for the past couple of years i have just been acting as a totally different personality than i am, just so theres a chance i could get friends, or just any prolonged social interaction. thing is, its out of hand now. now no one likes me AND i am a massive douche and i cannot stop acting like this now.
i just want to go back to the way i was before, being quiet, and no body knowing much about me.
Time for a new slate then, move cities or retreat into isolation.
>>38449449
I don't inderstand how anyone can put on a different personality. As soon as I'm around people I can't put on any sort of act. I just freeze up and can't think of much to say.
Why do faux-psychotic emo faggots love using that picture so much
>>38449449
Find Jordan Peterson on youtube, he will lead you to water, roughly speaking
>>38449511
It's really easy just have BPD like me and you put on a new personality for each and every person
Maybe you had bad friends that infuenced you and thus, left an unwanted impression on you? Random guess
>>38449541
i do not see though, what videos could be relevant to this?
>>38449543
Alright, I'm like the opposite of BPD in many ways.
>>38449511
as said, it was just over time. different things influencing me.
>>38449484
i plan on being silent/ignoring them from hereon, but its just so difficult to do.