>tfw you start remembering the cringy, autistic things you did as a kid and up until you were 16 years old
Everyone has embarrassing things in their past but I can't help but feel like if I ever got in a position of prestige someone would bring up all of these embarrassing moments from my childhood.
I hate being embarrassed. I feel like socially I'm kind of off and strange and do really embarrassing things.
This is why I can't smoke weed. Every time I smoke I just spend the entire high remembering every single embarrassing autistic thing I've ever done and wondering how people must perceive me.
I know that feel phamalam
When all those cringy shit comes to my mind I loudly swear and even hit myself in the face or poke in the eyes
>>38585675
Same,I had nightmares about this.
>>38585675
>tfw still do cringy autistic things