>been at first job for a month >still don't understand

iktf anon, it is what it is.

get your money

>>38522523
Start asking questions about the things that you don't understand. Don't ask basic questions, go deep and find out how things work. They will appreciate the change in your attitude: going from having to show you how to do everything to having you seek out the information, is like Mana for an employer.

I feel the same way. I've been writing step-by-step directions to myself for the shit I've been shown how to do, but there's so much more to learn, and I fuck up so much along the way.