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What does this feel like? Can you get addicted to it? Or do

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What does this feel like?
Can you get addicted to it?
Or do you get used to it after a while?
honestly want to know from someone who has never felt it in their 25+ yrs of life
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>>38626330
Imagine having warm molasses drip down down your back, with tiny spider legs weakly twitching as the substance poured down your neck, back and legs.

Would not recommend
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you're probably not gonna like what i have to say anon, but here goes

first time I cuddled, I felt as if it was something i always needed at least a bit, without realising it. You get a weird feeling, a mix of comfort and trust you feel relaxed, safe and warm. It really felt like fulfilling a basic human need, because the feeling is like from deep inside. I won't say you're brain is off, but very few thoughts go into it. You just feel it, strongly.
I do believe physical affection is something every human needs, and I very much wish you to experience it as well, anon.
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There's nothing more life affirming.

Spooning in particular gave me a high I didn't want to come down from. I never felt more at ease in my life than when my ex and I were wrapped in each other's embrace. That kind of closeness is something I miss a lot, really drives home tfwnogf these days
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>>38626330
>Can you get addicted to it?

well yeah, having sex and cuddling releases dopamine on your brain wich is basically pure pleasure
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>>38626523
fuck........
it might be good I won't ever know, i'll just want to kill myself after if she leaves.
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It's warm and comforting and you just want to melt into your partner's embrace. The pain just dissolves away when you have someone to cuddle
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Gets old real fucking fast and you just want to sleep in your own bed by yourself again. Relationship eventually falls apart and you end up humiliating yourself and begging some random bitch to take you back just because your brain is addicted to vagina, and hers was the first to let you in. A year of wasted time and tears later, you realize all women are basically the same, and real companionship comes from friendship.

Get an escort so you can learn what it feels like to fuck a woman. Then imagine that, except she's periodically being a huge cunt and getting mad at you for looking at her the wrong way while she was on her period.
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>tfw this thread is just reminding me of how much I miss having a gf
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>>38626523
>>38626525
>>38626558

I wonder if paying for an escort to do this would feel similar.
> mfw she'll laugh at me if i ask her to do this only for the same rate.
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>>38626639
Nope, it can't be emulated bro. But it's more than worth the slog it takes to get a gf
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>>38626627
I've only got one thing to say to your kind:
OUT. NOW.
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>>38626639
she probably wouldn't laugh, and would be happy to make you feel happy and comfortable
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>>38626678
I've been coming here since the board was created, what makes you think I'm gonna leave anytime soon just because I happened to get lucky?
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After a long period of solitude, a hug feels weird and even maybe uncomfortable. You're like those abused dogs in shelters that don't want to be petted.
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all you fucking normies get the fuck off this board! GOD FUCKING DAMN! OUT! OUT! OUT! OUUUUUUUUUUT!
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>>38626757
> You're like those abused dogs in shelters that don't want to be petted.
holy shit, is that, what we are
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>>38626330
I fucking hate when people touch me, so no I didn't get addicted to it
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>>38626783
>all you fucking normies get the fuck off this board!
>"""Normies"""
Normalfags.
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>>38626330
I get a boner every time and my precum wets my pants. I don't think I can ever have a relationship when I jizz in my pants from physical contact. Might be the decades of masturbation.
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>>38627018
I had a similar problem too, luckily it stopped the more I had sex. It was fucking awful though, I'd go on a date with someone I hadn't met before and if there was any flirtation or making out I'd fucking explode in my pants

The amount of awkward bathroom breaks in the middle of dates, christ...
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>>38626757
>>38626802
When it comes to that point is there still any hope for us?
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>>38626817
Its different when you its not someone you despise anon,
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>>38626981
>"normalfags"
normiggers
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>>38626802
>>38626757
>>38627206
>> You're like those abused dogs in shelters that don't want to be petted.
>holy shit, is that, what we are
yeah, after not being touched for a long time, it feels threatening and you have a panic attack. your instinct is to push her away and run for safety.
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Physical contact is honestly like a vital human nutrient. When you're under a couple blankets and pressing your naked body against someone else, it's like you feel a wave of contentment, of knowing that no matter what you've done or will do, in this moment someone wants to be with you.

That's why prostitution is never really "losing your virginity", because a large part of that experience is knowing that someone loves and trusts you enough to let you be the closest a human being can be to them. It's a physical pleasure, but also a mental satisfaction of knowing that someone genuinely cares about you, at least for that moment.

When you're in a relationship its filled with these little things. You'll be watching a movie, or on your computer, and she'll wrap her arms around you, or just nuzzle her head into your shoulder, and you'll pause and realise you don't need to ask yourself if you're good enough or deserve to be happy anymore. Because someone else has already answered that question, and they'll love you even if you don't know how to love yourself.
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>>38627280
good thing I'm a robot and not huan
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>>38626330
I got hugged by a girl a few times. Fully clothed, of course. It's more than just a physical feeling. I don't know how to describe it as anything other than happiness.

It is absolutely addicting, the girl who hugged me is still my oneitis even though she hasn't hugged me in a year. I've smoked hundreds of cigars and going without them for a month is no sweat, but every day I've gone without a hug has been painful.

>>38626757
This is true, when I got hugged I felt a shock go through my body. Would've jumped away but the girl was hugging me too tightly, thankfully I eventually I realized what was happening and hugged back.

>>38627206
Yeah, the goodness of a genuine hug outweighs how alien it is to us.
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> and realise you don't need to ask yourself if you're good enough or deserve to be happy anymore. Because someone else has already answered that question, and they'll love you even if you don't know how to love yourself.
just die in my sleep already fuck this gay earth bros.
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>>38627206
there is but, same as those abused dogs in the shelter, you need someone to teach you to trust again.
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thread theme :')
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4
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>>38627388
>thread theme :')
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4
i don't want hugs from men, tho.
i want soft and cuddly that smells kinda nice in my arms.
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What if webm related hugs you and won't let go and you have no say about it!
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>>38627439
>>38627388
You gotta start somewhere man. It might be better to get hugs from men since you're more comfortable around them and then work your way down to women.
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>>38626523
Fuck you

This made me smile and realize I'll never experience this feeling
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this is one of the reason I never wanted that. I had plenty of opportunities but I did shit on all of them, like last week end. I prefer the never ending feeling of "what if" then "what was wrong, why did I say that, etc etc". Call it no self esteem or simply autism. And god the girl was perfect. I just find it creep to look for someone on fb and add them, ask for phone number, etc. Feels invasive.
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>>38626330
I saw my ltr a few months back after waiting a year and a half. I drove two hours and he drove ten hours to see me.
We hung out at a bar and he played music. He held my hand at the bar where nobody could see. We went to a diner and ate food at 3am. We then went back to the hotel where his band was and sat in my car.
We laid down very uncomfortably in the back seat and he held me from behind.
I felt everything I ever needed in that moment and everything was okay and I was home. Then he had to leave and we hugged and said goodbye. I waved to him and drove away for twenty minutes in the wrong direction crying the entire time.
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>>38627494
>What if webm related hugs you and won't let go and you have no say about it!
oh, boy. that would be awful. just the very worst. goodness, can you imagine?
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>>38626523
i didnt need to know that much.... damn
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>tfw sister put her hand on my back

