Sometimes I wonder, with all my failures in my life, am I a bad human being? I mean, I know I am trash, but do you ever get the feeling you are not good?
Like you are actually an evil, selfish person, but you are very fucking subtle about it. What is it about me, and probably many of you, that makes us think it's somehow OK not to change? What the actual fuck is wrong with us? How did we become this way, how are even aware of this and yet incapable of changing?
We must have the power to change, but since we choose not to, we must neccessarily be evil. I don't believe the depression meme as much as I believe in the concept of evil.
What's your thoughts?
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I wouldn't say I'm actively evil, but I'd also say I'm not good.
I think where I'd dispute you is your saying that we have a moral imperative to change somehow. I'm guessing you'd say we have a moral duty to be good whereas I'd only say we have a duty to not be evil.
you could say it has a domino effect. You are neglecting yourself, no1 wants to be near you, so you become depressed and lash out on others, causing others to suffer. If you would take care of yourself ppl wouldnt be aversive to you.