I am a net negative to the lives of every person who has ever come in contact with me.
I don't see how you could possibly know that.
>>38525631
anon you're smart
>>38525606
hey, me too. feelsbad
>>38525606
Well, you can start fixing that by fixating on whatever good qualities you have, and leaving people the fuck alone when you want something.
Justin.
>>38525974
Your advice is awful.
>>38525606
If that is true, kill yourself. Since I started actively wanting to kill myself, I decided to instate a deadline of one month. This deadline resets every time someone clearly is helped or otherwise positively affected by my existence. If the deadline ever runs out, I kill myself the next day. It's a good system because you pay a lot more attention to the small tokens of gratitude or affection people show you, since they are literally saving your life.
The longest the deadline had ever lasted is 2.5 weeks, and I was kinda excited the end was near, but then a girl at my dorm one night looked at me and just said she was glad I was there that night, I cried like a bitch a few hours later, she had no idea what she did to me.