who else /completemess/ here >neet >no friends >no

>>38385750
yeah me too anon. gonna originally kms soon.

>>38385750
Are you me?
I'm happy with that, though. Good books and video games are all I need in life. That and exercise.
You should go outside to exercise though, that's healthier for the brain than indoors shit.

anon you're lucky, i can't even focus on a vidya game or book for longer than 5 minutes :(

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>>38385805
Going outside gives me anxiety, especially in the Summer.

>>38385750
>>no desire to do anything with my life

This is what preoccupies me the most. I have absolutely no drive. Everything is a fucking drag.

>>38385883
I will never understand normies who WANT to work.

>>38385909
Even moreso the ones that do mundane shit and pride themselves on it, not realising that they could be replaced in a second.

Don't give up hope, completeness is just a change away

>>38385972
Nah m8 theres really no point in doing anything in life

its all a meme

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>>38385750
>no desire to do anything with my life
>My only reasons to live are exercise, vidya and books
>books and exercise
>not something in your life
Get out normie, REEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Jokes aside, if you have those things, you're not at rock-bottom yet.


In my case
>NEET
>never had any friends except one guy in HS that I was only acquainted with
>absolutely no hobbies
>don't find vidya and anime to be that enjoyable anymore
>have absolutely no merit as a person
>probably mentally ill but too scared to get a diagnosis
>severly depressed
>occasionally get panic attacks and mental breakdowns
>cry once almost every day

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>>38386870
How old are you and what caused you to become a neet?

Why do you cry?

>no direction in life
>no purpose at all
>feel zero control towards steering my life towards the future i want
>completely powerless physically, financially, emotionally towards where my life is going
>hate my body, personality, and just everyone around me
>think about killing myself weekly
>no job to partake in any of my interests
>no friends except my gf
>still living at home way past an acceptable age

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>>38387042
I'm very young (at least compared to most people here), 19 years old.
I'm a NEET because I don't know what I should do with my life.
Going to higher education doesn't appeal to me at all because I'm not smart and I don't want anything that's on offer, nothing seems appealing because I have no desires and direction.
I don't work because I'm scared of people, I worked once as some security assistance and I dropped too much spaghetti there, which pretty much put me off of interacting with people in a job environment.

I cry because I'm a mess, I have no merit as a person, literally completely worthless by every imaginable metric, I have a stinging inferiority complex, I feel incredibly guilty for stressing out my parents with my burden, and I feel completely empty.
My life is pretty much over at this point, and I barely even lived.

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>>38387156
I'm op and I'm a NEET for the same reason.

I feel like I need to go to uni and get a job so that I can feel like I'm a successful person, but what's the point in living in such a bleak world?

At least you had a job once, though, I've never worked a day in my life.

>>38387222
It was just helping out for a single day for 55 bucks, I don't think that qualifies as any significant employment.

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does anyone here want to be friends? i can relate to these stories

>>38385750
>NEET
>No friends.
>KHV
>Desire to make a comic but can't progress because I'm not allowed to make money when having NEETbux.
>Been outside a lot recently to enjoy skateboarding.
>Not depressed but life is feeling empty.
Skateboarding is fun and all but I can't do it all day, the weather is often shit and when doing it it quickly gets boring as lone wolf. I get bored easy and feel the urge to play World of Warcraft again, the game I should never want again in my life.

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>>38387259
It's something nonetheless


>>38387289
Sure, what's your situation?

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>>38387156

Described pretty much the exact same situation I'm in, same age too.

How long have you been NEET? I finished high school at 16 (uk) and haven't done anything in 3 years, I'm a complete mess currently and struggling to deal with it.

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>>38388109
Honestly, I've been a NEET for only a year, finished HS at 18 (Germany).
The thing though is, apart from the fact that I was in education, the past 5 or so yearshave been the same to me, I was always alone, bored, without merit or hobbies, and an emotional mess.
I just want the pain to end.

>>38388109
>>38388205
Your choices are either suicide or push yourself to do something
Neither choice is wrong or right - don't let anyone else tell you otherwise

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>>38385750
I'm only 18... I don't want to be here guys. I don't want to be alone so fucking much I hate it. I haven't been outside in a month and my "friends" don't talk to me anymore. Even the fucking faggots are doing cool shit and I'm not.
Please, I just want it to stop hurting me at night.