It felt really strange after having been starved of any physical contact for almost my entire life. I panicked. I can't imagine ever being given affection by a girl not related to me.
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>>38626330
It feels amazing but once you have ready access to it that feeling gets devalued more and more till its just a normal occurrence then when you lose it its like fucking cocaine and you're a crack addict and you NEED it.
You won't like it but its worse when you've had it long enough for it to become just another normal thing then suddenly not have it their when you need it than if you never had it at all. same for sex.
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>>38627562
Ldr
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>>38627605
>It felt really strange after having been starved of any physical contact for almost my entire life. I panicked. I can't imagine ever being given affection by a girl not related to me.
you feel your soul melt, in a good way.
state of euphoria and bliss
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>>38627639
Wow it makes me sad to know that was original
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>>38627562
>I felt everything I ever needed in that moment and everything was okay and I was home. Then he had to leave and we hugged and said goodbye. I waved to him and drove away for twenty minutes in the wrong direction crying the entire time.
happy for you femanon. sorry it had to end.
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>>38627605
im in the exact same situation. no one touch me, i touch no one, except hand shake when meeting someone for business reasons. One day a worker put her hand in my arm. Instant panic, try to hide it, looks autismo, accept it, marked for life.
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>>38627562
Anon that's so sad... giving me goosebumps here. Don't be sad :(
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im going to kill myself

.o
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>>38627605
>>38627683
Someone put a puppy in my lap the other day and I got the most diamond hard cock,
>The warmth
>The squirming
>The adorable little squeaks
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>>38626757
>You're like those abused dogs in shelters that don't want to be petted.
This is an unwanted feel.
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>>38627743
>im going to kill myself
>
>.o
we believe in you. you will be hugged in the next 12 months.
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>>38627771
thats too long make a girl hug me tomorrow pls
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>>38626330
Damn have not cuddled with a girl for a long time.
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>tfw just want a lanky underweight 4/10 white boy to cuddle me
>tfw I am deprived of any sort of romantic affection
>tfw I am a solid 3/10
Why is life so fucking hard robots?
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>>38627812
Try never anon.
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>>38627799
Just use your imagination anon! Imaginary hugs are just as good silly!
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>>38627834
Anon. I know I should not complain. But it hurts more to know the feel. Then not go without it. I cuddled with a cute blonde girl. I screwed things up with her. I had a dream I kissed her recently. It can really torment you.
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>>38627348
Sadly, women would rather choose the abused dog than a dude that hasn't got affection in a long time.
Women like cute things, and most of us are probably repulsive beings.
In my case, I'm not particularly ugly or anything, and even if someone wants to express affection towards me, I can't help but being distrustful about it.
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>>38626639
It feels similar, but not the same.
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>>38627683
Yeah, same. I froze up and trying to hide it only made the situation awkward.
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>the girls in highschool often joke around with the boys in class like hugging and shit
>even my nerdy, omega, autismo friend got hugged by one of them
>i was THE ONLY ONE who didnt
>i was never hugged in all my 20 years of life

i think its gonna rain when i die
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>>38627915
I'll hug u robot
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who here /literallyrecoilsatthetouchofanotherpersonduetoitbeingsuchaforeignfeeling/?

Really got to get over it. And there's really no way to play it off, someone see's you do it and it seems they know exactly why.
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>>38626523
Lie in bed with the lights off and enter a half-dreaming state. You can simulate this with even a small amount of imagination. The brain is easy to trick, but it's not easy to replicate what you find by chance. I imagine the real thing is just a difficult to replicate the feeling of.
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>>38627923
are you a girl?

orinbobo
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>>38626757
Well there's my whole life put into context right there

I was wondering why I forcibly and rudely push everyone away
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>>38627971
Y-yes

orgasimo
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>>38627822
>>tfw just want a lanky underweight 4/10 white boy to cuddle me
>>tfw I am deprived of any sort of romantic affection
>>tfw I am a solid 3/10
>Why is life so fucking hard robots?
r u grill (female)?
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>>38628042
Yes, I have no benis desu
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>>38627822
Please be my Ohio bf
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>>38627822
Humans carry so much legal and emotional baggage. I don't want to hear about your job or childhood. I don't care about your stupid hobbies or the newest meme on Netflix. Nor is your body a concern of mine, health, weight, or complexion. Such is life without the ESP needed to connect with other people. It's genetic and can't be cured at the moment.
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>>38626757
Damn, that describes me perfectly as a 27 KV
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very addictive, until you realize all of the bullshit she puts you through isn't worth it, break up mutually, and spend the next two years wallowing in agony and self-loathing because you gave up the only thing that was keeping your life together, and no matter how hard you try, what you do to rebuild and reinvent your life, that physical craving will well up within you every day, eat at you mentally and physically, turn you into a hollow husk of the person you once almost became.
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>>38628355
or maybe it gave you up, and now you know you truly aren't good enough for anyone if you weren't good enough for her
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>>38626608
nah he's actually right
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>>38626627
Same farmalamb
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know that all the women you've met in your life realize that you are in pain from lack of human touch, know how detrimental it is to you're health, and know they could make you feel better just by hugging you, yet they still don't
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>>38627948
this. i got hugged today and i literally couldn't keep myself from making an expression of disgust and recoiling in on myself instead of reaching back.

even if we do end up with someone to hug us on a daily basis, who's to say that it won't be when it's too late for human touch to every feel somewhat normal and enjoyable?
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>>38628460
Why should they get involved? Showing you affection would only invite further intrusions into their lives, as you'd think you mean something more to them.
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>>38626330
If you're over 25 and it hasn't happened, there's a high chance it never will, especially in today's world. I've been trying to prepare myself for this so it isn't as much of a disappointment if I decide to try to make it through my 30's. Things will start to compound on each other by then though, so I can't really prepare for that.
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>>38626523

I have to say this guy is 100% spot on. Its an experience thats hard to describe. All of your insecurities and doubts wash away in that moment. It's lile a blond man seeing for the first time.

The feeling wears down but it never goes away. It's always somewhat pleasurable.
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>>38626523
And this is why I could never hire a hooker. Sex is irrelevant, that right there is what I need and will never have.
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>>38626330
its nice. if you mean that specific position, usually big boobs on my back, kinda rubs the skin on my back funny
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>>38628512
this. also why would i do that for some random stranger?
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>>38626639
have tried with an escort and a real girl anon, trust me it is not the same
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>>38626330
hot off the presses
>you will never joke with your gf before finally cuddling
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>>38626523
this right here. had this experience for the first time at 19 and immediately felt as if I'd been missing something my entire life
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>>38628520
I'm serious here: have your brains never experienced fake contact? Like you're with someone special that isn't actually there? Not ever?
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>>38626584

Bad relationship detected. Try dating someone because you like them and not because they have a vagina. Had to court my bitch for 2 years before I got the chance to take her virginity.

