Even though I hate society and going outside. I feel really hurt inside like envious of people who are making memories taking pictures of themself. Having a story to tell people it makes my life feel void. I missed a lot of things in my life I look back and regret It as if tho I lived a meaningless life and I hate it but. I'm too weak to change my life I have a really bad social anxiety and don't have the social skills.
Any one here feel the same way?
Yes. I avoid too many chances at social interaction and then just hate myself for not being social enough. It's an endless cycle except one day I'll run out of opportunities and be stuck a lonely sack of shit forever. Though I doubt I'd ever be okay with taking pictures of myself even if I get it together. I hate getting my picture taken unless it's professional or highly staged.