Hello /r9k/ I really feel like I have a shit ton of weight that

>>38499693
I'm here for you lad. Unload all that t e n s i o n on me

no homo

>>38499711
Thanks anon
I just feel like my life is falling apart and not worth it at this point.
Would you rather have a greentext of my story or should I just type

I'll talk OP, i'm here for you

>>38499754
Thanks anons. So my story is
>be me
>living in Syria
>life is peacefull
>good life
>fast forward
>2011
>protests begin
>ohshitwhat.jpeg
>tell parents that we should leave
>they don't listen
>armed militias begin forming
>we should leave
>no one listens
>people beheaded and thrown in a river
>let's travel goddamit
>nope
>life here is shit.
>economy hit rock bottom
>people are dying of starvation
>Op merely avoided a suicide bombing last year
>no stable internet connection/water/electricity
>how about we travel now?
>nope
Fast forwards to next post

>op plays in a metal band
>detained by authorities 6 years ago because of that
>received death threats on Fb profile by some muslims
>deactivated fb for a year and a half
>new account with fake name now
>trying to cope with the shitty life
>meet a girl
>nice 7/10 but never saw her in a girlfriend type of way
>discover that she's 4 years older than me
>we become bestfriends
>all is good. Everyones happy
>she introduces me to her sister
>an 8/10
>only a year older than me
>don't think much of her because I was so tired of life at that point
>5 months after being friend with the sister
>i have feelings for her
>ohshitno.webm

>>38499866
After the 3rd or 4th time you felt that you should leave Syria, you probably should've left Syria.

>realize that I have already been treating her like a friend so probably she sees me that way
>tell a friend about it
>he is a cunt
>stirs drama between us both and lies to both of us without eachother knowing
>her sister tells me about it
>fueled by rage. My brain barely stopped me from breaking that guys neck
>decided that it's time to talk to the girl
>Op you are a really nice guy and I don't have anything that I dislike about you. I am not ready for a relationship as of now. Maybe in the future but now I am going to stay single
>friendzone was too obvious
>saw it coming but still devestating because that girl was a sunshine in my shit world. Seemed like she would bring hope back to my life

>>38500040
I don't have enough money to leave
And I don't want to hop on a deathboat

>>38500116
You could still get out. There are ways. Official method and deathboat are not the only options.

>>38500046
Anyway
>I have Bacc degree exam so I have to study
>3 months later
>she is in a relationship with a shitty alcoholic junky
>I am angry and I already hate that guy before
>I don't say a word
>live normally while I am dying a bit on the inside
>finished the Bacc exams
>father told me that if I didn't go to med school I am not his son
>I don't give a fuck but I won't leave my mom and sister alone with him
>bacc exam results are up
>op got 208/240
A really good score because syrian bacc is hard as fuck.
>not enough for med school
>have another exam in 10 days that will allow me to redo 2 tests
>started studying
>already feel like shit because even if i somehow end up in med school or anything. I will still be stuck in a wartorn country. Will never win the heart of the girl I love. Won't be able to do music. Might die at any moment anyway so all of that doesn't matter

>>38500167
Suggest a way.
I want to go somewhere I can study and live like a human being.

>>38500209
OP will be back in a bit.
Have to refuel the generator because otherwise it would go to shit

>>38500298
OP should really not speak in third person.

>>38500321
Sorry I realized how retarded it seemed. Now I am off for some minutes to do my thing.

>>38500403
I am back anons.
Is anyone in this thread?

>>38500717
No, sorry, everyone left.

come to America. a good authority said it's hard to get citizenship, but there's no war here.

>>38500758
Eh. At least they wanted to talk in the begining

eastern european here

op you need to man up and leave somehow

try official ways or something, just dont risk it with the boats

life is going to keep treating you like shit, i've seen people in position similiar to yours

if you finish your education before you get killed somehow, translate your stuff officially in english/german or something, grab some basic shit like clothes food and documents and just get out of there

there is no future for you in that place, that part of the world is going to shit faster than it seems

you seem to be fluent in english so that's a start, the question is where do you want to go and which language are you prepared to learn in order to fit in

t. someone who's leaving country soon to seek better life

>>38500768
I would really love to live in the US . But I don't mind living anywhere that's free of war and I can continue studying in.

