I'm ruining my life It's me. It's all me I acknowledge

It's called a downward spiral

>>38631060
Yeah that I'm forcefully making myself go down

>>38631039
William?


wowowowowoowowo you have to stop drinking man

>>38631081
Not Will, no. I don't drink nor intake any kind of mood altering substances.

>>38631096
Hey well now, that's an incredible headstart to getting your life back together you have then, how old are you?

>>38631169
19.

Been like this quite literally as long as I can remember.

All the kids in the 3rd grade were so fucking slow I just went crazy and did obnoxious shit to get a rise out of them.

When I entered highschool I just hung out with nair-do-wells fucking shit up just because there was virtually no one I would consider stimulating.

Nowadays I just walk around in public with my headphones in and sit on public property and give someone a Clint Eastwood stare if they meet my gaze.

>>38631228
>nair-do-wells
Hair removal specialists?

You're not as superior as you think you are if you don't know it's "ne'er-do-well". Get some humble pie next time you feel like giving passers-by the stink-eye.

Post more rare taytays and I might keep listening to your pity party.

>>38631254
Those rhymes! Witnessed.

>>38631228
My contention is that you don't have to change yourself fundamentally in order to make friends. You just need to cultivate some better attributes for yourself, because at present you sound like an arrogant and irredeemable loser, and also just a boring person

get good at something, and maybe you'll eventually stumble into something that makes you a less miserable and maybe even tolerable person to be around

anyways this guy might be helpful https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FxalGAGVMOA good luck on ur life anon, things can get better but only if you make yourself better first

>>38631360
Alright thanks man

I know I'm not a socio/psychopath because I feel bad about making people feel bad and I feel obligated to thank people when they do something for me

>>38631415
are you in school?


originioliio

>>38631468
No I just left

Off to college I go

I don't predict great things. Maybe I'll really go out of my way to make people uncomfortable and get them to leave me alone on the off chance they try and talk to me

>>38631489
ahahahahahahahaahah wow with that attitude i'd be surprised if you made it past your first semester

>>38631509
Smartest kid in the school. Literally. There's exactly 4 colleges politely bugging me every 2 weeks to enroll with them.

I don't think I'll need to lean on anybody academically for reasons that I can't absolve in 15 minutes if that's what you're implying.

>>38631556
>There's exactly 4 colleges politely bugging me every 2 weeks to enroll with them.
They're not doing it just for you - all colleges recruit aggressively. I think I've found the source of your problem, and it's your big fucking head.

>>38631556
no im implying that you're so socially inept that you'll end up alienated and estranged to the point where you'll be suicidal depressed wherein you won't be able to cope with the stresses of college life as a whole

for a smartboi you sure do sound retarded

>>38631611
No really, it's special.

And it may be hard for your fedora-clad pea brain to understand, but the reason everyone does everything isn't as a projection of their insecurities.

Doesn't even make sense. I would have to be losing at something for that to even set the stage for the imaginary strawman you're knocking down.

>>38631684
See the other post and read until fully understood.

I'm not "losing" at anything, I succeed at everything so much it becomes boring and I go out of my way to fuck things up.

Whatever strawman you're trying to confabulate here doesn't even make sense.

>>38631228
>movie reference to describe something
you're just a regular kid. if you hang out with dumbasses, you're a dumbass.

you keep doing it because that's what you want. doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure that out.

>>38631736
I'm not sure if you remember this, but the header of this thread is "I'm ruining my life" and then you go on to say "I don't understand", now this bullshit

you're not as smart as you think you are and you're going to be in for a rude awakening this fall

>>38631060
rhinoceros beetIe

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>>38631228
I think you'll find a crowd you eventually hold in some high regard, be it respect or pity. If you're only 19, I feel like these things get easier when you can really start to do shit on your own.

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>>38631039
This is me

First is was my grades, now its my social life and drug use

part of me doesn't mind

I know it man

>>38631228
This is me but slightly less autistic with the clint eastwood ego masturbation

everyone i meet feels expendable

>>38631228
you're not special anon, I don't like to be that guy but you're just as smart as anyone you don't consider "stimulating." The problem is you're just a weirdo and that's why you can't relate with anyone.