board complaining about tfwnogf.

>>38647008
Humans are really adaptable, but they like to complain and create drama

>>38647008
nah this is bullshit can you be more specific?

>>38645406
>Do you wanna go back to a period of time where if you weren't born a richfag or a Chad, you'd stay a poorfag forever?

You mean now?

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>>38647114
Well in that case can you point me in the direct of my local blacksmith and list off the names of my province's lords?

>>38647158
Its nobody's fault but your own that you couldn't go above and beyond in high school, and become a CEO with a business degree.

>>38647086
Well I appreciate your quality posting and helpful insight. Godspeed to you.

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>>38646310
>>38646644
>>38646936
>>38647092
"extroverts" don't circlejerk. they don't sit around and talk about how cool it is to be extroverted.

I used the world "circlejerk" for a reason.

>>38647201
free will is an illusion you have zero control over your life

>>38647201
>degrees meaning anything

It's not about what you know, it's about who you know.

If you're asocial or antisocial you are fucked. No two ways about it.

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>>38645282
Some people can handle it some simply cant and Opt out and become neets, or homeless, they Usually give legal meth adderall to people like us but Thanks to retarded junkie fucking normies abusing it theyre reluctant to give out any pills now

>>38647175
It's called the army, and whoever is your king/prime minister/queen/president/dictator

Wow you really stumped me there

>>38647211
You're welcome. Toughen up and follow a direction, you'll be fine

>>38647263
Were you ever against the use of drugs? I don't drink or do any drugs, but I'm afraid if I keep going down this path I'll succumb to the temptation. I can't see myself doing that, but for safeproofing's sake.

>>38645406
>>38645643
>>38645889
Where the fuck did all you normies with good parents come from?

get the fuck out of here

>>38647275
My OP was about a lack of interest in appointments and paper work. That is not the current day military of any country in the world right now. I'm not saying there wasn't structure in medieval times, but it certainly isn't the same as now.

It's even worse these days cause social media is a part of all that

You have to have a good well maintained online presence to be normal and hirable these days

I can't keep up with this shit

>>38647445
for wat jobs?

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>>38645282
I can relate to this so much Horrible grades in every grade at school repeated a grade
fired from jobs because i cant even keep up with their simple instructions
end up becoming a neet and of course no Drivers license
How the FUCKKKK do normies keep up with all the BULLSHIT and even thrive in it

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>>38645282
Fellow INTP I see. The burdens of existence just suck up to much time and energy in life. Eating, pissing, shitting, brushing teeth, taking out trash, sleeping, bathing, laundry, food prep, working, commuting, waiting, cleaning up all the messes just to make more messes you have to clean up later. I made a thread recently about how I believe the purpose of life would be to minimize all those things as much as possible, for only then can human beings really life freely, not be bogged down by all that shit. And this primarily is where real luxury lies, not in material posessions and extravagance, but to streamline and cut out so much of the mundane drudgery of mere existence. Still have to get around to eat, shit and sleep at some point though.

And normies think its wasteful and absurd to prefer using styrofoam and plastic bowls and forks you throw away after use rather than have to wash fucking dishes and utensils

>>38647592
The time it takes to go get takeout can often exceed the time it takes to prepare a meal that will last you a couple of days and dish washing.

Also cheaper. And time=money.

>>38647592
Good points. Maybe to be the perfect human being, instead of physical, is having the ability to mitigate all the absurd tasks in one's life. ISTP by the way, but close.

>>38647365
You would've been fucked in medieval times too. Lord would come to fuck your wife and daughter. Soldiers steal all your crops and rape your wife and daughter. The priest rape your wife and daughter. If you touch any of them, they'd kill you then your wife and daughter after they finish with them.

>>38647592
Life would be meaningless without all that though

>wagecucking 8hours a day
>commuting
>chores
>sleep

have maybe an hour of free time and you're too tired to do anything

originally how the FUCK do I accept this fact without shooting myself in the head

how do I put on a fact act and mask and do this shit?

how in the fuck

>>38647773
But I want to BE the soldier. Plus I have no interest in women now since it isn't my utmost priority, so I don't think they would be a priority back then for me.

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>>38647646
Preparing hot meals, not to mention all the cleaning up and shit is just so laborsome and boring though. If I prepare food for myself its just ready to eat stuff or as simple as cutting raw vegetables, toasting bread and boiling eggs. I go outside to eat and just get food somewhere that requires none-minimal social interaction or waiting time, for me that is really efficient, and one of the best uses for money, cause it saves you time and stress and allows you to eat healthy nutritious food you would never get around to making yourself.

>>38647712
I look forward to massive automation and improvements in economic efficiency

>>38647813
How do people find/see meaning in all those dull petty activities. My life feels more meaningful the more I am able to break away from it. Unfortunately that often backfires in the form of procrastination, so piles of laundry, overflowing garbage, not brushing enough, etc

>>38647841
Thats exactly how I lived in my late teens and early 20s, and I could never accept that again. Only reason I put up with it was the belief that it was all temporary and I was destined for some vaguely defined vision of "success"

The conclusion though is that I've spent thousands of dollars on lottery tickets because I didn't see any other way out. Originally, I imagined I would eventually suicide if I never won the lottery in some amount of time, but now I'm looking into monastic life as the ultimate form of giving up. Though much simpler to just win the lottery and enjoy life on my own terms, sill being celibate and meditating often, but retaining first work comforts and solitude un-afforded in a communal environment.

