Tomorrow is finally the day. I'm going to end my own life.

>>38429496
Cya, faggot. Sometimes suicide is the right option, but it almost always isn't. Seriously consider what you're doing. You can only kill yourself once. Try to get your life back on track if you can, and kill yourself if that doesn't work

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In case anyone wanted to see Lauren southens camel toe.

It is your life. It is your choice to end it .Once you die,all responsibility is lost. No more consequences. I am happy for you.

>>38429541
Ive been considering it for 12 years now. I do believe it's the right option. Cya.

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OP you fucking idiot. Why would you post this? Now all the self-righteous normies are going to flood in here "waah waah don't kill yourself" just so they can feel a bit better about themselves and think they actually fucking care.

OP fucking kill yourself and have a great time doing it and don't listen to the the filth that will flood in here, the very filth that drove you to this prying at you to keep you here.

>tomorrow

you've already failed

Where do you live so I can call the police?

God bless you.

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Cya later OP. Hope your making the right decision. If your regretting it after taking it you could probably just call an ambulance. good luck mate

>>38429621
>Now all the self-righteous normies are going to flood in here "waah waah don't kill yourself"
That's what opee wanted. He's just an attention whoring faggot lover

>>38429496
>normal dose of 900mg
even 60 mg morphine doses can cause permanent impairment, coma, or even death. >In case of drug dependence, long term use, or increased levels of high tolerance for opiates, up to 3 grams of morphine per day can be tolerated.

anon i don't think it's going to work....

>>38429496
Godspeed anon

obviously not original

I keep thinking about leaving as well. Hope it works out for ya OP

youre not gonna do it faggot, when ur playing vidya you will think "well i can just live like this forever and kill myself when it doesn't work anymore" the fact that youre doing it tomorrow is enough for me to know you will keep postponing it

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I wish I could convince you not to but I know I cant. If you're so tortured that the only way you can have peace is through death then Godspeed. But this is probably a bad decision, anon.

>>38429621
You're right anon. I'm just gonna abandon this post and go start my last day today. What's the fucking point of waiting until tomorrow;

>>38429670
Someone who is opiate naive can overdose from 180mg. Ive been taking 60's everyday for 4 years now and I worked my way up to 900mg. 3g can be tolerated by people who have been doing morphine for years, not normal people, 2g will certainly kill me considering I overdosed on 1.3g 3 weeks ago.

Anyways, I wont fail you anons.
Catch ya on the flip side.

Peace be with you.
I envy you op.
Failed twice at an hero.
Hopefully, it's a good end for you.

>>38429780
Since you failed twice, will you try again? I can't fathom how much worse life would get after the normies put you on watch.

You're not going to do it. Enjoy your high vacation while playing vidya and ordering pizza. We'll see you after your mind trip vacation. Everyone needs a trip! Everyone needs a vacation!

>>38429496
Just imagine the sweet release of stress, responsibility, worry. Lucky dude, wheee did you buy it?

good night sweet boy, may your afterlife be pure

>>38429592
Tell me about your situation. I'm not interested in talking you out of it or anything, just curious

>>38429496
Yeah dude, I wish I could do it with you. Fuck, it'd be great.

>>38429496
hope it goes to plan mate. i plan on heroin OD for my way out.

How do people do it when they live in a subdvision with their parents and not wprry about being a vegetable when using a firearm?

that seems hard

would a pistol to the head be irrevivable

>Tomorrow I swear!
No you won't. If you really had no reason to live, you'd do it right here and now.

>>38429955
he id going for a heroin style (both in the opioids family) death. supposedly it is Judy like falling asleep and then youre dead

if OP was really smart how he would drink alcohol in combination with that medication

Can you buy us some steam games?

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op how many times you made a thread like this

>>38429496
How about you wait one day longer and try to make tomorrow an even better day that today? It's not like you're gonna miss the chance to kill yourself.

>>38429496
Did you lose your virginity?

I want to see Lauren Southern's butthole.

>>38429762
You should drink a bit or take a benzo before taking it, better off being sure about it than overdosing but not dying and living like a vegetable from brain damage and such.

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See you in warp, sissy.

>>38430187

lauren southern blacked when?

Say hi to Hitler for us OP

>>38429496
I hope you enjoy your brain damage.

>>38429496
Why do you want to kill yourself???
>Original post

>>38429496
My best friend killed himself and now I'm fucked and alone.

Think about who you leave behind, nigger.

>>38430190
OP back again.
Yeah, I was going to drink some before hand. I was doing that even before I was intentionally trying to OD.

>>38430367
All I have is online "friends" (people I've added from steam that Ive never spoken to outside of playing with once).

>>38430403
What about your Mother?

