>be fapping
>while cumming, all I think about is death or how empty life is; I can't shake the thought "this is literally all there is to life"
>feel more depressed than usual for a couple of seconds
Does anyone else know this feel?
>>38584323
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yhZcFwWEaAg&t=505s
>>38584323
no ,not when fapping.
but i have descended to great depths of dismay. probably stronger than what you have experienced.
>>38584366
OBE
lost me there, pal, it's no different than a NDE. normies seem to forget that their brain can do insane shit to them.
>finish fapping
>feel like I've been hit by a truck filled with pain and feels
Something's wrong....
>>38584420
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=he_yz_FqYPk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-_ilZFV7ZSM&t=150s
>>38584486
After I finish I think about how life is about the pursuit of sex and money and think, well this sucks
Honestly the only reason I haven't lost my shit yet is because I have music, yet I'm too scared to get signed and all that since I'm alone with no band