No one has any idea what they're doing and you shouldn't let anyone tell you what to do with your life.
Society is a mental construct, there's nothing saying it has to exist or else you stop existing. You're free to do whatever the fuck you feel like, you just have to make sure nobody catches you doing things that could get you locked up or killed. I know you're probably thinking "what an edgelord" but I'm right and you know it. It's time to realize you've been brainwashed from birth into thinking you're part of a hivemind, that you're a cog in a machine and you need to play by the rules or else you won't be happy.
Bullshit.