6 months in and we havent even fought yet; she cant fall asleep without me, and it feels deeply wrong when I'm home without her. We cuddle every single day when i get home from work. Feels good
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>>38627756
kek, this was worthy of capping
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>>38628573
this is a perfect example of my relationship, except were normally naked
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>>38628596
No.

The concept of someone special, or being considered special by someone, is so foreign to my body and my brain.
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>>38627280
I haven't cried over my ex in about a year. This post did me end,especially the end.
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>>38628535
>usually big boobs on my back, kinda rubs the skin on my back funny
Does it robot? Like a good kind of funny? I don't want to make my (hopefully) future partner uncomfortable.
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>>38628693
Sometimes, normally shes sweaty thugh when she does, so the skin sticks. Hence funny feeling.
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>>38628573
I wrestled my ex. She won.
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>>38628723
you let her
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>>38628514
it gets better anon.

i'm 37 now and no longer feel the pain i used to at being forever alone. on the contrary i value my free time more than ever and know i wouldn't want to squander it on a relationship just because. enter a relationship because you like the girl, not because you think you're "supposed" to be in one.

know too many dudes who can't stand their wives or long-term gf but got into it just to get laid and now go through tons of money, anguish, and most importantly, time, for the sake of relationships they don't even enjoy.
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>>38627280
This post makes me want to need something. I desire "desire," a need for this contact that would drive such a change in my life as to generate other excitements. Instead I feel nothing but distant admiration that such emotions exist. If I even desired this need enough, I would search the whole world for a reason to care about searching.
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You'll get addicted to it though and miss it but for good reason.

Last Friday it was pouring rain and the girl I've been seeing loves nature, at night and especially with the rain. We snuck into the woods, found a clearing, took our clothes off and with plastic bags in my pocket we put them in there to stay dry and ran naked hand in hand with the rain showering our naked bodies. We stopped in the middle of the clearing with the moon shining down at us and I stared into her pale blue eyes and brushing her drenched blonde hair away from her face as we begun to make out. For 10 minutes we kissed passionately holding each other tight for warmth and affection until our hands went lower and we began stroking each other gasping in pleasure into each other's mouths, we walked to a nearby bench and we had the best sex I've ever experienced. At one point I vividly remember was her on top of me looking down eyes locked and smiling then she put herself closer and we kissed until I came deep inside her. It was ethereal
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>>38628823
no problemo homo
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>>38628850
But for the child support
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>>38626757
>You're like those abused dogs in shelters that don't want to be petted
Jesus anon, why'd you have to go there?
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>>38628850
Before that I was stuck on my ex-GF in 2014 when I was 17, for over two years I jacked off to the memories of her and spending hours finding pornstars that looked like her (Scarlet Red iawtk) found out the constant death grip masturbation and porn gave me erectile dysfunction at 19 so I got scared and stopped it all cold turkey. Not experience any dopamine was awful I was horny but even if I could fuck my dick didn't work but luckily in the time I was healing I had some "spunk" in my balls to give me confidence to improve myself and the pride of months of no-fap boosted that. Also helps is stop coming here and wallowing with others like you because it's comforting step outside of the box you built, embrace the butterflies and eat them
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>>38628850
>and then I woke up

original original
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>>38628850
I won't even bother telling you to leave because you're obviously a lying failed normalfag.
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>>38628978
>embrace the butterflies and eat them
I think no-fap cultists gave you a metal disorder.
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>>38628916
She started her birth control when we first made out a couple months ago and we recently started creampies/condomless sex. (Whitch I might add I'll kill someone if I don't get to experience for the rest of my life)

Companionship can drive someone mad because you can't buy it like booze, bios games or heroin, and if you do buy it it's not the same as the real thing
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>>38629021
Finding out I had ED at 19 drove me insane
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>>38626523
I guess that's all I needed to know
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>>38626757
Very not OK
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>>38627923
Kami-sama? Is that you, God of the Review?
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>>38626523
Guess I might a well just enjoy my booze and maybe look into heroin.
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>>38626523
oh fuxk never wanted to feel those feels
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>>38628126
Do you live in Australia, we could meet up
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>>38628850
Did she feel like bags of sand too?
Holy fuck why are virgins so fucking obvious
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>>38627494
What if I didn't want her to let go in the first place?
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>>38627280
Delete this originally
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ugh it is addicting. i can almost feel it now and i long for it. i have not had it in several months, either 4 or 2 my memory is not that clear. i am on the verge of tears thinking about the last times i experienced this. i know that if i wait long enough, though, that i will get to have it again. i don't even have to do anything, our paths cross without me even realizing it.
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>>38626523
>tfw this is true, and having had a gf that I was ready to marry and have kids with ruined me more than being a robot ever did

It's been over a year, and I'm still incapable of feeling any attraction for any other women beyond just "oh, she's hot." It's suicidal thoughts inducing. But I saw what a good friend, who my mother helped raise, killing himself did, and can't do that with my parents still alive.

We were going to have 4 kids on our log cabin in the country with woods in the backyard. They were going to be named Brandon, Rosemary, Alex, and Victor.
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>>38630713

Rosemary is a shit name
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>>38626639
spend thousands of euros to cuddle with a prostitute
no, it doesn't help at all, you just fell worse
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>>38626757

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xiOf2HZmLfY

This is no longer schway.
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>>38626523
Fuck this post, lad
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>>38630842
Go jerk it to anime, faggot. Her name was going to be shortened to Rose.
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>>38626757
I think its fair to say we are beyond the pale. At what point does an organism stray so far from its programming or intended path that it can no longer be considered the same as the original.

This is the land of the fragmented, the human in name only
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>>38631024
Is that an actual article or is it a meme?

t. Lonely/Isolated Shugazi fan
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>>38626330
Cuddling with a girl is like when youre driving in the rain and you go under a bridge and get a brief moment of silence and peace. The whole world goes quiet and you can feel at total piece.
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>>38626523
you're making me feel so lonely. Fuck, I'm 26 and have never had anyone.

This post makes me want to go to a bar by myself and try find a GF but I don't think thats how it works ...
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>>38626330
It feels really good. It Makes you feel loved,desired, comforted and cherished.
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Cuddling is exactly how wonderfully amazing and blissful as you can imagine.
Nothing compares to having somebody you love and who loves you cuddle up and go to sleep with you, as you with them, trusting each other entirely and just enjoying each others affection and loving embrace.
Rather than going and ignoring your pain and choosing to feel nothing, in that moment you simply do not think of your pain, or can only smile when you do. Not because you've deluded yourself into getting gratification out of your suffering, but rather because you're content and confident in who you are and how you feel for once. Nothing else can cause you to be watching a shitty show or doing a stupid activity and not care whatsoever, as you're with the one you love.
There is no longer a doubt in who you are, if you're worthy, if you're a bad person, a waste, or deserve to suffer; All you can do is smile with a warmness calm all over you, especially in your chest, and without that horrible choking and grip you feel in your lower throat when you're alone.
Life is beautiful.