>>38385750
"It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society." -- Jiddu Krishnamurti

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I think my life Is a mess, but I'm not a neet. Here's my situation
>Graduated from trade school
>Spent most of the year job hunting
>No employer wants me
>Continue working at shitty retail job
>Start discovering the reason why we have serial killers in society
>Essentially live like a neet during the day
>Work at night
>Want to get an actual career

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>Zero friends
>just get drunk and play vidya all day
This isn't the perfect life, but I ain't complaining.

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>>38385750
My life is almost the same, OP. Except i am not depressed.
Video-games, music and anime help keep my sanity.
Fuck the rest of the world. I've never felt like i've belonged here anyway.

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>>38387289
Are you still there lonely anon?

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>>38385750
Get a doggo that needs a lot of time and attention put into taking care of it.

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>>38388290
>I haven't been outside in a month and my "friends" don't talk to me anymore. Even the fucking faggots are doing cool shit and I'm not.
please don't think like this anon. i used to feel the same way when my friend group would do "cool shit" without me. they always had cars and licenses that allow them to go out and do all kinds of stupid shit and have fun. i cant drive nor am i social so believe me i got left out on a lot of shit. whenever id see them together on normiechat i would instantly dismiss it in an annoyed manner. but at the end of the day they're just doing stupid shit that doesn't need concern or acknowledgement, matter of fact none of them are better off than me in introspection. with that said you shouldn't worry about what those faggots are doing with their lives - leave them to their faggotry

oregano sent wrong comment

my guildies are basically my friends now. they're the only people i see on a consistent basis willingly, not for payment, who also appreciate my presence and loyalty and i can have fun with them, even if it's on Discord.

people, i think, will take loyalty for granted until they realize that the either have no actual friends or they realize they're stuck in a vicious cycle of making new friends, losing them, making them, losing them.

keep lifting bro.i love you youll be ok.keep the gainz coming train like vegeta .ill be your kakarot

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>24 in a few weeks
>KHV
>zero personality, hate myself. complete human garbage
>life is completely void of anything interesting.
>no motivation to do anything but the lowest effort shitposting
>video games feel like a drag
>can't even eat most days
>can't bear being awake. sleeping is the most exciting part of my day
I tried to get help but they cancel meetings on me or forget to send me appointment letters. The psychiatrist was surprised a 23 year old could be a KHV and never had a relationship, he couldn't fathom it. Waste of fucking time.

I wish I could disappear.
I don't see how it can get better at this stage, everything just continues to get worse and i've seen no evidence of things improving.

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>>38390067
I just do calisthenics at home because I'm too anxious to go to a gym. Despite that I think I have a pretty decent body though

Rookie,
I gave up shitposting 1 year ago, havint bin outside in 3 month. Ordering everything online. my ONLY hobby is Vidya and i have no friends anymore since 3 years. Get on my level biatch. complaining about things that are his own fallt...

>>38390086
Holy shit are you me? I just turned 24 couple weeks ago. I don't even have motivation to get help.
>tfw all your high school friends have gotten married or are getting married or in serious relationships
fucking kill me. life isn't for me.

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>>38385750
i'm pretty much the same but vidya/anime and exercise is not doing it for me anymore
>last burst of motivation i started exercising to join the Army
>went to basic and wrecked all my joints and muscles
>get sent home limping to the airport
>it's been 3 weeks and i'm still waking up in pain
>when i move it's like firecrackers with my joints popping and cracking
>lower back has actually gotten worse
>doing bodywieght exercise is just painful when it used to be rewarding
i wish i wanted to kill myself but i don't, if anything i want to kill other people but i need my nest and am not clever enough to stay in the same place. it's like 70% of what i think about now

god damnit why can't i at least be good at vidya? sometimes i play COD just to feel good about myself but even then i'm usually only #1 in the lobby when my team loses. i get on these losing streaks and get intense anxiety that make me quit and that's when the bad thoughts are the worst

>>38385750
I feel similar OP, except for me it is more /semifunctionalmess/.
>studying engineering doing well
>comfortable living conditions
>good family

Main problem is dysthyimia and not being normal enough to ever truly belong with others.
I'm comfortable but spiritually empty. Just going through the motions.

