>been sitting in my room for 3 or 4 years
>no video game console
>spend literally just about every waking second producing music
>been doing it non stop and constantly researching it on youtube when im not doing it
>go through other amateur producers on youtube with low views
>i just dont have that feel for it
>they can do more with 2 notes than i can with a whole song
>they make 2 fucking notes with a bass line sound better than me having like 4 melodies
god damn it god fucking damn it, im so poor why the fuck cant i have one thing jesus christ.
>>38427692
melodic rock was a mistake
>tfw you get away with playing two extended improvised jazz piano solos in a top 40 radio song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cOeKidp-iWo