Normies do not understand this and are always focused on sex.
But those who have suffered, and truly so, know the value and longing for simple cuddles, hugs, and holds.
The contrast makes everything so much more intense. If I had the choice between going back to when I was 5 and never loving little girls, and just being a normal boy, living a normal life, I'd deny it and choose death over it.
Everything is bliss now.

>>38628355
>Adults
Found your problem m8
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>>38626523
You can make anything Sound good, failed Chad here, cuddling is hot and uncomfortable and you end up with hair in your face, don't listen to this guy.
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>>38626330
>What does this feel like?
I honestly don't know. Sorry.

t. 32yo khv
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>>38631139
P LE A S E S TO P .

no matter how many fucking times i try to write "please stop" in different ways it's still somehow not original but i barely post on this board because it's bad for my depression so maybe the robot is smarter than i think it is whatever at least now this comment is original since i've typed this pointless run-on sentence instead of just saying "originaloo" or some other dumb shit, fuck
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>>38628355
Literally the perfect post. This needs to be copied and pasted under "/r9k/ - ROBOT9001" at the top of this fucking board.
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>>38626330
Can't say. Never been cuddled by anyone.
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>>38628460
It's hard not to hate all women once you realize this desu. Why do they all hate us so much that they want to see us miserable? If I saw a female in public who was upset I would take the ten seconds out of my day to try to make them feel better. So why wouldn't they do the same? We are nothing more than ants to them.
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I did cuddle with a girl once, no kiss or anything beyond that.
But it feels alright, I guess if you never done it before you get a bit tense.
All I wanted as a kid was to play video games and be left alone, guess I got what I wanted, kek!
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Hugging releases oxytocin so theoretically a robot could feel something similar by taking MDMA (which stimulates oxytocin activity.)
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>>38626330
The closest I've ever gotten to holding a female was in a dream 2 days ago
It was nice in the dream, I guess
Affection is a commodity but to me it's a luxury and I'm far too poor in so many departments to be able to ever possibly afford it
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>>38631460
That would explain why it feels so euphoric.
I've noticed I can harness the feeling and release it later, meaning anytime I can breathe out in a certain way and just get a biiiig smile on my face and get super happy, comfy, and ready for anything :3
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>>38631460
I like LSD because I get a naked, exposed feeling like I'd imagine you'd get being naked with someone. One time I was on two hits of acid and after a shower I just dried off and crawled under some blankets naked. best feeling ever. Highly recommended to all bots.
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>>38626523
>>38626757
>>38627280
umm these posts are kinda problematic please DELETE THEM
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>>38628460
No, they're just like you - can never realize other people's pain at all. They can think you're normal, but as most of the people they're even doesn't think about you then they see you.
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>tfw you're so apathetic you feel no feels
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>>38628850
You should be given a death sentence for posting something like that on r9k.
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>>38631841
Apathy is death.

In an original way, of course.
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This thread is giving me a headache
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>>38631142
You never know m8.
I asked a girl for the way to an anime convention. We stayed in contact and now she is my gf. She is not the most beautiful girl, but at least she loves me for who I am.
>inb4 Normie get out reeeee
I've been on this site for 2 years bofore I met her. I saw all these "tfw no gf" threads and I forced myself yo go out and meet people. It worked out for me, I really hope this will work for you as well
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>>38632361
Where did you meet your bull though?
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>>38632440
In Cologne during a train ride.
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>>38626639
in japan you can pay for cuddles, I've seen it in a documentary by vice
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>>38626330
It's wonderful, and I miss it.
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>>38626523
I wish I did not unspoiler it. Everyday I find a new reason to die
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>>38632490
Have a link? Origiligg
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>>38632828
open up wide you big baby

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qpZbu7J7UL4
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>>38626330
Its a really good feeling.

I miss it.
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>>38626523
You nailed it on the head
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>>38628720
Sounds nasty desu
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Post sum cuddles
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>>38632860
Oh boy, thanks!
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>>38630904
>all those normies crying about muh poor doggie
holy fuck i hate normies and dogs
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>>38628850
>I made that wojak

Feels good man
Yoe are human and you need to loved.
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>all these normos reminiscing about ex-GFs

you turbofags need to get out
OUT
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>>38626330
It's litteraly the best feel in the world anon. And I never want to feel it again.
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>>38627756
This is the way pepes should be used
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>>38626330
no fuck that
i hate being touched
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>>38633238
>I like animals more than people xD
Fucking hippie Normies
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>>38633238
How about cats anon ? Or any other animal ?
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>>38633462
>not wanting a dog/cat to get comfy with
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>>38631657
What if they know already all this, but still do nothing?
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>>38626523
>tfw anon ruins my night again
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I don't need a woman or physical affection.
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>>38633797
>I don't need a woman or physical affection.
Anon, dont lie to yourself.
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>>38628791
iktf very much....
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>>38626330
It feels warm. Not just physically, the contact is just the catalyst for the emotional release of knowing that another person is touching you and that you can be an object of desire for another person. And not only that but that person is with you now. All the doubt and insecurities melt away and you feel safe.
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>>38626523
>>38634003
>tfw I'll never feel safe
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>>38633831
I am not lying to myself. Albeit I am young, I cannot see myself ever being with someone who could love me back.
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>tfw 24 yo kissless virgin
>2 days ago went to the pool with friends
>friend girlfriend jokingly hugged me and caressed my cheek
>almost went into cardiac arrest
Her hair alone touching made me feel like I was trapped in an angels net.

Ive been thinking about death a lot in the past 48h
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>>38634721
I can relate to that. It feels like electric current runs through my body when girl touches me.
t. 24 khv
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>>38633080
This is the best cuddle position, me and my gf always end up like this after some love making. Nothing beats it.
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>>38634626
>I cannot see myself ever being with someone who could love me back.
Why? I mean other people would be loving you.
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>>38634744
She than started asking everyone for massages and asked if I needed help putting sun lotion on my back. Never thought I could disappear so fast from sight
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>>38627280
>When you're under a couple blankets and pressing your naked body against someone else
And then you think about all the dicks she has taken before you...
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>>38634782
>asked if I needed help putting sun lotion on my back
But anon, that was a great opportunity to get over your touching anxiety. Why would you run away?
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>>38634758
>other people would be loving you.
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>>38634814
I was talking in that OP situation because he stated that he couldnt love her back even if she was loving him.
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>>38634802
My friend (her boyfriend) was right there, I dunno, it didnt feel right to have her touch me in front of him. Since Im the only one who knows about my lack of emotional contact they didnt think too much of it, but for me it was a big deal. Sometimes I wish I was a shitty actor but Im really good at pretending, so they think Im a rather normal guy kek
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>>38630904
Damn, the first seconds were funny as fuck.
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>>38634848
>My friend (her boyfriend) was right there
Oh okay. As another 24 khv, how did you end up being virgin at 24?
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>>38634902
Just do nothing.
t. 25khv
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mfw im not a hugless virgin anymore.
The best minutes of my life.
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>>38626523
Is it bad that I fulfill this need with my big doggos and sometimes my mom obviously not spooning
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>>38634926
>Just do nothing.
Never tried to approach?
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>>38634902
I never gave a shit about girls, they never gave a shit about me. Obviously had some ugly ones try something with me, but Id rather be a virgin than touching a 3/10
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>>38634938
>tfw allergic to dogs so I can't even do this

I love dogs too
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turned 23 the other day bros, still a khv with no friends

feeling like theres no hope for me
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Does anybody else ever feel so lonely that you get this weird feeling in your chest, like this sinking, hollow sensation?