>>38430290
No.
Only I may mate with her.

>>38430403
Can you take a picture of the morphine?

>>38430403
Why don't you just do LSD bro, it can be totally life changing for people with suicidal depression.

>>38429496

If you kill yourself now, you will liteally never know what it feels like to cum inide a woman. At least rape a bitch before you go.

>>38430367
Wah! Its all about ME! DIDNT YOU HEAR ME OP?!? THINK ABOUT EVERYONE BUT YOURSELF

>>38430450
What about her?

I don't live with my parents, I can do what I like.

>the best day ever
>plays vidya
>does not blow all his savings for hookers and cocaine

never going to do it

Where do you get morphine I'm stuck with shitty pst

>>38430559
Ironically, I met my dealer at a NA meeting back when I was trying to get clean. I know lots of people who have met their dealers through NA.

PST isnt shitty man. Its saved me from getting dope sick probably 100+ times in the past. Good luck getting off the shit, though. Its harder to kick than dope or fent.

>>38430545
I blew all my savings (lol savings) on opiates that will end my life. Having sex with women is a waste of time. Jerking off alwsys worked for me until addiction killed my sex drive completely.

>>38430598
I switched because there was too much carfentanyl going around lots of people died and I got spooked. Hopefully some day I can find a pill pusher

>>38430653
Sign up for NA and find sod,one slinging pills there. Its very easy to get subs that way, too. Especially convincing other addicts they should give/sell you their stash, because they're quitting.

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>>38429496
Good luck OP I hope your last day is a good one.

Godspeed Friend.

I don't know you, I don't care about you, and I couldn't care less if you an hero or not.

But I can guarantee you that suicide is the wrong decision.

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>>38429496
Attention whore. Pic related. 2/10 for making me reply. Also saged.

>>38430542
Yeah, I'm sure your folks will be happy to see you dead.

suicide is never the answer,kids

dump your porn collection pls

Are you originally absolutely sure on this matter? No going back

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Sleep well buddy.

>>38429496
good luck anon, cya

>>38430638
>>38429496
>opiates

should've bought a shitty gun, 99% success as long as you hit the right spot

overdose is just a cry for attention

>>38429496
i don't know why people would use morphine, if i was ever going to kms i would want to shoot myself in the head because my mind is what I hate, killing the brain would kill the mind and set me free.

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>>38429955
you can fuck pistol up. i had a friend who ended up a vegetable after
>>38430190
drink half a fifth and eat an amount of bars that would make you go into oblivion
>>38429822
opiate addiction isnt lucky speaking as an addict. i wake up every day with the flu and severe stomach pain until i make a hit, and ive quit every other type of drugs. cant quit this one. only people id recommend it too are people who are dying within a couple years anyways
>>38431494
opiate overdose causes you to stop breathing and cuts off oxygen to the brain killing it. bullets can only kill part of it and leave some alive. less comprehensive

>>38430530
This
I don't normally advocate drug use for someone that has mental issues but it helped me out with my chronic depression about a year ago. Whatever you choose to do, good luck anon.

>>38431575
>implying you can't fuck up a drug overdose
>implying the success rate with a gun isn't way, way higher than with pills

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>>38431620
he doesn't seem to really know what he's talking about

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>>38431620
you could just take an od amount and then hang yourself with sturdy cord and a good tying surface. and make a suicide helmet that shoots you in the brain with 8 12 gauge slugs 15min after you press the button. really close to 100% success rate.
>>38431683
ive read it. if i were gonna go, probably OD+ hanging. i feel like id fuck a gunshot up. i know drugs and ropes really well. i have a gun a rarely shoot, much less at myself. tie different knots and do drugs daily. i can tie a noose that would kill someone pretty fast, just give me where to hang it.

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>>38431719
its hard to fuck up

buy $150 12 gauge single-shot shotgun at sports store and box of buckshot, saw off barrel to make it handier to aim into your mouth if you so choose, take libation or take whatever drugs you need, aim the muzzle into the back of your throat and pull the trigger, this will be the method I use

https://youtu.be/P2Bkk7pmFdU?t=55s

>>38431719
Basically the only way to fuck it up is if you put the gun under your chin and shoot your face and your frontal lobe off, which is what turns you into a veg. If you put the gun straight back in your mouth and blow your brain stem out it's pretty much a guarantee.

Way more people turn into vegetables from oxygen deprivation after an attempted hanging or OD. Your advice is shit.

