So here's the situation anons. For the last two and a half years I've been in a long distance relationship with this girl who I can connect to due to our shared depression and who calls me her boyfriend, but I personally never really clicked with her and frankly she's very boring due to how much weed she smokes. It's just exhausting to even talk to her and she takes up so much time doing nothing when she skypes me while I'm half asleep but I'm worried that this is basically my only chance to ever get a gf.
I told her that she's clingy and boring about two weeks ago and that we need a break but yesterday morning she texted me and told me her computer is fixed and she's willing to do more that I want to do, but I haven't texted her back yet. What should I say to her anons? I'm worried she thinks I completely rejected her and I may have just ruined her self esteem completely.