I hope this is something that only happen to me and it means my heart is failing and I die soon.
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>>38634961
>tfw allergic to dogs
my heart goes out to you anon.
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>>38635000
>weird feeling in your chest, like this sinking, hollow sensation?
It's just loneliness
a feeling that you've wasted so much time on things that you dont even enjoy
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>>38634943
Never.
My parents upset af about it.
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>>38635149
>My parents upset af about it.
What they tell you?
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>>38627239
No, it's not. I don't like anyone touching me, that's one of the reasons I can't into relationships anymore.
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>>38627239
>not despising everybody
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>>38635159
>"You're 25 already, your classmates married and have childrens."
>"You can't be alone all your life."
>"Girls will love you, you just need to try"
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>>38632490
>in japan you can pay for cuddles, I've seen it in a documentary by vice

Theoretically, you could pay for cuddles anywhere, it's just not an established regular trade in most parts of the world.
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>>38635244
>>"You can't be alone all your life."
What's your answer to this?
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The last hug I got from a girl was the tightest hug I ever recieved from anyone. It was a yearly vacation we go to. I met her the last year and we became friends. the year I was 16 we became really good friends with her and I kinda ended up telling her my hurtful feels after drinking a bit too much. She was near me the whole time and even rested her head on my shoulder. (Note that I was chubby with a dumb haircut).
When it was time for us to leave, I just expected a good bye but she unexpectedly hugged me. It was so tight. It felt like a shock and relief went through my body. She said that she would miss me.
We've seen her there a few more times throughout the years but never as long as the first time.

I now have a chance to reunite with her when I go to uni since she's currently studying there. She's 20, I'm 19. I've had a crush on her since but never acted upon it since I knew what I looked like. Is... Is that too pathetic? I know I'm going tro fail and I don't know what to do.

sorry for the wall of text
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>>38635281
I'm asking "Why?" and they just telling me that it's "unhealthy and wierd".
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>>38635281
>"watch me"

How the fuck is this not original
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>>38635281
>What's your answer to this?

http://nymag.com/scienceofus/2014/12/what-its-like-to-be-a-58-year-old-virgin.html
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So we know that dopamine/oxytocin is released when you get hugged or cuddled, it feel great or so anons in here say. What is the chemical released that is responsible for all the heart-sinking, heart-wrenching feelings of loneliness?
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>>38635313
>So you were a 32-year-old college student who was a virgin? What was campus life like?
>It was hell. Everyone was enjoying spending time with women and I felt invisible. If I got attracted to a woman, my mind would just go blank and I couldn't think of anything to say. Typical nerd. I felt like a freak. Everybody was getting something and I wasn't. There was a time where I was just getting so inflamed and lonely I would have done it with anyone who offered.
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>>38635432
>I would have done it with anyone who offered
Haha he thought that someone would have come out of the woodworks to invite him to get together. ;_;
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It feels good until you fuck then you just want her to fuck off so you can play some video games
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>There was another time I was at the beach by the river talking to this girl who was wearing a bikini that was a few sizes too big for her, kind of showing me her breasts. I should have realized she was interested in me. I probably would have gone for it if I had really known at the time that she was indicating that she wanted to have sex. But I didn't do anything.
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>>38635313
Except this article implies the only person who could possibly go their whole life without sexual contact is the son of a child-murdering psychopath with a dash of sexual abuse in their incredibly fucked up childhood of beatings.
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>>38626523
This makes me sad brother
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>>38635638
>thinks she wanted sex
>thinks she was interested in him
>thinks she wasn't just waiting for her chad bf to come back so this creep could fuck off
Seems like this guy is deluding himself to feel better, to feel like he actually had a chance
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>>38635620
If you really feel like your physical appearance is standing in the way, have you thought about ways you could change that?
>I don't have the money. But really, the biggest problem is that I'm so shy around the opposite sex. Women are attracted to confident guys and I am not confident. I end up friend-zoned. It infuriates me when I see some stunning gal who I would treat like a queen and she's in a relationship with some knuckle-dragging jackass. I always get told, "Oh, you're so sweet." Well, sweet doesn't cut it.
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>>38635313
>>38635703
AND he's literally disfigured, christ. This article is meaningless. It's not about being a 58 year old virgin, it's about being an abused son of a cunt.
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>>38635748
From comments:
Have you ever visited this site called http://www.4chan.org/
More specifically: >>
There are plenty of old virgins and people there on r9k suffering from the same things as you are. I'm sure you could fit right in there. Also just a warning: it's possible that the site may steal your life and you will find yourself unable to leave.
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Love is a fucking meme and a mistake.

I miss being in her room, sitting on her bed with my back against the wall, her legs around my waist, and we'd just make stupid noises at eachother, I'd kiss her forehead and she'd trace her fingers through my hair, rain outside on a chilly September evening, the mix cds we made for eachother when we were just friends, softly playing in the background.

Never again will I be able to smell her on my clothes after meeting her, for days, that weird mix of grass, fresh laundry and something peppery and spicy. Never again I'll feel her cuddle up against me on those nights we slept naked, never again will she tell me "you feel like home, *anon*". Never again will we bake together. Never again will I have my best friend back.

I miss her, lads. I miss how I had a plan, a goal, when I was with her. I miss how I knew that we'll make things work, no matter what. I miss feeling like somebody out there has your back. I miss how she was the first person I could be myself around. I miss how I was the only one she ever felt comfortable around with sex stuff. I miss how soft her body, I miss her hair and her eyes and her hands, and her back, and her neck and her nose and the triangle beauty spots on her left cheek, and and her smile and the way her breathing got heavier and heavier when I started running my hand all over her. I miss rainy afternoons, sunny mornings, snowy nights with her.

