I'm barely a person I wish I knew who I am, anyony

>>38393300
Yea, i dont even really know my own personality.
Everyone has a persona but im just a robot with no real personality, its all faked .

>>38393300
Kill me, Pete

Please please please please

The 'self' is a myth.

yes
i am scum
unworthy of earthly possessions
god let me die

>>38393407
yeah but I envy other people who never have these doubts and pick something and they know, since they are a teenager or my age, that they are a doctor, or an artist, or an athlete or something

I'm 24 and I have no idea which direction to go and it's driving me insane

I exist behind a veil separating me from the rest of society

>>38393300
Kill me pete
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>>38393494
What would you say is the main obstacle between you and your passions? Would they be logistically bad to pursue, for example?

>>38393832
weak man with zero discipline and mental issues

>>38393899
I dunno, I have the same issues and it's not like I have my shit together.

I am a good artist, I drew a lot in school but looking back I'm very embarassed about my work and don't want anybody to see it. I haven't drawn anything seriously since 2010 but I didn't *lose* any progress where I left off, I just kind of reached a plateau and I'm stuck there, and after years of alcohol abuse I don't have the attention span or conviction to commit to any one idea. And I suck just enough so that I wouldn't make money off commissions since so many people are drawfags now. It's a lot of work for next to no pay unless you're willing to draw really awful porn nobody else would ever want linked to their identity.