>have weird obsession with mastering or perfecting everything

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YES I LIKE *bark*

>>38566162

well the "top players" usually are autistic robots just like us

>>38566238
I don't know about that. Whenever I catch a glimpse of competitive players, they all seem like normies.

>tfw there are attractive roasties who are Master or GM-tier that even successfully charge lonely people to play with them

^This, this gets to me.

>>38566162
Gaming hasn't made you miserable and a social recluse, your own lack of willpower has. You wanna take the easy way into life because you're too lazy to realize everyone else, including the pro gamers took the hard one. If you dedicate 12h/day and risk it all for a dumb game, then you have a chance at making it.

>>38566289
I never said I was a rational person, fucker. I don't give a fuck what they did. The fact that they made it work annoys me. Yeah, I don't have any willpower, motivation or any other desirable trait in a human. But, that's why I am here and that's why you are here too. People like you annoy me to no end. Stop being a fucking apologist. Get angry.

>made me miserable and a social recluse
wat

If you want to git gud then do it. It takes practice, no one is born a natural. Pretending vidya made you emo is unhealthy and it will be difficult to master when you harbor such resentment towards your hobby.

>>38566323
Yeah, I'm not angry 'cause I measure my fucking life quality in something other than vidya. Also, I reached top 50 EU in Battleground duos.

>>38566344
It's too late for that. I can't even play a game without fuming if someone so much as does the slightest thing to make themselves look better than me. And if it isn't a game where I am directly playing with other people, I get intrusive thoughts of other people being better and it shuts me down. Haven't really played a game in years, just been doing this autistic preparation I talked about in my first post. Then I get too depressed and stop and then feel like I have to restart the whole process because it has been too long.

I resent everything. I can't function anymore. I don't go a day without the desire to slam a roastie's face into a fucking concrete wall.

>>38566380
I measure my life quality in plenty of things, and guess what, fucker? I'm lacking in every damn area.

>Also, I reached top 50 EU in Battleground duos.

You say you don't measure your life quality in videogames, but you have the need to cite this statistic to me.

Also, I'm the president of 4chan. See? I can say things on the internet too without any evidence. Regardless, I don't care if what you say is true, you are arguing with me on /r9k/ so you are at my level.

>>38566465
That's weird, the competitive factor is the main reason I enjoy vidya. It's frustrating when I get totally raped, but once I finally start getting up there in skill it feels good.

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>>38566465
I can't believe you cannot see the slightest hint of a joke, you really are a social recluse. I was just fucking with you, you autist. If you hate your fuckin life so much, why even bother complaining so much and risking carpal tunnel syndrome from all this whiny typing? Just an hero already.

>>38566285
I play SC2 competitively and so know a fair amount about the players and I'm not that anon you replied to but holy fuck if at least a good half of them aren't autistic robots idk what they are.
I think the game varys heavily in this regard, though.

>>38566561
>Just an hero already.

Not until I find you and take you with me ;)

>>38566465
You're my favorite kind of person to troll in video games.

OP here. I'm bored of this thread now. This is a problem that has no solution. At least not a solution that is gotten to by talking to other turbo-autists on the deepweb. I'll let you get back to your gay anime fantasies or whatever else the flavor of the month happens to be at the moment. I'm out.

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>>38566581
Find me? Motherfucker, can you read the name of the board we're on? You can't even get past the fact that you suck at vidya and you're gonna find me and kill me?