I miss my best friend.
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>>38635782
>Typical roastie comment
I had to stop reading this a few times. It was really very hard for me to get through. But I did ultimately read it all. It just seems terribly unfair... the hand that some of us are dealt. OFV - you sound like your good, decent, kind spirit deserves more than it's gotten in this plane of existence. I'm horrified by what your father put your family through. I'm so sorry that it hampered your ability to feel the confidence or the self assuredness that you'd need to live a "normal" life (not that there is really such a thing). I can only imagine what kind of life you'd lead if you did believe in your own goodness and own power the way that you should. I promise to put a good thought / prayer into the universe you achieve that and maybe this article is an unveiling of you to an audience of women who would love your company and find you to be more than just "sweet". Good luck to you and thank you for being so brave to share this story with us.
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>>38635399
Probably just blood moving quickly around the bpdy due to uncounsciously contracting muscles during sadness
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>>38635826
Fuck anon, what happened? Did you break up or something??
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>>38626757
Holy shit yes

If I drink with my friends, the girls of the group get all emotional and want to cuddle me.

I feel beyond awkward, I feel physically repulsed. I get the overwhelming fear that they are going to gut punch me or perform some kind of assault on my body, like flight or fight fucking kicks in.
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It loses the charm after a while. It gets annoying to sleep while cuddling, your arm or chest literally goes dead depending on where she puts her head. Not to mention all the fucking hair in your mouth.
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>>38635946
I posted this here sometime ago, I'm not trying to spam this, for some reason it came back to me some days ago and it's my way of dealing with it, I suppose.

Died.
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Why not just get a warm drink and a dog to cuddle if you want to get /comfy/?
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>>38634938
Same here anon, sometimes mom is watching TV and I just put my head on her lap.
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32 and never been hugged apart from my mum who's dead from cancer. every day is suffering.
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>>38627241
I approve this mesage
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>>38636020
Because whenever I try something like that, it works for a few minutes, then I suddenly become acutely aware that I am doing this to substitute for the complete lack of human contact and intimacy in my life, and I feel worse than before.
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>>38635733
is it over for me /robots/
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>>38626330
>honestly want to know from someone who has never felt it in their 25+ yrs of life >>Anonymous
>07/25/17(Tue)21:55:44 No.38626416


Im very jealous of their flawless skin. I really want to know what that feels like. please kill me.
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>>38635432
>What is the chemical released that is responsible for all the heart-sinking, heart-wrenching feelings of loneliness?

Cortisol. Long term it actually shortens your lifespan and causes frontal lobe damage.
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>>38635289
Anon please do It, do not waste your chance take it from someone who did it because he felt he was too ugly or too fat to be liked.

If you fail be proud.
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>all those filthy normans complaining about their ex-gfs
FUCK OFF OUR BOARD REEEEEEEEEEEE
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>>38635733
>who I would treat like a queen

This is part of your problem. Most women want to be treated respectfully, not worshiped. If you treat a women like she's some kind of paragon, it can come across as spineless and desperate; neither of which are particularly attractive.
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>>38636147
This, if you have ever been kissed, hugged or, Gods forbid it, had sex
YOU DO NOT BELONG HERE, GO BACK ON /SOC/ IF YOU WANT TO COMPLAIN ABOUT YOUR NEARLY PERFECT LIFE REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER
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>>38636103
Really? Find a way to be in the present moment so you enjoy it for what it is. I have never had a relationship but I find getting romantic with yourself by treating yourself the way your would treat a partner is quite a nice experience in itself.
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>>38635289
If you fake confidence, or anything assertive, what can she do after she rejects you? They either find it attractive and it comes to you in a "fake it till you make it" situation, or you're too dominant to be hurt. And you will lose nothing.
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tfw you come in these threads just to save the retarded pepes because you're only half a loser
haha wrecked!!
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>>38636167
>treated respectfully
I'd say you have to treat her slightly as an object - in a way that you have bigger goals than her and you wouldnt be afraid to dump her.
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>>38636189
May I suggest https://wizchan.org as a better alternative to /r9k/ for you?
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>>38636001
I hope you find peace anon, I really do.
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>>38626523
im 99% sure i wouldnt feel the same. i was always pretty emotionless but then the tfwnogf hit in and a few months later all my emotions are gone
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>>38631243
pleese stahp
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>>38636286
Get off our board. You have ruined the culture you originally came here for. This place is not for you. You can spectate but please do not post.

I would suggest /soc/ as a better alternative for attention whores like you.
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>>38636001
How did she die anon oreganoli
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>>38636138
I probably will but there is one more insecurity. You might be able to guess.
>>38636243
I'm not an assertive person but I guess I wouldn't have a problem to fake it. But I care about people. Sometimes too much. And I guess girl's don't want that or something. I dunno. this text is coming from a person with zero relationship experience.
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>>38634961
Get a hypoallergenic dog
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I'd really like to cuddle with someone but my standards are too high. I can't feel physical attraction to ugly or even average girls, and I'm not rich or handsome enough to warrant having such standards.
How do you people manage to feel actual attraction (not "attraction" that's actually delusion + settling) towards ugly or average girls?
Someone fucking kill me.
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>>38636132
>Cortisol. Long term it actually shortens your lifespan and causes frontal lobe damage.

damn, i wonder if this post is true then..
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>>38637307
How the fuck do you lower cortisol then?
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>>38626523
this post is too painful
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just get a dog
thats my goal
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>>38637384
Not a viable substitute
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Delete this whole fucking thread
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>>38626757
Holy shit its that, that is what we are, I have always wondered what the perfect way to describe us is and its that, an abused dog in a dog shelter that doesn't want to be petted, thats what we are.
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>>38627018
What kind of contact?
Handshake?
Hug?
Kiss?
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Semi-normie here.
Cuddling is amazing, its such a nice, unexplainable feeling.
I cuddled with a girl last weekend 2 nights in a row, we made out also. I think she likes me, shes like a 7.5/10 but I feel not worth to be with her and am so anxious to chat with her or anything because of fear of fucking everything up. Only contact I have made since then is a pointless snapchat a day to keep the streak alive. What do?
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>>38626523
Goddamn it i'm tired of feeling cold and empty
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>>38638740
>am so anxious to chat with her or anything because of fear of fucking everything up
By thinking like that, you're fucking it up even more.
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>>38626523
>you will never know this feel

We were born to suffer
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>>38626757
>tfw the only person to touch you is your mother
>tfw it was a friendly touch on the arm
>tfw you instantly rip your arm away and screech ''DONT TOUCH ME''

this post sums it up perfectly
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>>38638872
Same. It feels like taser when someone touches you other than handshake.
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>>38626523
Ow, fuck. Congrats.

>time to find the box cutter
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Cuddling does not exists! It's just another mean to control us! It's just good cgi and stories to keep lambs in order. I have seen the reality with my own eyes. They are preparing us for something but I have fathomed what it could be. They need miserable individuals and that's why they are trying to implant this idea of existence of pure love. DON'T BELIEVE THEIR LIES!
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I don't know guys.. Maybe i have just become a shallow asshole, but after loving the ever shit out of a few grills i just can't get myself to love another

>i fucking love my grill
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http://bigthink.com/robby-berman/the-powerful-medical-impact-of-loneliness

I have Chron's disease. It's entirely possible it's being exacerbated by the fact I'm chronically, perpetually lonely. I will probably die early from preventable causes because I'm lonely.
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>>38636001
>>38635826
RIP anon's girl ;_;
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>>38635826
Fuck, the feels.

