i fapped too much today and i kinda hate myself. i never wanna

>>38405503
Well, at least you're not taking photos of yourself pretending to be a girl and fapping to them afterwards pretending it's a girl who took interest in you.

>>38405503
I go through the same feeling every time I masturbate, that sort of self hate and disgust, the weird feeling of shame but not feeling like you should be ashamed
It usually passes pretty quickly once you get your mind off it anon

>>38405530
i talked to a cute girl today on okcupid and it makes me feel even worse because i fapped to really hyperspecific videos like a total cretin

how can i be someone a girl can trust and depend on if i'm making three adjective searches on pornhub

please anyone help

>>38405560

who cares dude. you will probably meet this girl.

>>38405560
>three adjective searches on pornhub
>not using nudevista or asktiava to broaden your results

>>38405503
i just dont want a fucking fetish fuck i dont know if i should fap more fap less stop fapping fuck

I'm pretty much bored of porn, and once i fap i jump in between fap-material like every minute.

I fap like every other day, and everytime i realize this isnt really what i want but still fap.