I've been straight my whole life. I work a blue collar job,

>>38614142
>This has happened a half dozen times now and I'm starting to wonder if i should just let someone fuck me.
You could also just keep the dildo, that shit sounds expensive.

No one has anything to say about this? I'll bump it just this once. I figured someone here could identify with this confusion/curiosity

>>38614142
don't give in to the gay meme
it's arguable that liking anal play is gay, but letting someone fuck you is as gay as you can be
you'll hate yourself afterwards when it turns out to be a temporary fetish
just keep a dildo and keep fucking women

>>38614142
Find a girl who is willing to peg you with a strap on, easy solution

>>38614210
I make enough money that i dont notice 25$ twice a year. Plus every time i do it, i tell myself it wont happen again

>>38614142
>buy some obscene dildo
>throw it away in disgust the next day
>wonder if i should just let someone fuck me
>I dont know how i would feel about it afterward

Yes, you do. You'll be disgusted with yourself and the guy. You are the kind of gay that murders the guy that fucked you for being a fag.

Dude just find a girl into that shit, take the /peggingpill/

fantasies never live up to the hype irl.
just enjoy the fuck out of your fantasies
don't have guilt about them
understand it's the best there is.
your mind is the most powerful sexual organ you have and nothing else can compete

>>38614265
>25$ dildos
The FDA doesn't regulate shit when it comes to sex toys, so those poison little mounds of rubber come from the stinking industrial waste pit we know as China. They leech carcinogens- you don't want ass cancer.

Get something a bit more expensive made in the US.

>>38614142
Yeah, listen to the anons here, just because you like it in the ass doesnt mean you're gay you dumb faggot
If you like it, you like it. If the shame makes it even hotter then keep doin what yer doing lel

>>38614273
Im not violent, and ive got nothing against the gays. I wouldnt hurt one. Ive just always lived as a straight man, and that is incongruous with how much i like my ass played with. If it feels that good with a dildo, maybe it would feel even better with the real thing?

I dont know man im just super confused

>>38614313
This is comforting somehow

Thanks anon

>>38614142
Please direct me to this particular doujin

>>38614323
realistic dildo + fucking machine?
one time purchase without the shame of actually engaging in homosexual activities

Wow these gaypoz psyop threads are evolving.
Very creative I must say, and down to earth.

>I get horny in a way that no girl can satisfy. I start fapping to gay trap shit (hentai exclusively) and imagining Im the trap

Yea maybe you shouldn't have fucked up your mind by watching gay shit

>>38614142
Do you only imagine yourself a a trap or do you sometimes imagine yourself as a girl?

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>>38614142
t.16 year old weeb who spends all his day reading doujins and watching yaoi animus

>>38614386
I dont know what gaypoz psyop is. Im honest to god a straight (bi curious) oilfield welder good old boy who lives in west texas. I drive a powerstroke and cheer on the houston texans and i build big shit out of steel and i love it in the ass.

Is that gaypoz psyop?

>>38614399
Nah never imagine myself as a girl, im definitely comfortable as a man lol

I know how you feel. Being submissive just heightens the intensity of the anal orgasm.

>>38614474
Do crossdress?

>>38614502
No in reality i would make a horrifying trap, im six feet tall and 190 pounds and i look like a construction worker

>>38614530
If through some magical means you could become qt trap would you like that?

>>38614142
I feel the same way, although I can never actually cum from a dildo. Makes me wonder if I would be able to when someone pounds me.

But the guilt after orgasm stops me from taking any action. I'm not attracted to men, just the thought of being fucked.
I've had multiple gay guys hitting on me since I'm a manlet with a nice ass. But that just grossed me out.

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>>38614461
>I dont know what gaypoz psyop is. Im honest to god a straight (bi curious) oilfield welder good old boy who lives in west texas

Sure you are. You just SO HAPPENED to stumble upon this place and post a stereotypical gay doujin picture just like the gay weeb pysoppers are doing these last few days, coupled with the usual "im not gay but i love it in the ass should i go gay lmao" OP.

>>38614559
Well no probably not. It would be hard to be taken seriously on a construction site if im some beautiful 5'0 twink. I need to make a living after all. Im sure id enjoy being railed but then i couldnt fuck women the way i like to either. I really like to manhandle them and it wouldnt be posdiblr if i was small.

Just because i fap to the thought of being a cute twink dorsnt mean i want the fantasy to be a reality

>>38614612
Lol whatever. There are 4chan reading nerds in every community. Want me to talk about what it takes to pass a 2" heavy wall 6g pipe test? Or would you like to hear my take on whether the strip clubs are better in midland or odessa?

Sometimes people are who they say they are anon

>>38614142
sauce please.


also, leave the state/cocuntry and have sex with a dude. i guarantee thats the best cure for your problem.

>>38614615
It seems to me that you are just a bi switch then.

>>38614142
I feel similar but I haven't broken actually gotten a dildo and done it.

I feel like staying away from it is a better life choice because we are past being able to be a cute trap.

It is true that real cock feels infinitely superior to a dildo, but, you know, if you're a straight man, you're kinda just out of luck.

Best hope you have is getting a really high quality dildo who you name and have a secret masturbationship with when not doing straight guy things.

Or, if you're really lucky, you could find a girl who likes domming with a strap-on.

I'm not gonna tell you to a find a guy, because you're either A) just an unlucky straight, or B) so fucking repressed that having sex with a guy will just make you self-hate more. It's probably the latter, desu, because only someone repressing something would throw away a fucking $25 dildo out of pure shame. But that's none of my business.jpg

>>38614142
I've been there OP, the self hate, the cock lust, the vicious relapses, the exhentai tabs.

>I dont know how i would feel about it afterwards but the thought makes me nervous.