I hope you find peace anon
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>>38636001
>>38635826

Be strong anon, thanks for the feels
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>>38628573
God, this is adorable.
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>Never again will I be able to smell her on my clothes after meeting her, for days, that weird mix of grass, fresh laundry and something peppery and spicy.

Jesus fuck I forgot how much I missed that til I read this

This thread is maximum depressing
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>>38626330

>tfw you pay an escort to laugh at your small dick
>tfw i paid an escort 700 dollars to watch TV and laugh at my dick every half an hour
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>>38626523
Thank you anon...

I thought I'd gotten used to it when hugging my mom never made me feel anything but hugging your mom is different from hugging a friend, from hugging a lover. This is gonna sound crazy but hugs from your bros are better than hugs from your girlfriends. Because sex from your gf is the best.
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>>38639989
Why would you do that, anon. What were you thinking
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>>38636001
No homo but I'd give you a hug right now if I could. I'd cuddle you and be your brohomo.
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>>38632484
tell us the story mate, please
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>>38627872
You can get the abused dog too.

When you have a dog, women are more likely to positively respond to you.

Two birds one stone.

>>38626757
That is why my hugs are all awkward when I hug my parents after long time not hugging them at all.

>>38628460
Usually people do not notice unless someone points it out to them or they know that as well so they can pick out people in the crowd who are lonely and coping badly.

The counter to you proposal is why don't you just ask. Seriously if that is so much of a problem, you need to be the one who deals with your needs first.

Everyone has too much shit going on they have no time to consider feelings of other people, let alone the random faces in the crowd or among randomly aggregated groups of people.

Therefore you putting blame on an abstract entity of entire womankind for your unfulfilment is a great example of sophism. So yeah I am calling you out on your bullshit.
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>>38635826
>>38636001
why are people coddling this normie faggot, better to have loved and lost, I'm so glad your whore died
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>>38626523

Indeed. I always got terrible paranoid while high on weed but just a girl rubbing on my foot made my high 10x better.
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>>38637384
what if doge doesn't love you and bites ur hand when you try to pet it :(
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>>38626330
I hadn't really had a hug properly in years until recently myself, it's warm. Comforting, a level of comfort I could never imagine. It felt like I was so close to someone, so close and comforted that I almost wanted to drop all guards and just sleep on them. I'm not completely adjusted to the feeling myself, but now I've experienced it I do find myself longing for it.
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>>38637348
getAgf.com
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>>38640699
>anon buttmad at a DEAD person because another anon had something to contribute to a thread
Re-evaluate your thought processes lad
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>>38627822
>posted at 5AM
I'm never gonna get a 3/10 europe gf to cuddle am I.
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>>38640862
But site doesnt work.
there's no gf
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>>38627388
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GeRrS-o7twk
>ftfy
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>>38635000
Like the embodiment of the mordor theme comes on and there's is this utter hopelessness and worthlessness. Eternally damned life in death. I think I can replicate it by being dihydrated and eating a lot of chips and falling asleep then waking up
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how can you lads symphatize with people that have felt something you will never experience? why aren't you guys responding with envious rage?

i don't know how I can feel happy for anyone in this thread.
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>>38641234
You don't have to experience something to imagine how it feels for other people and it doesn't help anyone to be angry that others are in better positions than you
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>>38641318
>and it doesn't help anyone to be angry that others are in better positions than you
i thought that was the shtick of this board
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>>38636001

Normies BTFO

get fucked
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>>38641140
Actually meant the witch king and nazgul theme
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>>38636494
Not him but I've had sex numerous times, and I feel as entitled to be here as anyone else. Having sex and being attractive isn't the magical cure-all for your ills.
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>>38641514
>Having sex and being attractive isn't the magical cure-all for your ills.
>Says the person who had sex
Ironic
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>>38641514
but it is 3/4 the cure for us
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>>38626523

I had a friend who never experienced physical intimacy. There was this girl that was interested in him and instead of having the drive to fuck her brains out, all he wanted to do was cuddle with her. To him it was almost like a drug he never experienced.
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>>38634799

Wew lad I needed that slap back to reality thanks.
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>>38641543
>not getting sex is the problem, not why you can't get sex

>>38641550
I wish this were true for me. I suffer for no discernible reason. It burns me up because I could have had a great life too.
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>>38641669
>I wish this were true for me. I suffer for no discernible reason. It burns me up because I could have had a great life too.

i guess that's the 1/4 part

but wtf do i know? i'm just another depressed idiot
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>>38641554
Physical intimacy improves your mood so much. The problem is when you don't touch anyone for months because nobody wants to touch you. Then you stop talking to anyone. Then you start keeping to yourself, holed up and isolated. Then you start binging on drugs like PCP and become crazier and crazier.
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>>38641669
We know why we can't get sex though
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I hugged a girl once, about ten years ago. I remember nothing about how it felt, probably because my brain is trying to protect me from realizing what I'll spend the rest of my life missing out on.
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>>38626330
I have had a lot of girls doing that to me guys. It's that big of a deal. Ahaha. I guess grass is greener on the other side huh.
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>>38626523
But it's not real, faggot. True love doesn't exist you might always get fucked over by the person that makes you feel safe.
Plus that the modern woman is a slut that has fucked at least 3-4 different males till the age of 20, I don't want to cuddle with someone else's cumdumpster fuck that.
Learn to live by yourselves you fucking retards or you'll suffer till the end for a bunch of people that don't give a fuck about you and treat you like a second class citizen.
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>>38626523

why are we here... just to suffer?

fucking robot adding salt with unoriginal comments
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>get treated like shit by women since childhood because you are ugly and/or shy or maybe poor as well
>end up craving women's attention instead of hating them for the cunts that they are
>all the normalshits talking about their girlfriends
This place was always shit, but now it's poor cancer.
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>>38643466

Dude, you seriously need to get some ointment for that butthurt before you suffer permanent rectal damage.
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>tfw have dreams of that kind of touch and masturbate to the feel for days
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I felt it one time in 25 years, sorry for the bad english incoming.

That reminded me of the time which i came back from netherlands by car, it was raining like it was an apocalypse, and the wind was howling very hard, it was hard to drive at 70km.h in a road that was designed for 120km.h, i was alone on the road that was 5 lanes and couldnt see where the fuck i was, it was 4am and i was high as fuck and with a hungover, i was blasting some local radio playing metal,and smoking inside my car.

Then i drove under a brige, everything was clear, no sound at all, felt so safe, nothing mattered in that moment it was just pure, clean, and a shield from the harsh outside world.

That's how i felt when she first kissed me and then we hugged for hours.

