I cant gain any pleasure from my old hobbies, games, books, alchahol, movies etc.
But seeing/hearing of normies die makes me so ecstatic. I need help, jesus christ
I just had chef boyardee and you're evil
>>38432243
nah you dont need help, thats pretty normal on this board
>>38432243
It seems old hobbies were solely about consuming. Try a creative hobby, like writing or drawing.
>>38432348
drawing is for kids in kindergarten
>>38432243
the tl;dr of this is you created neural pathways that responded to those stimuli. the same shit over and over however stops stimulating it as well as it used to.
gotta keep going at new shit for that high but don't do it too often or for too long because then you wear those pathways like a path through snow and now you get the hotdog(hobby) down a hallways(your ability to take pleasure in this) effect and that shits permanent. if you did shit like binge video games for 20 hours a day growing up or jacked off to porn several times a day you've basically fucked yourself barring short but novel bursts at shit like the suffering of others or maybe a nice joke but then its back to reduced brain activity in the pleasure centers for you.
>>38432590
Thanks that was very incitful
>>38432750
you should just build that sandpaper treadmill room and throw a normie inside and have a good laugh from time to time.