finally got a girlfriend she has borderline... [i overcome porn

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Hello guys has been a long time let me tell my story [Crazy shit]


>I always lurked here on 4chan about my problems (was always the worst decision
>after I was abused by my mom with 9 years old I developed a sick addictive behavior with porn
>with 15 discovered incest porn and my orgams were strong just with this type of kinky
>17 discovers 4chan and research my issues
>get worse and tries to pursue my mom
>fails and get humiliated
>turns mom/son fetish into some cuck incest
>finds Trans and trap shit
>18 finally change fetish, went to sissy shit
>deeper and deeper
>cd trying kinky shit and depressed
>lurk here for more shit to help
>one day tries to fuck myself with a 6 inches dildo and eat my own cum
>REGRET SOO MUCH
>at the same time I was failing nofap (started with 17 years old soo a fucking year trying)
>stop using the internet and keep following the quote "don't fight the old build the new"
>start being happier again after a shit phase
>lifting
>start liking my body
>1 month without 4chan and sick shit
>masturbate last time with my hand (really hard)
>had balls to see a girl that I keep talking online
>date with her
>went to her city
>after couple weeks dating invite her to my house
>lost my virginity with her (she was on period
>keep having doubts because she said bad stuff about her ex "he followed me" " didn't care for my illness "
>reads about borderline
>ask for a break
>sadness moment of this year
>we both cried a lot
>can't sleep
>we are together now
>but my doubts are here
>she has borderline and live 20 km of me (12 miles, neighborhood city)
>I don't know why I made this post
50 days on nofap, I am traveling now, and 2 months clean of 4chan

I will answer questions
Sorry for my shit English and long post