2 weeks later she would blow a random guy in a fastfood restaurant toilet and i would lose my shit.
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>>38626757
>You're like those abused dogs in shelters that don't want to be petted.

>have normie friends
>one of them will occasionally slap my ass/sit on my lap when he walks by me
>he'll laugh
>I never know how to react and go autismo
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>>38643662
>criticize women on r9k
>retarded normalshit calls you butthurt
Did you get lost you fucking retard ? Go back to where you came from you stupid crossboarder, you don't belong here.
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>>38643793
>tfw have dreams where I get intimate with someone
>always end up orgasming and having to wake up and change my undies
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>>38643840
I'll stop coming here when robots stop wiping their butt-tears all over 4-chan. Until that happens, build a bridge and get over it.
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>>38643904
>admitting that you're a retarded crossboarder
Good god, you are stupid. You can stop posting now and go back. Don't forget to slash your wrists on the way out.
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>>38643904
>no purpose in life other to stalk online people
sad
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>>38626523
Great way of putting it, I've been single for the past 2 years and it's not sex I miss, it's the other forms of intimacy like cuddling and all the little acts of kindness we did for each other to make each other feel loved.

Sex is whatever, intimacy is where it's at.
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>>38626584
>jaded bitter permavirgin pretending he's been in a relationship before; The Post
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>>38626523
>tfw some random girl fell asleep on my shoulder in a club last week
>it's the closest thing to cuddling that I've ever experienced
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>>38626678
>he's insanely jealous of men who have had sex

Pathetic, desu. Improve yourself to the point where you can attract women you're attracted to and stop whining you fucking lazy manchild piece of shit.

Nothing worse than fat lazy whiners spewing vitriol on the innernette, fix yourself you worthless insipid untermensch.
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>>38626757
No, you're just very autistic.
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>>38626783
>he's a virgin

Wizchan is your containment board, friend. This is r9k, not Virginchan.
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>>38644138
I won't improve myself because it's useless, and I'll keep whining. Fuck you faggot
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>>38643990
>>no purpose in life other to stalk online people
>sad
Says the person with no purpose in life other than to impotently whine on the internet and blame other people for his own fundamental failures.
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>>38644233
Nah man I'm enjoying my life, you're the one that's fucking himself over here.

Enjoy being fat and ugly. :-)

You can't even get yourself in shape but I bet you consider yourself to be one of the fascist ubermensch vanguard don't you? lmao
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>>38626757
>met with my old group of friends a while ago
>two guys and a girl
>haven't seen them since high school, I was always the quiet autist one
>arrive at the meeting place, the others are hugging in greeting, smiling and laughing
>my turn, girl goes in for a hug, gives me this pathetic "hover-hug" thing with her hands
>I hug her normally
>she makes a face and goes "ooookay"
>want to fucking die there and then
why me
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>>38644314
>>she makes a face and goes "ooookay"
>>want to fucking die there and then
Cmon anon, why do you care that much? Maybe she wasnt expecting such a welcoming hug from a silent type of guy but that's not the end of the world.
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>>38644379
It's not, but fuck, that really hurt tbqh. Not sure why.
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>>38644314
>she makes a face and goes "ooookay"
ugh, I cringe my shit out when people do that sitcom tier shit in real life and think they're cool
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>>38636105
Pretty much yeah
ORTHAGONAL
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>>38644314
That's what you get for being a dumbass and interacting with roasties. You deserved it.
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>>38627494
i'll probably just die because all of my blood will be in my pants
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>>38632490
>Japanese women are so slutty and pretentious that Jap men have to pay just to cuddle
No wonder the nips are dying out
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>>38626330
I just want to hold one of these creatures
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>>38640903
He contributed nothing but his sob story, fuck him and his dead slut
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>>38646232
I don't have a fedora large enough for you
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>>38626523
bullshit. maybe i dont have the strongest feelings or something, but i've cuddled with a few girls and it's just boring. you're literally lying there doing nothing.
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>>38646349
you can fedora me but it won't bring back anon's rotten roastie
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>>38626523
I hug my pillow every night, same thing hopefully
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>>38626523
i regret opening this thread

spoiler
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>>38626523
Yeah might as well end my life. Seriously fuck this post.
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>>38627280
I miss my ex and I want die
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>you've missed on all that, and will forever feel like you were left out
Is there ANY fucking reason not to end it all after reading this thread? All attempts to cope have made it worse. It's just not fair, why do we have to live like this?
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>>38626523
fuck this hits deep
39th you
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>>38626757

>You're like those abused dogs in shelters that don't want to be petted.

I didn't need this feel today. fuck.
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>>38643817
the one you're mentioning is a girl or boy?
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>>38641234
>how can you lads symphatize with people that have felt something you will never experience? why aren't you guys responding with envious rage?

Because, every so often, they feel sympathy for us.

It's rare. The stars align bizarrely, the natural course of things is turned on its head. But when it actually occurs, there's magic in it.

It's rare for the attractive and repulsive, for the lovable and those who down to the Dead without holding another person in their arms, to engage each other. The Sons of Light and the Children of Darkness are enemies; Nature forbids we ever speak to each other with anything but antagonism. We are at war with each other, after all.

Yet here in this dusky place we can defy, if only for a second, Nature's dictates. The angels can subdue the glow of their halos, the devils hide their horns. and both parties have at least the tiniest opportunity to address each other as the human beings we were actually born as.

It was in a discussion similar to this that I recall reading one of the most poignant comments I ever had. A man admitted that the embrace of a woman was something he found it impossible to imagine living without. He considered the plight of those who would never have what for him was essential and actually offered a nod of respect. One of Nature's favorites was willing to consider Her mistakes and regard them as warriors rather than abominations. They endured loneliness, frustrated desire, and refused succumbed to the temptation to indulge in violence against either themselves or others.

Our kind soul was instantly declared anathema by his brothers. And those he regarded with respect reacted with the wild wrath of any devil who feels himself condescended to by an angel. The survivor's guilt of the elect colluded with the vicious bitterness of the damned and that gentle flicker of compassion was quickly extinguished.

Yet, during that blink of an eye when it had been permitted to shine, it was beautiful.
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>>38648562
he's a straight guy
if you don't believe that then you've never been around ultra normies who are friends, they do/say a lot of homoerotic shit
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>>38637307
Fuck that guys good at writing
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>>38637307
guess i'll have to kill myself now
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Last time I cuddled with a girl while watching a movie, it made her so happy that she just had a huge smile on her face as she layed on my chest. I have the ultimate cuddling body (dadbod as fuck) so she was super comfy. Seeing her so happy sparked all kinds of emotions for me and it felt unbelievably good. We didn't even care about the movie at that point, it just felt so nice for me to hold her. She even told me that my cologne smelled good. God damn I miss cuddling. I actually like cuddling more than sex in some ways.
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>>38626330
Its kind of nice, but I'm just a generally happy person as long as I'm free to live an active life as I see fit so I kind of avoid since I hate the restrictive crap that's part of the deal.
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