>>38431892
be safe and take enough poison or drugs to die too right before doing it. would be real shit to end up a vegetable or worse

>>38429496
ask God for forgiveness/his Blessing before you take the final step that will lead to death on the off chance that he may exist and views suicide as hell worthy. pretty sure you have to truly believe that he exists in order to get his forgiveness and what not though. good luck nigger maybe check in here and share your experience on morphine while you're on it

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>>38432080
theres loads of people talking about what opiates are like all over the internet. check out some stories. some people hate em and others... fall in love. its not a lifestyle i recommend at all. eventually it turns into smacked out or dopesick 24/7. highest of all highs or a horrific flu that consumes mind and body. to me a moderate dose doeant impair function, not like booze. i could interact normally, play games fine, all that. in fact i participated more in class and all that. i felt so great, i kept justifying using every day and multiple times a day. cozy blanket by a fire but for the brain. been using opiates for like 2 years now. every time i quit i want back on them, even after the terrible and long withdrawals. i always need to have something on me or i can get sick. leave the house for more than a few hours, better pack. or ill start getting depressed and irritable and in serious pain and diahreah. when i use all worry in the world melts away for a bit. its a dumb cycle. kind if robs you of motivation to do anyyhing but score. i still do normal stuff like friends and vidya and craft hobbies and fishing but junk is always on the mind. ive done bad things to score. im naturally kinda anxious and depressed and a good hit smooths life out like mad. you just melt into the floor and everything is okay. ive "quit" loads of times. i never IV'd yet and im avoiding it. i bet i actually quit for good within 3-5 years, and maybe do just a few times a year after that if i can control myself. i basically need it to feel normal and thats the worst and scariest part to me.

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May you find peace in the waking world OP.

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Lots of love your way OP, I hope you find peace as your consciousness fades and you become a part of the universe again

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>>38429496
Yay! One less car on the road during rush hour !

Enjoy the eternal darkness.

Sweet dreams OP.

> not fucking a high-end escort on your way out

Nigga what the fuck are you doing man

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>come into /r9k/
>get depressed
>give myself a lethal dose of morphine

>>38433107
Looooool so meta

you dumb dumb, go out with a bang. Go to Tijuana to kill yourself do a bunch of coke like this guy. : http://postgradproblems.com/exclusive-detailed-timeline-of-the-guy-who-went-to-mexico-to-kill-himself-but-is-saved-by-hookers-and-cocaine/

Or hitchhike or some shit, worst case scenario you die

>>38429496
Livestream PE gameplay

>>38429496
Just dont do it, its not worth it
There are people that care about you

>>38429496
Why not just buy a mask and some helium gas? That's the most successful suicide method with the lowest possibility to stay alive while also the one who doesn't hurt, you just fall asleep and don't even notice that you are dying.

desu, suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem, I'm not trying to be a moralfag, but almost every problem a person could have (despite cancer) could be solved. But hey, it's your life, but just try at least to rethink if there isn't another solution.

>>38433262
unironically this

say wha wha in the butt

>OP can just live years of getting high all the time until he dies
>He decides to blow it off on one trip instead
Are you fucking retarded ?

>>38429496
>Any final words to a fellow robot, anons?
Yeah, I envy your courage and I hope I can grow the balls to follow your footsteps someday. Godspeed, anon, have a good one and sorry this life was so shit to you.

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>>38433333
>Those digits

>>38433532
It's gonna be one hell of a trip though.

>>38429592
>I do believe it's the right option
What other options have you considered?
Some people make up solutions to their unhappiness first and then kill themselves when it doesn't work (see sex change).

>>38433208
starving to death when you hitchhike way out in unincorporated nowhere is pretty much the worst way to die...

>>38429496
Someone loves you anon. You won't do it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z0tbA9ksWcM&t=10s

>>38433908
That s (one of) the reason i m not doing it, if my brother find me it would be the worst think that ever happened.

>>38429496
Best of luck anon, I'm a little envious quite honestly.

>>38429496
Where do you get morphine? I was on a morphine drip for 10 days in the er after a car wreck and it was comfy af.

All this talk of vegetables, do hospitals really keep failed suiciders alive if there is no hope of recovery?

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>>38434025
My most vivid memory from my 6 month stint in prison was a heroin addict telling me how ever since he felt the 100% pure happiness of being high on opiates, nothing has ever felt happy when he's sober. He was in tears telling me to never, ever try it, and I haven't.

I wonder how he's doing now - his sentence was extremely long (armed robbery).

Serious question:

Why not just fucking rob a bank, play GTA in real life, fly to Colorado and just be homeless smoking weed 24/7?

I don't understand this 'lay down and die' philosophy, I'd rather go out in style and become a meme.

Imagine: "Man in Tigger Costume steals ice cream from pedestrians on a hot day, shoots them in the nuts with a nerf gun, and moons cops before being shot"

I asked this to numerous people on the verge of suicide and they refuse to answer, like they blew a fuse in their brain.

