>tfw feel guilty when I take too much this is why I don't

Good. Don't drink water either. After all, many african children need that water!

i used to feel like that, these feelings usually come from parental verbal abuse when you were a kid
anyway,i still feel guilty but i try to convince myself that i deserve this,i worked for this,this person likes me for who i am,hr chose me.
it fades away little by little
also try to love yourself and stop listening to what you're parents tell you
they're not always right;they are just like you;normal humans that will never grow up