Another birthday is here.
Now I'm 30.
Still a fat fuck. Still a NEET. Still living with parents. No friends. No GF. Kissless Virgin. Probably held hands in kindergarden, the highlight of my sexual life.
I was gonna start my birthday by fapping to Pure Pure A Story of Ears and Tails. (Pic related). Then as I was going through the Hinata storyline I just broke down and started to cry.... I have fucking 30 years old and I have accomplished nothing, just fapping to japanese cartoons in my dark dirty bedroom while my parents are afraid to even knock the door for fear I'll be dead... or worse.
And this is not gonna change. Ever.
I tried, I'm an ugly failure. I can't stand to be outside. I only go out at night to take some air and shop for supplies. I'm so far gone I can barely interact with the cashier. Last time I was muttering I was going to pay cash and she couldn't hear me so I had to raise my voice, the entire staff turned around to look at me... I just got red faced, paid and left as quickly as I could.
I don't even have nice clothes anymore. Everything I own is torn, stained with grease, cheetos or cum. My mom has given up on buying me clothes and I can't afford any.
Just going to end it all pretty soon I guess. I'll make sure to stream it for you.
Thanks for letting me vent robots.
This is my only comfy place in the world.
>>38489419
Ay man, i feel you. Just dont give up bro, as least live to see the end. I've broken down plenty of times. Fill your mind with something else. Distract yourself. Usually helps me.
>>38489419
33 year old fag here is that a good game? I'm going though Neko Nin Heart right now.
And I reached that point before. Probably at the same age as you too. You can definitely crawl out of it.
The beauty/failure about the world is that the bar is very low on the amount of intelligence/knowledge/skill it requires to do decently in it. So you can catch up to the average person if you want.
>>38489419
don't give up just yet.
haha what a loser fag sdgfsdfgh sdgf
>>38489419
Don't give up anon. Why don't you try exercise a little for a change? Perhaps go for a run at your local college track field? Then try for a change. I hope you get better.
>>38489419
hope, just hope, that you can help out
>>38489419
Being 30 doesn't mean much. You still have a lot of life ahead of you if you want it. You could change but you have to want to change.
This is almost me but I'm 27 and not a weeb. I go get food at night (past midnight) and use self checkouts (big supermarkets usually only have them available).
May you meet your perfect waifu in heaven. RIP roboto.
im sincerely sorry anon so, so, sorry from the bottom of my heart, try eating healthier and working out, set goals for yourself, go on /fit/ ask us anything we're here for you
>>38489419
Hey OP, me >>38489518 again.
I would have to agree with the exercise part. It won't fix everything. Like if you're 100% depressed, then regular exercise will bring it down to 80% depression. But you'll be stronger and more in shape, and sticking to a workout schedule/daily routine helps a lot. It beats sitting in front of a computer at our point anyway.
Just don't give up. If your post isn't a fakepost anyway.
hope this isn't real, but it's not too late to change. you're obviously miserable, stuck in the prison of your home and your own mind and fear and bad habits.
>>38489419
Do this:
>Clean your room
>Sell your weeb shit on eBay
>Buy some used clothes at the thrift store or online
>Go to the library every day as if it was your job. Find the self-help section and read every day.
>>38489419
>Now I'm 30.
Me too.
>Still a fat fuck.
>Still a NEET.
>Still living with parents.
>No friends.
>No GF.
>Kissless Virgin.
All me.
>Probably held hands in kindergarden, the highlight of my sexual life.
Fucking Chad, get out!! REEEEEEEEE!
>I have fucking 30 years old and I have accomplished nothing, just fapping to japanese cartoons in my dark dirty bedroom
Know that feel too
>I tried, I'm an ugly failure. I can't stand to be outside.
I've been a shut in for the last 9 years.
Last year I actually started having eye problems from, I'd guess, being locked up in a dark room without seeing the sun for so long.
Oh well, I've worn glasses since I was a kid, always anticipated I would become blind one day.
I don't even leave the house at night, not enough visual acuity.
>I don't even have nice clothes anymore.
My best clothes are second hand from a cousin of mine, my aunt gave them to me, everything else I own is at least between 5-10 years old.
>Just going to end it all pretty soon I guess.
I've been saying that to myself for over 6 years.
I'm still here.
Sorry for the failure dick measuring.
>>38489419
Congradulations you should be proud anon you are now a wiard ! now you have mana with all that sexual energy you have wasting away pew pew pew i wish i was like you but i have to work like a normal pearson i would kill to be a neet im 21 years old. how can i become like you oh great one ?
>>38489419
Oh, happy birthday.