>be loner aspie who never leaves the house >have to go

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>>38427504
Aspiefeels thread?
>Majority of male aspies have an incredibly hard time with women
>The female ones have no trouble whatsoever finding a guy
>That guy will also put up with all her spergness
>Meanwhile, the males would have to contain all of it

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>>38427699
>be diagnosed with asperger's
>watch a documentary about aspies
>they're all super weird and awkward
>don't think about myself like that
>suddenly realize I might actually be exactly like that and I just lack the self-awareness

>>38427899
>try to get library card
>have panic attack before i walk into the building
>cant chance if they will need to check my balls or god help me my blood pressure for the card

>>38428066
>someone happens to stare at my direction
>not sure if they're looking at me and finding me weird/funny/attractive looking, or if they're just government spies sent to follow me because I called someone nigger on 4chan last night

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>get government issued autismbux
>have nothing to spend it on
>the money just keeps piling
>don't want to waste the money because I didn't earn it and it's not really *my* money

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>>38427899
>>suddenly realize I might actually be exactly like that and I just lack the self-awareness

Fuck this feel

>>38428119
>bought a Hawaiian shirt yesterday and put it on, unbuttoned
>walk into various store and buy stuff
>noticed at least three disgusted looks
>i usually look like a scumbag, but it seems an open Hawaiian shirt whilst in a white t shirt and shorts makes you look like a piece of shit
>or maybe it was my slow undulating laugh

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>it's a voices hurt my ears and food doesn't taste good as it did yesterday -day

>>38427899
>suddenly realize I might actually be exactly like that and I just lack the self-awareness
You are exactly like that. We all are. This is why autists hate each other IRL; when two meet they both think "wow, this guy's retarded, I'm nowhere near as bad as him".

I have felt a lot of these things, guys. I know a lot of you are probably joking but I have been living it every day and without respite I am confronted with yet another question from a normal person. In fact the other day I was going into a concert that my aunt bought me tickets for (for my birthday). It was my favorite band, but a revolving door was the entry point. I just walked away and didn't look back.

>>38427899
>thought I was pretty self aware for an aspie
>never realized this until you mentioned it
Well fuck

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>>38427899
>>38428219
>tfw constantly worrying about people picking up on your spergness

>>38428317
A lot of male aspies are aware and try to hide it though.
Meanwhile, female aspies and regular autists don't give a fuck.

>>38428375
I know a pretty similar feel. I drove an hour to see my favorite band, got there and realized it was a downtown venue and I'd have to find metered parking on the side of a street instead of parking in a lot. Turned around and drove home and watched live videos of them instead.

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>tfw got tricked by acquaintances to go to a weekly d&d game with them
>filled with enormous regret once I get home
They're all fucking and I feel so out of place like I'm a retard attending a Mensa gathering. Did they just invite me to laugh at me behind my back?

>>38429128
>*They're all fucking normies
I'm tired

>tfw aspies
>tfw agoraphobia
>tfw social contacts I got in mental hospital died
>tfw I actually feel like humans are more pesky than ever
>tfw I don't even want to meet other people let alone women anymore

D-Did I make it? Have I ascended past the need for social interaction?

>>38429128

I love d&d...
If you have a good dm it's great. I live foiling whatever the dm has planned.

>>38428375

>on class trip toward the end of school
>walking around with the few people that tolerate me at night
>they point at a disco and want to go in
>the entrance is styled to look like a cave
>leads down a big staurway
>get panic attack
>start crying

I still don't know why.
In the end we split into two groups and i went home early, once my social obligation had been met.

>>38429237
That's one of the few nice things about mild autism, it can make extended solitude comforting rather than something that breaks you down like it does for normal people

>>38428189
>>I didn't earn it and it's not really *my* money
nothing wrong with this in reallity it's not your money goverment gave it to you but they had no right to take it from someone else in the first place.
remember TAXATION IS THEFT

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>>38429324
>tfw autism but extended periods of solitude don't feel comforting and instead break me down

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>>38427899
>>38428317
It never ends.

Oregano

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>tfw got the 'tism but everyone tries to get you to interact more
>tfw girls think you're either cute or some rude cunt
At least I'm not as bad as when I was a kid.