>>38434323
Apparently getting shot hurts and committing crimes means you might go to prison.

People who are suicidal want to die, not suffer and live.

>>38433297
>I'm not trying to be a moralfag, but almost every problem a person could have (despite cancer) could be solved.
Can I make myself younger and with a more attractive, less aged face? Can I make my bones bigger? Can I make myself taller? Can I make my dick bigger? Can I get a more intelligent brain with better long term memory?

>probably some parasite eve on ps1

No, anon please don't. Someone with taste that good can't die. :(

>>38434482
Mark Zuckerberg and Bill Gates are probably near the picture of an Beta Incel than the actual majority on this board, yet they are both beloved and extremely successful (yeah, I know, both are highly intelligent and had rich parents from the start, but still).

Despite that: I'm also not really handsome, a manlet, average IQ (serious measuring, not the internet meme IQ test shit. My IQ was tested at the age of 12, I have an IQ of exactly 100) and a virgin. Still I'm managed to study CS and get respectable grade, but of course I must put a lot of work in it, nothing falls in my hands.

>>38434323
Because much like GTA if you get arrested you are far more fucked than if you just get killed. Unlike GTA most people don't have access to massive amounts of automatic weapons and ammunition that make the cops come in full tilt murder mode. They also have a biological drive to live, which when you kill yourself via overdose, bullet to the skull, or hanging is fairly easily suppressed. In the bank with a twelve gage and a pistol, juices flowing, it is not so easily suppressed. On top of this, most suicidal people are not murderous, the ones that are do indeed go out and do this, it's why it happens hundreds of times a year in the US.

>>38433297
Nigger overdosing on morphine is almost exactly how you described except you get crazy fucking high beforehand. It's literally the way doctors do assisted suicides.

>>38429496
See you in hell anon.
All of us are going to end up there.

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>>38429496
Fuck off. You won't even do it.

>>38430530
LSD with a suicidal mindset fucked me up pretty bad. I would suggest DMT.

>>38429496
You'l take some and stop, pussy.
Take the whole thing at once, be a fucking man.
You're 4.5Billion years worth of evolution, you can kill yourself as a smart human sentient being.

>>38434901
>except you get crazy fucking high beforehand

Pharma Anon here (not the guy you are responding to).
You won't go crazy high from a morphine overdose, you pass out from your breathing failing before any high or euphoria kicks in.

>Lauren Southern
I prefer Shoe0nhead by Lauren has a better bodytype

>>38429496
If you actually did it then i'm really jelly of you

I wish I had the balls to put myself out of this fucking misery

>>38436099
If you do it from sobriety, but anyone who has access to morphine isn't going to do that.

>>38436105
all camwhores should be gassed, desu

these particularly don't even show tits, and neckbeards give them money. disgusting.

>>38436829
>these particularly don't even show tits
Yeah, but I wish they would.

>neckbeards give them money
I've done it

>>38429549
Who is Lauren Southern?

>>38433297
>almost every problem a person could have (despite cancer) could be solved

are you underage? how in the world could anyone believe this.

>>38437186
The person in OP pic, she's a journalist who browses /pol/

I've met Lauren Southern IRL. She has a musky smell and uses overpowering perfume, it's somewhat unpleasant even. Also oily skin that she cakes in makeup.

What's with all you faggots telling OP not to commit suicide? >>>/reddit/ is that way

godspeed OP, we will blaze a joint in your name if you dont do it

>>38429496
>he's an alt righter
Good riddance

>>38431575

You have to be mentally challenged to fuck up killing yourself with a gun.

>>38429496
>parasite eve


You got good taste anon.

I know my words mean nothing when I say dont do it. That its a permanent answer to a temporary problem.
Id as k you think it through.

But should the call if the void be too strong, and its temptation too sweet. May your rest be fulfilling and absolute.
The Emperor protects.

>>38439194
cuckposting i see very funny

>>38433107
Shippy

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>>38429496
Shut up and do it right fucking now you cunt, don't ask here like we care about your pathetic and filthy existence just keep in mind that you're a huge faggot and you don't deserve even the minimal of our attention, just kill yourself, no one is going to feel bad because of you, they will just think you're a selfless broke ass faggot

>>38429762
Nobody here is discussing the route of administration. IV is different that oral.

2g IV will kill you. 2g oral? I don't know. Enjoy your constipation.

>>38430530
Ketamine has a more proven track record. I'm a recovering opiate addict and have gotten over major depression thanks to it

>>38430530
I was suicidal and LSD and mushrooms both made things much worse while they were active and no difference after. I don't know the statistics for them but MDMA helped me most. Haven't done any thing in like 3 years now.

Goodbye friend, I hope all goes well for you.

>>38429496
where's your livestream?