>intrusive suicidal thoughts are getting worse
>can't do anything or tell anyone about it without being committed to a loony hospital
>>38392694
Buy some niacin and take up to 3000 mgs a day you can get it on amazon
>>38392694
It takes more than that for involuntary commitment. If you're scared just say you're having intrusive thoughts and you're not comfortable disclosing their contents
>>38392694
You can tell me about it if you want. I can't stop you and I'm not patronizing enough to try and convince you that life is worth living when you've probably already heard that argument a hundred times, but I can sit here and listen to you talk about you feel without judging you for it.
The worst part about intrusive thoughts is when they're truthful.
If I had a happy fulfilled life with friends and family, I could recognize the thoughts as irrational. But I'm actually a pathetic dirtbag waste of oxygen. The thoughts seem pretty rational and valid.