>>38645282
They learn how by practice, for a very long time. Most people that fit the bill for being "normal" have a very generous support network of people that are willing to help. The problem is that modern education doesn't teach all the required information and it is expected of parents to do so (when there is a common idea that when you're 18 you're supposed to be self-sufficient).
The only really overcomplicated bullshit is the absurd vocabulary of people posting shit jobs. Don't call it "associate of sales representative", call it a cashier.

>>38648101
>Falling for the lottery meme this hard
I'll never understand why people waste money on lottery tickets

>>38648101
>How do people find/see meaning in all those dull petty activities

Cause life is just doing things and it gives you an excuse to do

When I see people doing chores it gives me a feeling of life. For example a house where everyone just sits there and does nothing feels dead but one where people do their everyday chores has a feeling of "life" in it.

This mundane shit is the bulk of life and without it it would be like playing minecraft except you don't spend time collecting materials and you don't spend time building anything, instead you just click and the thing you have in mind appears.

>>38647569
I'm just like you except I have a drivers license and I'm still scared shitless to drive by myself after I passed my road test, IKTF bro

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>>38648839
>>38647569
>>38645282
>When you're retarded but not retarded enough to get neetbux
can you relate?

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>>38647262
this, you can go far, maybe get a 6 digit job after taxes, but unless you have connections, nepotism will fuck you over. Its the modern form of the caste system, where you cant escape, as if you try to go and start your own life, the corporations will just come in and take your land, fully backed by the state and federal government

Sometimes writing out how you feel helps so here it is. Sorry in advance.

I'm in my 4th year at a B tier university and I'm a complete failure. My negative habits have grown much worse, so much to the point that I feel like they define me now. I have absolutely no time management skills, no people skills and feel like I have a below average IQ because I feel so slow compared to others. I make the same mistakes in my life over and over and over. I used to be a light procrastinator but now I procrastinate on the most important things and the last few doors are closing for me. I have shit grades or career prospects, didn't learn much, made zero long term friends, no network, and of course am a kissless, hugless, touchless virgin. Basically, I fucked up everything that university could potentially have to offer.

My life is a mess. It's been like this for the past 5-6 years, getting progressively worse. Every time I hit a low point, it's a new all time low for me. I remember thinking, when things started to go wrong, that I'd never be one of "those" people but now I'm here. I've come to the realization that I'm basically a few steps away from being an actual loser basement dweller with no redeeming qualities. The world feels so foreign and confusing when I leave the house. I've literally never had a female friend. I have no unique interests, or excel at any skills. I takes steps to try to get off this path when things get rough, like blocking sites like 4chan and YouTube, uninstall video games, start exercising but I've never successfully followed through on any of them.

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>>38649655
part two:

Anytime I do anything slightly positive for myself, I subconsciously self sabotage myself into being worse off than before. I just feel so hopeless, I can't trust myself at all. I thought about why I've come to this point and a few things come to mind. Firstly, I have no social circle. By having a social circle, I would require myself to meet a certain standard to be presentable and remain worthy of being a friend. Secondly, I am directionless and have no drive. I don't know what I want to do with my life so I don't know what to aim for. The generic stuff like getting a good GPA or making my parents proud clearly didn't motivate me. I though about what I really want in life and the only thing I feel strongly about is wanting a cute, bubbly girlfriend with self esteem issues (think Annie from Community).

What the fuck do I do to get my life back? I just want to get off this ride and become a functional human being again. I hate this me.

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>>38645282
>I'm too much of a pussy to thrive in the easiest time in history
>but I could be a mercenary

>>38649682
If you're already in your 4th year just complete the bachelor degree at least
Open up to your parents about how you feel

>>38650061
Yeah, I plan on finishing it. My parents already know I'm screwed up and how I feel. I try my best not to remind them of how bad it is though. I'm already enough of a disappointment as it is.

>>38650061
>open up to your parents about how you feel
I wouldn't recommend suggesting this so easily, there are a lot of families like my own that are either incapable or unwilling of handling that sort of emotional baggage.
He should definitely finish the degree though. Being a graduate is infinitely better than being a dropout.

>>38650446
You're beating yourself up too much. Many people switch careers several times in their life. You probably don't even have a criminal record. You could've been a high school drop out. You could live in Africa. Just pick yourself up and start searching for something you'd enjoy.

>>38650446
Let me tell you something. Every child who isn't a superstar is a disappointment to their parents. Even then, there are parents who would be disappointed even if the child had managed to be successful. You have to treat parents like normal people, in that their opinions are optional.
I've had some unfortunate streaks, my mom died and that made me start getting into college/career shit since I moved into my dad's household with an absolute cunt of a stepmother. I was fortunate enough to have a grandmother able and willing to pay for my college education. She became sickly and died the same week I had received my associate's. People tell me to go to university like it's no big deal, when I don't have any income and would have to rely on student loans to get more stressed, on top of sucking my livelihood dry.
Point being, no matter what you choose you're going to disappoint someone. It's better to not disappoint yourself first and foremost. I came to terms with being indifferent of socializing, realized all the normal standards being pushed on me were just incompatible programming. I want to work and live a peaceful life, and die just as peacefully. I will probably have to abandon my father to accomplish that, as he keeps spewing things that unsettle my peace of mind. Even if I pity him, I can't support a man who imposes his will on me when he isn't able nor willing to help me learn actual basics like doing taxes or driving a car.
If I go on about this anymore, it's just going to be entirely unrelated. Don't be afraid to disappoint others, it's the only way you will be doing what you want, and have a chance at living a content, or even happy life. Even if it disgusts me to say it, there are times where you have to throw empathy out the window to achieve the best possible result for (most of) everyone involved. I can tell you now, if you aren't willing to disappoint others for your own happiness, they will be disappointed of your sadness. It's a savage world.