>live a lazy, sad, and unhealthy day to day life.
>want to fuck traps, do gay shit, and binge on bad things to waste money
>run out of money to waste
>forced to eat cheap, but relatively healthier things.
>canned veggies and ramen packs, sometimes scrounge up enough for meat
>can't afford booze so have to give it up
>exercise in my free time now just to kill time
>suddenly feeling great when I sleep and wake up
>happier constantly
>have three times as much cash
>people not shitting on me
>girls flirting with me
>100% heterosexual, near vomit at thought of man-ass
uhhhhhh
>>38370547
>still a broke virgin with no job prospects
uhhh
come back when you made some progress. You're the equivalent of a man in medieval times with a cold taking a "magic bean" and the next day his cold is gone, and tells everybody about how these magic beans cure colds.
>Skinnyfat and feel like shit
>Want women to be attracted to me
>Force myself to exercise
>Exercise makes me feel happy and confident
>New self esteem makes me hate that women only want an attractive me
>Stop exercising
>Get unfit
>Desire physical attraction
>Exercise
>Self esteem makes critical of vanity
>Stop exercising
>Get unfit
>Desire physical attraction
>Exercise
>Self esteem makes critical of vanity
>Stop exercising
>Get unfit
>Desire physical attraction
>Exercise
>Self esteem makes critical of vanity
>Stop exercising
>Get unfit
>...