>try to play pic related to get some kind of gf experience
>try to live vicariously through the protagonist by imagining that I've died and been reborn into another life where maybe something could go right
>find myself increasingly unable to relate to the protagonist
>become increasingly bitter that I'll never have these experiences
>can't shake the intrusive thoughts that no one on this earth will ever declare their love for me
>can't shake the reality that no one will ever love me at all
>alt-F4 the game, try to get back into it later but quickly lose heart and alt-F4 again
It's time isn't it?
>>38513817
Youre supposed to jack off to anime, not take it seriously. Fucking idiot
>>38514182
>anime
I can't go through life treating everything as porn anon
>>38513817
In all honesty, how would you rate yourself in terms of looks? And are you currently enrolled in school or work?
>>38514927
>looks
Probably 4/10, I'm not so ugly that anyone would be repelled but no one would ever be attracted to me
>school or work
I went into work shortly after school, worked for over 10 years. Through some luck I actually have quite a bit of money so that's no issue, not working at the moment though.
It's through a combination of unfixable looks and who I am as a person (that I've been ever since I was born) that makes me fundamentally unappealing to everyone. I'm basically a monster
>>38514986
I see. I kinda feel the same way about myself. Work and school can be an outlet to meet girls, but I so far have had no luck.
Hopefully we can one day find our less than average qt, anon.