When did you realize you had schizo? What were the early signs

I wasn't

not until the moment I realized that there were people not in my vicinity who knew of my private life


(((coincidences))) are quite eerie

>>38628412
when the start it was very confuse now everything is alright

since my earliest years.

>>38628412
paranoia, isolation, agressiveness, impulsivity

>>38628497
and i found out when i asked my dad if he heard the voices i was hearing

>>38628589
what'd he tell you?

>>38628412
WHERES THE LAMB SAUCE???!???!?!?!?!?!?!? WHERE IS IT>???? RETARD

>>38628589
he told me no and then i told my psychiatrist i was hearing things

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>>38628589
>>38629147
>your dad hid speakers throughout your house so you could get NEETbux because he knew your handshake was too limp to ever get a job

>>38629235
all my keks anon

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>>38629235
Chad Dad at it again

I would start having paranoia with my family members, but not really with anyone else.

The biggest example was that I thought my family was tampering with my food and going into my room when I was out of the house for who knows what reason. The problem is that if I thought about WHY or HOW they were tampering or poisoning my food, I didn't really have a true reason other than
>they have mental problems, so who knows what weird things they do when i'm gone

I also became more isolated. I wouldn't bathe for 1+ month at a time. I would barricade myself in my room and hate if anyone even came to the door, and would freak out if they tried coming in. I had no friends IRL.

Outside going places, I had no real problems. It was some kind of PTSD with my family. I was okay with everyone other than them.

My OCD-like behavior became much more obvious. I'd wash my hands three times each time, like 5 minutes straight, and have other fears, related to hypochondria and mental health I guess.

I never had hallucinations though and I'd make sure if I thought I had one, and I never had one. I have siblings with severe mental problems, so it made me stay very aware of my mental health, and I think that is extremely important to stay mentally sharp and not become a nut.

Eventually I moved out of that hell hole, started going for jogs, taking classes, reading, eating well, having friendships and relationships, eating salmon/stuff with fish oil etc, and everyone became better within the week. I made sure to do everything that research has shown to keep that shit away.

If I stayed on that path and didn't move out, who knows what would have happened after like 1 more year. I could go into more but who cares. I doubt it would have gotten much worse.

p.s. therapist told me I showed signs of aspergers a few years before

>>38629235
Kek

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>>38628412
thankfully I don't

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My dad tells me he hears voices. I don't have the heart to tell him that its not his conscious. He seems pretty normal otherwise. I don't know how he managed to go this long without hearing about schizophrenia though.

>>38630400
But why would this thread be made for you if you didn't?

>>38630700
If he thinks the voices are his conscience, then obviously they're telling him good things. What if your dad gets medication, the voices go away, and he becomes a huge asshole because no one is telling him to be good? Or what if he knows he has schizophrenia and this is his way of calling out for help?

>>38630400
Do we tell him?

>>38629756
You didn't have schizophrenia you fucking retard. You had some general anxiety at most.

>>38630715
it's all for you actually, faggot
you are the universe realizing itself
-alan watts probably

>>38630715
I don't have it, wua la. Like always you all just make assumptions.
>>38630774
Sure please do, then I will refute what's not true.

>>38630755
It didn't seem like a call for help. In any case, good point, I better not give him the cure I developed then.

>>38628412
None of you are schizo, you're just being psychologically abused by you normalfag parent(s) who have been conditioned to destroy independent thinking.