Anybody else abusing drugs to kill the pain tonight? Post what you're on. I myself am having a lovely smoke of meth tonight.
And before anybody says it, yes I know I'm degenerate.
I'm just sitting in my room, waiting for my weed.
I did a bunch of meth yesterday / earlier today.
Was the first time in 2 years that I shot up. Drinking some beer rn waiting for me to finally be able to go to sleep.
>>38468680
>>38468611
How did you even get into meth?
And where are you guys located? Meth seems to be mainly a midwest issue.
>>38468712
I live in the midwest. I'm not really into meth, I just happened to come across some yesterday.
>>38468611
>>38468712
>did adderall a few times
>loved it
>hear meth is like more powerful adderall
>buy and smoke meth
Honestly it was a lot less of a downward spiral than people think. People always think of meth as like the end of the drug road, but for me it was just a logical next step
>>38468740
What made you care so little that you would do it?
I worry for your safety anon
>>38468763
>What made you care so little that you would do it?
Trying to get off heroin.
>>38468763
>He's never casually smoked meth on a weekend
>>38468803
I hope you get better anon. Do you think you'll stop doing meth once you're past heroin?
>>38468752
I guess that doesn't sound to bad. How long have you been at it? Are you noticing any differences in your health at all yet?
>>38468888
I've already gotten past it, I guess this was a temporary relapse. I'm not a big fan of uppers so I'm not really worried at all.
>>38468924
oh. well, good luck in the future anon. I really hope that you end up alright.
>>38468611
It's really strange when people act like meth is a huge deal. It's been such a prescence in my life that it feels like a completely normal thing to do
>>38468973
It may be better than heroin but it's still a terrible thing to be into.
>>38468973
Well meth users tend to take poor care of themselves, go without sleep for long periods of time, have higher risk of heart attacks, and steal to support their addictions.
>>38468973
It numbs you to everything good eventually. Nothing is supposed to feel that good. I dabbled in it a bit a few years back, quit when it claimed every single other person I did it with and turned them into faces of meth examples. I've only met a couple other people who can manage to it casually and not get consumed by it. Be careful anon (pointless words, I know)
>>38469062
They're also incredibly fucking annoying to be around.
>>38469062
I know it's horrible for you, I just mean it's such a common thing around me
>>38468611
>tfw studies show meth destroys dopamine systems
>tfw can't be happy without meth because of this
Truly a living hell
Anybody thinking of doing it, don't. I wish drug commercials would be more honest instead of using ridiculous scare tactics like your teeth will fall out. The reality that meth will literally make you chemically incapable of happiness is far scarier
>>38469087
>Just want to buy weed
>This lady who sells weed also sells meth and uses it too
>Stand and listen to her forcefully expell words from her mouth for like 20mins straight
>Just an awkward loner, no idea how to tell her to shut up and that I need to go now
>Her little kids punching and kicking me as well the whole time
>>38469184
>Her little kids
Now this is just sad.
>>38469201
Welcome to the world of hard drugs.
>>38469201
To be fair, they weren't a bad family at all. Dad had a solid job and income, and I live in Australia so poor people have to try a lot harder to hit rock-bottom. Was always super weird going to that house though. There were guys my age who seemed to live in the garage smoking weed, and I'd join them sometimes, but I never got any contact details or really made friends with them. I wish drugs were just legalised so I could buy them without having to go through people.
no your normal.
but no I'm to broke so I just lie here in pain.
Vicodin is not cutting it anymore.
>>38468611
>smoking meth fool, vape that shit
>>38469375
>not shooting up
If you're going to fuck your life up you might as well do it right.
I been tryna workout lately to get a natural high but shit just aint the same, thinkin imma relapse real soon shit
>>38469263
>tfw live in West coast Canada
>tfw medical dispensary every block it seems
It's comfy lads
>tfw you don't even like weed anymore
>>38469424
And fry your pleasure circuits even further?
>>38469445
Smoke a lot more of it, every day.
>>38469465
I did, it just doesn't do it for me anymore. I'd rather drink.
I've done crystal meth once and it was pretty underwhelming given all the hype, felt just like dex, maybe i didn't do enough
>>38469263
Let me guess mt druitt NSW?