>>38385883
>I have absolutely no drive
Must be a linking theme with all robots. I was a smart kid straight As at school but couldn't push myself enough and 6th form was a bitchild

>>38391482
Me too

I wonder what causes it.

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>>38389802
im still here, sorry anon. i had fellen asleep for a while. i would still be interested in being friends with other anons

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>>38393549
Let's be friends then anon

What's your life like?

op btw

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>>38393549
>>38394029
can i be friends too?

i have none to talk to about this stuff

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>>38394111
Of course.

How are you today anon?

>>38394111
>>38394029
>>38393549
i want friends too
yall have discord or something?

>>38394161
i'm >>38390086
the last few days i've been worse than ever to be honest. i feel a little better this evening though, not sure if i should still get drunk or not.
thinking about taking a walk to the park and listening to some music on the swings again. it's a comfy place at night to just think about life.

>>38385750
Im the same anon

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>>38394029
ive been neet for a few years already and i dont see myself being anything else. im pretty much too far gone at this point. i have the same neet hobbies as everyone else, but i dont have motivation for them or anything else. pretty standard story. i only stay alive because dying hurts alot

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>>38394192
I don't have discord unfortunately
>>38394384
What happened that made you feel bad?

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>>38385750
"You wouldn't feel this way if, you know, you kind of worked for a living, Champ."

>best friend was in college, had friends there, a side best friend and a strong online group
>I move country to study for a year
>he would always want to hang out with me daily
>now he barely talks unless I initiate
>ask him how things are
>he's dropped out of college and intending to get a job
>ask him how that's going about 2 months later
>"yeah I intend to go to the job centre at some point"
>stopped contacting his side best friend and fell out with most of his online ones
>sleeping in till 5-7 pm but he's cool with it
>taking money from parents (about 20 quid a day) and spending it on food/other disposable shit but he's cool with the complete dependence
>regaining all the weight he's lost since us hanging out but he's cool with it
>tell him his toenails growing so long they touch the ground is not cool and he needs to cut them and he's like "nah it's fine"
>mentions not washing for 4-5 days often
>until it hits him every couple of weeks and he wants to off himself
He's becoming a pathetic NEET and as his best friend I'm not sure what to do at all. His parents seem to not give a shit and I would say even encourage his dependence somewhat. He lives with them.

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>>38394521
I've only been neet for a year and I plan on getting my life together soon, although I don't think I can even do it.

Do you exercise? Working out is a good way to forget about how shit and fruitless life is

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>>38385750
I'm just like you except I just mess with my phone instead of playing vidya.

>>38394531
I don't know. my mood changes and some days are just much worse than others

>>38394650
I have the same problem

Recently it's been quite bad, which is why I made this thread in the first place.

Should I see a doctor?

Funny I had like three jobs but I never managed to last for over a year. A lot of neets think that a job will give them purpose and a will to live but it wasn't like that at all with me. Sure for a while whenever I started something I felt a little better but usually after a month or so getting up in the morning started being a drag until it was simply unbearable and I had to quit or be fired. I had my own place for a while but had to regress because couldn't stand the meaningless office life. I have a pretty bad social anxiety so trying out different types of jobs to see if something fits me better is incredibly difficult. Lately I've been trying to audition for shit on tv (acting) I know this sounds weird for a guy with SA but some kind of social recognition is the only thing that fills up that void I have inside, as fucked up as it may sound. Nothing else gives me any drive. Btw managed to land one commercial it paid well but I realized that unless I become somewhat known this shit is not gonna make me enough money to be financially independent and that makes me very scared for the future. I must say that reading you guys' stories makes me feel less lonely and fucked up and so I thank you all for sharing your albeit difficult experiences with life. Love, anon.

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>>38395105
>Should I see a doctor?
It might help but it depends on your country. The mental health service where i live is pretty bad. takes months between appointments and the psychiatrist can basically be summed up "you're on the meds, my job is done" and i have to wait 8 weeks before I can talk to them again.