>>38500871
Hey anon.
Thanks a lot. I already know that.
I have no official way that I am capable of affording at least in mind.
Do you know of anyway that I can leave?
I speak basic french and speak english/arabic fluently.
I am willing to learn ANY language if that meant I would leave this shithole.
I have a lot of life plans and I don't want to die just now.
Feelsbadman

>>38500879
tell your sister & mom you want them to move to America with you.

>>38500911
join the french foreign legion maybe?

>>38500911
its difficult to me to quite understand what you mean by "no official way" without elaboration

the easiest way i could think of is a backpack, a bike, and a passport

france is a nice place, since you have basic understanding of the language you could expand upon it if you go there

>>38500970
>bike across syrian border
okay.png

>>38500914
I doubt that I would be granted access to the US

>>38500970
First . Sorry for taking time to reply. Shitty syrian internet.

Also bike across syria? Haha I am not forrest gump my dude to make such a journey. I will be either beheaded or arressted for such a display of autism publicly.


Also what's the french legion? Any info about it???

>>38501015
sorry, didn't know things were that bad, seems like they're trying to force the population to go back in time with a thousand years

there's a lot of stuff that's not talked about in the media and internet so it's hard for me to quite know the dimension of the devastation there

save up for a plane ticket maybe? if there are planes going in and out of the country, seeing how things are i wouldnt be surprised if that's also not an option

>>38501080
No man.
Barely any countries are granting syrian citizens visa. It's not the same for me as it's for you guys. I don't just need a ticket. I need approval to actually fly in the first place
And don't worry many people underestimate the war here it's not your fault

>>38501137
go to Kilis

>>38499693
im pretty anti refugee
but ill make an exception with you fellow robot, godspeed

>>38501218
As in....school shooting?

>>38501315
I am anti refugee too
I can understand how sandniggers causing chaos is not acceptable.
I am an apostate,so no islam
I am a metal musician,educated
But most importantly, I am white kek

>>38501015
>i will get beheaded for riding a bike
sounds like you are just lying. nut up and either walk or bike the fuck away.

>>38501413
What? No, OP.
Go to Kilis.

>>38501603
Mate, I meant it as in getting beheaded because I will pass in isis controlled areas.

Why the fuck do you guys think that I can simply bike out? Do you know our borders? Where am I biking to? Iraq? Palestine? Fucking cyprus?
Please make it easy for me

>>38501692
Sorry anon thought you jokingly said "Kills"


I really think that Turkey isn't the greatest option for me
Many people I know are there and living like shit
I will most likely not be able to study as well so I am not sure

>>38501996
anon, pls.
you're not thinking about this the right way.
nobody said go to kilis and settle down and start a new life there.
getting to kilis is only the first step.
i am not posting in this thread again.

>>38502160
Hey I am sorry that I might sound like I am making this harder
I just have no idea what to do and I am not rich or anything.
My apologies if I seemed like a stubborn asshole but I really have no idea what to do with my life.
And thanks for your contribution,along with all the other anons who commented as well

Nigga go to Israel. Literally cry to the IDF or something. Try the "Refugee" meme.

>>38502436
Dont go to Israel, the kikes would love for you to walk in their bullets.

OP try to come to Europe, you're welcome as long you don't act like a nigger and actually try to integrate into society

>>38501015
>arressted for such a display of autism publicly.


Top Kek

>>38501015
>what's the french legion?

What is Google my friend use it
http://foreignlegion.info/joining/

>>38502436
I would be shot down in a blink of an eye for "attempted stabbing"

>>38502760
If I make it to Europe. I would be studying,working and making my music. I am not a muslim virgin who gets an erection on the sight of female legs .

>>38503388
Thanks man I will check it


Also sorry for replying now
I lost my internet and it just went up again. Thanks to anyone who commented or is still commenting

>>38503388
So basically military service? I am not so sure about this . I really was planning on studying Medical Engineering in Syria if I don't get to leave. So I am not so sure about ditching everything and becoming a soldier