some music:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Bos9lip76Q
I had a dream about /her/ again. Not a sexual one, but an actual nice dream about being in bed together laughing and cuddling... asking her what she wanted to make to eat for breakfast. I'm too old for these feels bros I'll be 25 soon and haven't had a gf since I was 15, virgin,kissed only once...
does it ever get better or even manageable?