I spent my first 19 years being an incel, i spent 17-19 getting

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I spent my first 19 years being an incel, i spent 17-19 getting /fit/, and after my first year of uni I managed to lose my virginity but got even more depressed after noticing the sluttiness that sorrounded me all the time. The life of an incel made me depressed, the life of a chad made me even more depressed and jaded and I don't know what to do. My dick has no feeling anymore because I spent my early teenage years ultra deathgrip fapping. I don't know what to do anymore, how to live. Sometimes I think that insane people have it lucky, they don't feel the feels that I feel. How do I become insane?