Yes you do. Eventually you'll succumb to a real cock, they're so fucking easy to get on cl or grindr.
Then you'll hate yourself the next day and wish it never happened.
But the cravings will come back again, stronger than ever, and you'll get another cock in the ass.
There's no stopping OP, I'm at the point where I accepted it and currently have a regular sexfriend, 45 years old fat dude, we see each other every weekend. Having a regular is way safer, allows unprotected sex and I'm his personal cockslut living fleshlight.
Do it anon, you won't regret it, and keep training your ass.

Not OP but here's doujin sauce.
https://exhentai.org/g/836483/8ef404247e/?p=1
(COMIC19) [Fatalpulse (Asanagi)] DANKE DANKEI REVOLUTION (Kantai Collection -KanColle-) [English] =SW=

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>>38614142
OP sounds to me you're just a repressed homosexual, if not possibly gender dysphoric.

You need some COCK right now sister.

Just install Grindr and do as we are all doing, get on all fours, face down, ass up and enjoy the bliss.

After the first thicc juicy man meat you get, you'll melt like butter, and realize you were MEANT to serve COCK.

Thank us later sweetie.

>>38614142
>I've been straight my whole life
>I fucking love it in the ass
Every time. Wew...

>>38614773
I take it youre gay, i have a hypothetical for you.

How would you feel if a straight guy came over to your house, let you fuck him with no kissing or cuddling and just left afterwards. Would you think that was too weird or would you be down

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>>38614240
>temporary fetish

Not such thing. Dunno about OP but I had my fetishes since childhood after some traumatic experience, like getting molested.
I thought it was temporary around 16-17 but ten years later I quit deluding myself, that's part of who I am, no point in repressing it, just live it happily.
The dude fucked himself in the ass and lives it, why the fuck should he ever stop?
That's nonsense.

>>38614832
Jesus christ why am i reacting to this

I need shower

Honestly i think i must be bi

>>38614142
You're an overcompensating fanny.

>>38614902
Originally reported.
Erp faggots need to fuck OFF.

>>38614902
have any added you so far?

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>>38614142
It doesn't mean you are gay, necessary. It just means you like it in the ass. You can have that with a girl as well. Trust me.

And fun fact: Surprisingly many girls are into fucking your asshole.

>>38614832
People need to stop posting snippets of porn without sauce.
https://nhentai.net/g/165950/186/

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I really want to be held down and fucked like a girl.

>>38614945
>And fun fact: Surprisingly many girls are into fucking your asshole.
Bullshit.

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>>38614896
>Jesus christ why am i reacting to this
Because your mind is fucked up by all the sissy gay porn and animu shit.

It's so easy to trigger imprintend responses, as I just showed with my faux gay comment.

You need to cleanse your mind of this filth, and stop listening to these brainrotten sex-starved perverts.

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>>38614896
Because you want to go to hell.

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>>38614966

Not Bullshit. I am a normie to the core.
Once your are comfortable with them intimately just ask them. Unless they are like from a stuck up conservative family most girls will do it. And surprisingly many are really down for it.

>>38615044
I want to believe, but I know so many who would rather just be held and fucked than do the fucking themselves. I haven't met a single one, even in the private zone of the internet, who's admitted to being into pegging even a little bit.

>>38615044
>I am a normie to the core.
Curious. Then what are you doing here?
>And surprisingly many are really down for it.
So you guys are covering this from all possible angles then.
Everything's ok as long as someone gets sodomized.
>gays
>trannies
>dildos, fuck machines
>pegging
>knotting

Interesting

>>38615116
>Curious. Then what are you doing here?
Observing. The same reason that I like to read studies on caught mass murderers and sociopaths and such. Not that you are morally comparable, but I like to read about people who are off the norm. It somehow fascinates me for a reason i don't know.

>>38614323
>Im not violent, and ive got nothing against the gays. I wouldnt hurt one. Ive just always lived as a straight man, and that is incongruous with how much i like my ass played with. If it feels that good with a dildo, maybe it would feel even better with the real thing?
no it wouldn't
you are not dealing with the smells and the uncomfortableness before, during and after the sex act, etc.
you like a dildo in your ass. fine, whatever. that just means you like a dildo in the ass. that is so very different from being gay. being gay means having to deal with men on a sexual level. that adds a mountain of complications to things. do you crave deep in your soul an emotional and physical connection with a man? does it drive you?

>>38614849
That'd be real fucking weird.
Not gonna act like there's not a gay guy who wouldn't do it, because both straight and gay men have their fuckboys who would just pound anything that consents.
But I'm pretty sure it's objectively weird.

Also, I don't top. And I plan to marry the guy I'm with. I don't do the random sex thing.

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>>38614142
You should stop waiting every six months to let yourself get off, you're only conditioning yourself to enjoy it more by anticipation and denial. You tell yourself you're not going to do it, then the anticipation and desire builds up until you finally give in and do it, which just rewards you and encourages the behavior, especially since you're only doing it sporadically. It's literally the same technique I use to train dogs.

Start letting yourself get off at least once a month or even once a week so you stop associating it with a weird taboo/reward for giving in, otherwise you'll end doing something you regret, like get on craigslist to fuck some gross-ass old dude. You'll eventually realize that you're just a guy who enjoys assplay, which isn't that uncommon.

>>38615312
*who would do it

>>38615331
but he said he watches trap porn and self-inserts as the trap. That's a little more than just enjoying assplay.

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>>38615157
>but I like to read about people who are off the norm
Says the guy that not only is into pegging, but also so delusional to think lots of women are too

the sissy fetish is something you cant get rid of its part of your deepest desires

dont get fucked by faggots though they are disease ridden maniacs. stick with dildos and dressing up and leave it as your special fantasy

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