>the girl I liked in school once sat on my lap for a few seconds

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>>38512970

Same. For some reason a blonde Stacey took a major interest in me in high school and went as far as asking my friends for my number, sitting next to me in class, and asking to hang out (I never did because I'm a beta pussy). She hugged me once and I still remember how warm she was. That's what I remember most from the only time I ever really touched a girl. How warm they are despite being so small.

She's married and pregnant now.

>>38512970
>sleeping next to sister (2 years younger) at grandma's house
>wait until she falls asleep
>Feel how warm and soft she is

I'm not even attracted to her, I just want to know how a girl feels. It only made me more depressed.

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>>38513019

This made me remember another time, we were trying to go somewhere and there was no room and some random girl was pushed against my back. I still remember the warmth and the softness.

WHY DON'T WE JUST GO TO A FUCKING HOOKER
WE CAN JUST PAY AND DO AS WE PLEASE

It's like we enjoy suffering. But I'm too autistic for that. God damn it all...

yup, i still think about insignificant interactions from 5 years ago while normies are making new memories with their friends & loved ones every day... if you really think about it its a tiny bit sAD

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>>38512970
>liked this girl in marching band once
>asked her out, she kindly said no
>she's a fat SJW lesbian transsexual (hetero transsexual? I don't know what words mean anymore) now
bullet non-consensually dodged

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>somehow become very close friends with oneitis
>she comes over drunk and upset at like 5 am
>basically curls up on me and cries for a while
>masturbate like 5 times in a row when she leaves
>filled with the most intense self loathing you can imagine

>>38514297
i get u op, once a friend of mine started crying on my shoulder, i felt bad for her but couldn't resist the female contact and almost got a boner

>girl sits in your lap
>try and summon the ungodly strength to not pop a boner

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>>38514297
>>38514366
>>38514419
If I wasn't drunk off my ass, I'd make one of those "beta vs. Chad" comics where the beta tries to hide his boner while the Chad unzips and thrusts it in her face as she's crying befor impregnating her.

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haha fcking pathetic. highlight of his life is from a little crush

mine was a genuine hug from a friend. i was surprised cuz i didnt know that she missed me that much.

>>38514558
do it it'll be even better if you're drunk

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Vacationed to my old home state when I was 18, just myself. First night I got there I parties with old friends, got crossfaded. Friend had a friend who I thought was really cute and saw insta a while back, she took edibles. Flirted the whole night, got mildly physical, I felt confident and my friends expected us to hook up.
>Outside alone at one point
>Sitting close, drinking shitty beer, talking
>Puts her phone down, we get closer
>Touch her thigh, had scars and no resistance
>Stall and stutter shit
>Instead just opens video of how to make an apple bong then went inside to try
I should've just fucking kissed her. Seemed like we were both into each other. Next few days were a series of trying to show interest, fucking it up and then regretting not doing anything

>>38514629
>haha fcking pathetic
>mine was a genuine hug from a friend

kek

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>QT oneitis used to wear my clothes
>she'd borrow my shirts
>always wore my hoodie during class
>tfw it was always warm when she gave it back
>tfw it always smelled like her
>tfw I used to put that hoodie on a pillow so it could feel like she was with me when I'd go to sleep
>tfw still dream of her

She's a nice homely girl now and isn't very active on social media. She's dating some nerd but she seems genuinely happy.

I just remembered another thing.
The girl I liked was on the desk in front of me.
She would sometimes do this thing, like, she would throw her head back and her beautiful long hair was all over my desk. I loved that, it smelled great. I don't know what that was all about but I ain't complaining.

God damn... This is pathetic. I still want her after all these years. I need a gf.

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>that one hot girl that made fun of me during Spanish class
>that same girl licked my face in front of the class

>>38515461
>Be at a class party (basically forced to come, so I wouldn't become an outcast)
>Basically the only one wearing a hoodie, because I like loose, comfy clothes
>Oneitis approaches me asking me if she could borrow it for the night because she's cold
>Get it back after a few hours
>Warm, smells like her
>Never forget that scent for the rest of my life
>Nevet got to experience it again

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>spanish
>thicc
>slightly autistic
>weeb
>traditional
>made the first move
>humble
>funny

why the fuck did I HAVE TO MOVE
literially perfect woman and i left

>>38512970
And what, am I supposed to feel bad for you ir something? Fuck off with this pathetic shit. Thankfully you'll never breed.

>>38514297
>Watching a movie on a couch with a bunch of friends
>Somehow a QT ends up putting her feet on my lap (probably wanted some elevation, without really thinking about it)
>They're nice, soft and warm
>Try not to look down on them while also covering boner with my forearms
>A few weeks later I was still masturbating to dreams of telling her that I'm a footfag and her andmitting, that she's been intrigued by it and all that
>Hate myself for those dreams to this very day

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I once sat on the girl I liked lap for some time, was feeling bad and she was comforting me

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>>38516070

>that "I fucked up up with a traditional qt" feel

Half-Japanese girl in high school liked me, she was really shy but got her friend to ask me about her. was still too much of an autistic beta bitch to do anything and after that year I never saw her again. I was feeling curious and I looked her up a few months ago on Facebook. She was stunningly gorgeous, like when I saw her she was even prettier than I remembered and I couldn't believe a girl like her would ever be interested in a robot like me. She had a picture of herself in a kimono and I almost an heroed right there.

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Girl i was Into back in highschool once grabbed my arm when we were at a fair. Only lasted like half a second and i had a jacket on.
Still the Most amazing thing i've ever felt.

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>girl slept on my arm on the ferry ride back

>>38516151
>anon, are you hard? OMG you are! you have a foot fetish haha! guys apparently anon likes my feet so much he is gettin a boner haha!