I want to give up on life I'm sick and tired of living I've

What are some specific things that are troubling you?

You don't have to give so much detail that you identify yourself. Just, you know, the gist of it. What is something that you really can't stand that is on your back?

>>38519087
I've been bullied most of my life, I'm not talking about petty stuff but like death threats, throwing clay in my face, sexual harassment and filming me in class and spreading rumours. I live with a retard brother and a normie sister that has everything. I've been abused by my parents in the past, I still live with them and they don't do anything now. My uncle abused me too, I was in a abusive relationship aswell which didn't help but that was my only source of happiness. I'm 18 now and I feel like my life is in shambles, I don't know if I want anything anymore. I love someone but I'm too fucked up for them. I'm still a virgin I hate living I hate it so much I need help, I've seen 5 psychs been on meds still doesn't help. Sorry this is long

>>38519382

Maybe you could try learning a new language. If you get fluent, then you can get a job in another country as an English teacher and start a new life.

>>38519414
I. Can't. I have people I love here and one man that I just can't leave I want to start a new life with him. Get married have kids but I feel worthless