I feel suddenly drawn to religion, esoteric Christianity to be specific. What's wrong with me?
>>38444231
You're depressed and looking for some sort of mystery to life. I'm sorry to tell you but fucking elder scrolls lore is more interesting and in depth than anything about christianity. If you want spoopy mysticism and things of that nature go to your local masonic lodge.
>>38444231
getting ready for the upcoming Apocalypse
>>38444294
>>38444313
I've considered both of these.
>>38444294
>autistic robot
>being accepted in a masonic lodge
>>38444347
They don't really care who you are as long as you show that you want to improve yourself.
>>38444395
Aren't you expected to donate to charity?
>>38444412
Are you actually listening to this guy?
First off you need to be invited so good luck
You don't want to join there world all follow Satan
>>38444294
>says masons being more spoopy and "mystical" than Christianity
>Clearly never read The Lives of the Desert Fathers and delved into early Christian history.
>>38444412
Not all lodges have the same rules so you'll have to ask around. Afaik most don't mandate it just heavily encourage it, it's not expected if you're poor.
Care to be more specific, OP? What type of esoteric Christianity?
>>38444453
Satanists aren't allowed to become freemasons. At entry level it's just an environment to socialize in, donate, talk about literature, invest together etc. If you're afraid of a bit of symbolism I don't know what to tell you.
>>38444294
Christianity is deeper than you'd think. If you actually read the bible and look at the art and study the history, you'll realise that.
It's contains the Mythical history of Israel and the Middle East, as well as the biography of Jesus Christ, told by men almost as interesting as him.
The Gods, as well as the Angels and Demons themselves, are also very fascinating, and some pre-date Judaism.
>>38444549
Gnosticism and shit
>>38444572
A lot more than symbolism going on higher up.
I don't know what to tell you if you think it's ok to take part in the occult
>>38444787
Anon is scared of shapes kek