>buying a can of Monster in the supermarket by your apartment feels like a fucking odyssey
Some people just aren't born to make it. Even looking the cashier in the eyes made me nervous. Why does life have to be so motherfucking hard? Why am I even drinking this?
I regret leaving, and it took no longer than a minute.
>why am i even drinking this?
Chemical addition to caffeine and sugar/sugar substitute.
Plus the taste is nice, but mainly that first thing.
It's the only reason any of us drink it, and it's a serious problem.
I just feel like if I have one addiction in the world this is slightly less harmful than some others...
>>38641849
I don't like Monster that much, I just dared myself to leave home and buy something as a little exercise. I don't feel worthy of purchasing things.
>>38641811
but that monster took you allllllll the way back.
Yeah, it's unnerving especially since young women cashiers specifically test me by glaring right into my eyes and being very socially extroverted. It's psychs me out. The young guys and especially the older guys give me a break and are more relaxed with me.
daily reminder to get out of your comfort zone and into the DANGER ZONE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=siwpn14IE7E
>>38641811
When you realize that 99% of the people you run into don't give a single solitary shit about you or whatever you're involved in, things really get easier.
>>38641811
>>38641849
kek, reminds back when i was 16 i had a 7-eleven only a block from my house and would walk there to buy sodas and energy drinks
why does my dumbass mind see those memories fondly? those were some of the worst years of my life and i was always on edge when walking there.
i guess the walk was good.
>>38641989
Can't say it helps me.
I wish I could throw my autistic fits in the street, that would make things easier. Would I get made fun of? Perhaps. But what if people mistook it as confidence and left me alone?
>Monster
How does anyone drink that shit? I had a can once and had to force myself to get it down. It tasted like stomach acid mixed with a kilo of sugar.
>>38643212
try a different flavour